That’s why, well, at that time we had no choice but to do that, but
She sighs.
Doing that won’t reach a solution, right?
Her big eyes look at me.
In Yukino-oneechan’s case, no matter how much you threaten her, she’ll soon forget it. She’ll imagine something convenient for her right after, then think that she’s luckier than anyone else. She’ll never be dispirited. She never ends with despair
Mana knows Yukino very well.
Really, her nerves makes me envious of her
Mana said.
Then, what does Mana want to do?
I ask.
I’m her sister. I want her to live and be well. Honestly
Yeah.
But, if this goes on, I can tell that she has to live in danger. Yukino-san never tried to understand what does it feel to be in my position
Yukino will only get emotional and make a lot of noise.
The discussion can’t move forward.
Onii-chan’s trying his best not to let Yukino-oneechan die, she knows it in her heart, but her head doesn’t try to understand Is that so? I think she doesn’t even know that in her heart? To her, I’m always an enemy
I think.
I know. Yukino-oneechan’s dumb but her intuition is sharp. Her intuition knows that Onii-chan will save her. That’s why she’s depending on Onii-chan too much
Yukino’s depending on me?
We know that, so Onii-chan’s women all hate Yukino-oneechan. She’s unaware yet dependent
Unaware. Dependent.
That person arbitrarily depends on Onii-chan but, if Onii-chan just responds to Yukino-oneechan’s request. Onii-chan is dragged by that person. You’ll sink deep in the abyss, and both of you will be unable to escape I know that myself. I know that it’s dangerous to be pulled in by Yukino
She has a dark charm.
And, I’m attracted to it.
If it were before; before the holidays of May began, I would’ve been caught by her charm and gladly throw us to ruin. Perhaps, I might’ve reached my long-awaited death with Yukino
Back then, I.
I was living from my thoughts for Yukino.
I had no other purpose for living.
If I decided to die with Yukino, I wouldn’t regret it.
Minaho-oneechan said. The first plan was for Onii-chan to be killed together with Yukino-san
I see.
Minaho-neesan called out to me as a tall to make Yukino fall.
That was where everything started.
But, a lot happened, and we became family. Everyone has decided to become one family and become happy
It’s different from before.
I already have a family that I must protect. I can’t die together with Yukino now
I have strengthened my resolve already.
I have to forget about Yukino.
Even if you think like that in your head, It’s not that easy to sort it out in your heart, right? Onii-chan
Mana said.
I’m the same, I know that I have to abandon Yukino-oneechan, but that’s not what’s happening
Mana.
I’m her sister in the end
Mana holds my arm tightly.
I never liked Yukino-oneechan since I was born. Because, she’s always mean to me, selfish, she’s not a kind Onee-san at all. She’s always the bully Onee-chan. I hate her, but
Mana’s eyes turn wet.
I can’t abandon her. She’s my older sister in the end
I.
I gave Minaho-oneechan my proposal. The method I thought of Mana, did you find a way to reach a reasonable conclusion? I can’t go so far calling it a solution but, it’s a way to make conversations with Yukino-oneechan more constructive. That person thinks she’s great so I think we have to break that part So, what did Minaho-neesan say?
Mana looks at me.
I should talk with Onii-chan and try it once Misuzu-oneechan and others are back
Waiting until Misuzu comes home.
No, they will.
There’s’ no time later because we’ll be preparing for tonight.
Okay, let’s try that
I decided.
Are you sure? Mana hasn’t explained it yet I’ll do whatever it is. Mana’s thinking hard enough to just help Yukino, right? Onii-chan I’ll take my bet on that You see, I’ve talked about how Yukino-oneechan has been masturbating in her oom all the time, didn’t I?
Mana suddenly asks.
Yukino learned the feeling of climax from me raping her.
That’s when she became crazy at masturbating.
Onee-chan’s panting so much that I could hear it in my room
Mana’s living in the same house, so she knows that side of Yukino.
What Yukino-oneechan needs to understand is how much she needs Onii-chan. She needs to realize that she wants Onii-chan more than Onii-chan wants Yukino-oneechan
Mana said.
No, Yukino doesn’t want me No way. Is Yukino-oneechan thinking that any man will do? She didn’t go that far saying that but, there’s a lot of guys better than me, and Yukino doesn’t want me
Yukino, wanting me?
That’s not possible.
No, Yukino-oneechan won’t do anyone but Onii-chan. I know
Mana said.
Yukino-oneechan won’t feel good unless it’s Onii-chan. She is a lump of pride. She doesn’t open up her heart for other men. She’ll never feel good with them But, she hasn’t opened up her heart for me either I wonder? She’s quite open I think. Yukino-oneechan who tries to decorate herself so she would look good for other people, don’t mind being her true self in front of Onii-chan
True-self.
Well, there’s nothing for her to hide this late anyway. Onii-chan already saw her everything
Her naked mind and body.
That’s true for us too though. We don’t need to decorate ourselves, we can get naked naturally. Isn’t that just feeling at ease? It’s more than that. If I’m with Onii-chan, I feel my heart warm. I feel happy
Mana.
Oh, I see, Yukino-san only knows the half of it
Half?
When Onii-chan embraces us, our minds and body feel liberated, but Yukino-san now only feels it on her body. She just feels it with her body and doesn’t accept it with her heart
Mana said.
That’s why, she can imagine Onii-chan as the only partner in sex, but since she’s Yukino-oneechan, Onii-chan can’t embrace her
That’s true.
If she only finds value in me as a sex tool, then:
I can’t get erect for Yukino.
I’m not a machine for sex.
I also have a heart.
I knew it, Yukino-oneechan needs to realize that. Her mind and body wants Onii-chan
But.
Is there a meaning in that? What will happen if Yukino notices that
Yukino can’t enter our family.
All of the women will reject Yukino.
Yukino doesn’t even want to join our family.
Once she noticed it, we can part with her without regrets
Mana gives me an earnest look.
Once she noticed that this was, no, this is love
What?
L-Love?
My relationship with Yukino?
Then, she can feel broken-hearted. Onii-chan, and Yukino-oneechan too
A proper heartbreak.
Mana says something strange.
Now, Yukino-oneechan is Onii-chan’s first love, and yet Yukino-oneechan doesn’t accept it as love. Yukino-oneechan’s pride won’t allow her feelings for Oni-chan to conclude as love, so she gets it all mixed up, and it becomes this unfortunate mess
Mana.
But, that’s not the case. What I had for Yukino was lust, we only had a physical relationship, that wasn’t love No, even if the physical relationship went first, that was still love. This is also love. I can tell
Mana smiles.
My start with Onii-chan was also rape, but now I love you. This is love. It’s not just my body, my heart understands these feelings
Mana holds my hand.
Onii-chan, you don’t embrace women out of just lust. You pour your heart into sex. It reaches to me, to us. Onii-chan has a warm heart
I.
Yukino-oneechan feels that too. Her body feels it even if her mind doesn’t understand. That’s why she always ask for Onii-chan’s help