They had spoken to each other briefly in the kitchen, when Cat had come through to help. “He seems very nice,” Isabel had said. It was a trite word— nice—but it would have to do in the circumstances. And what else could she have said? She had yet to talk to Patrick and get to know him; nice was about as far as she could go at present.
“We get on very well,” said Cat quietly. “I thought that you’d like him.”
“He’s very good-looking,” said Isabel, smiling.
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She was not sure if she believed what she said. Of course Cat went for looks. It had been apparent to Isabel ever since Cat had been sixteen and had produced her first boyfriend that she was attracted to tall young men with regular features and blond hair. It was a cliché of male beauty, really, and Cat subscribed to it enthusiastically. Of course there was a biological message in it, as there was in all messages of beauty. In choosing me, it said, you choose somebody who is strong and reliable and who will give you strong children. Ultimately everything that the poets said about love was a romanticization of the fundamental biological imperative: find somebody with whom to produce children and who will help you raise them.
She did not have the chance to speak at length to Patrick until they were seated at the table. Exercising her prerogative as hostess, she had placed Patrick on her right, which would enable her to find out what she needed to find out. He proved forthcoming. He was a lawyer, he revealed. He worked for a firm that specialised in takeovers, which he called acquisitions. “We acquire companies,” he said simply. “I draw up lists of things that have to be checked. We call it compliance.”
Isabel raised an eyebrow. There was something soft about him, she thought. In spite of the masculine good looks, the chiselled features, there was something yielding and feminine about him. And yet here he was talking about pouncing. For a moment, a ridiculous moment, she imagined Patrick pouncing on Cat, his long limbs poised like springs, his thin, elegant fingers extended like claws.
“Redness in tooth and claw,” she muttered.
“Money doesn’t stay in a hole,” said Patrick casually, dipping his spoon into his soup. “It needs to be active.”
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Isabel felt herself becoming irritated. Money was an inanimate force. It was people who were active, who made money do things. “But these takeovers involve people losing their jobs,”
she said. “Isn’t that true? From what I’ve heard, the first thing that the new owners do is try to get rid of as many people as they can.”
Patrick put down his spoon. “Sometimes,” he said. “But companies aren’t charities. People can’t expect a job for life. Not these days.”
Isabel told herself that she should try to like Patrick. She had promised herself that she would give him a chance, and that she would not make any assumptions. But what she now felt was not an assumption. This was a conclusion: Patrick was self-satisfied. He was as shallow as Toby had been; more intelligent, perhaps, but just as shallow.
“Are you going to be a lawyer for the rest of your career?”
she asked quietly.
Patrick looked surprised. He took a piece of bread roll from his plate and broke it. “Yes,” he said. “That’s what I want to do.”
He spoke in a slightly pedantic way, the words carefully chosen and articulated, as if everything that he said was the result of careful deliberation.
“In that case,” said Isabel, “you yourself expect a job for life.
Interesting.” She waited a moment for her remark to sink in.
Patrick was not slow, and he gave a wry smile when he saw the trap he had stepped into.
“Being a lawyer is a career,” he said. “I don’t expect to be with the same firm all my life. The people I’m with at the moment could get rid of me tomorrow if they wanted.”
“But they won’t, will they?” said Isabel.
“Probably not. But they could, you know.”
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“If they were taken over?”
“Law firms tend not to get taken over,” said Patrick. And again he recognised the trap. The rules of the jungle did not apply to those who wrote the rules of the jungle.
“ W E L L ,” said Isabel to Mimi. “That’s Patrick.”
The two women were standing in the kitchen after dinner.
Cat and Patrick had left, and Joe, tired from the journey, had gone upstairs to bed. They had brought the plates and dishes through, and these were now stacked above the dishwasher, ready to be loaded.
“Yes, Patrick,” said Mimi neutrally.
Isabel knew that Mimi was charitable in her views. It was one of her great qualities: Mimi did not like to belittle others.
And, I must remind myself, Isabel thought, that I have had a single meeting with him. I am fourteen years older than he is.
Nobody is asking me to sit in judgement on him.
“He’s bright,” said Isabel. “Toby wasn’t.”
“No, so I hear,” said Mimi.
“And I can see what she sees in him physically,” said Isabel.
“He’s . . .”
“Yes,” said Mimi. “He certainly is.”
There was silence for a moment. “He lives with his mother,”
said Mimi. “When I was speaking to him through there, he told me. He says that he’s lived with his mother all along. Through law school, through his traineeship, and he’s still there.”
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like me. What exactly did that mean? Now that she had met Patrick she thought that she might understand it better.
“I found him a bit . . . ,” she began.
“A bit?” asked Mimi.
Isabel was not sure. “A bit something. But I’m not sure what it is. It’s a sort of fussiness, perhaps. Yes, fussiness might be the word. I can imagine that he likes to have everything neat and tidy. I imagine that he disapproves of a lot of things. That sort.”
“Do you think that he disapproved of us?” asked Mimi, picking up a heavy crystal glass and holding it up to the light.
“This was his glass, by the way.”
Isabel looked at the glass. There was nothing unusual about it. A few tiny grains of dark sediment from the red wine it had contained stuck to the bottom, just above the stem.
“Do you notice anything?” asked Mimi, handing the glass to Isabel.
She looked at it. There was nothing; just the grains. Were they significant? She looked at them again. “Just a bit of sediment,” she said, puzzled.
Mimi looked amused. “Look at the rim,” she said.
Isabel looked but could see nothing. Then she saw. Nothing was what she saw.
“Quite clean,” said Mimi. “He wiped it after he used it. I saw him do it. He wiped it with his table napkin.”
“An obsessive,” said Isabel.
“Maybe,” said Mimi. “But you know what I think? I think he’s a mama’s boy.” She paused and took the glass back from Isabel. “I just get that feeling about him. I hope that I’m not doing him an injustice, but he reminds me very strongly of somebody I knew in Dallas, somebody just like him. He lived with his 6 0