Yukino trembles.
I plan to have Yukino-san give birth so I could take back my killed child, but that doesn’t matter now. Either way, Nagisa, and Katsuko will give birth to his child. Megumi and Nei too want to give birth after graduating from high school. There’s no need for Yukino-san to give birth in a hurry, that’s my thought now.
Minaho-neesan’s laughing.
But, Yukino-san was raped and got pregnant due to my plans, right? So I feel a bit responsible at least. Therefore, I won’t kill you until you give birth. So, what will you do, Yukino-san?
I.
Oh, we’ve talked about Yukino giving birth so many times before, but.
I was desperate back then.
I didn’t have a clear image of the future back then.
Impregnating Yukino? I was leaving myself to my lust.
Her childbirth:
That means that the child born is my child.
I’ll become a father.
Yukino will become a mother.
When you have sex, you often talk about making babies, but you don’t have a clear image of what really is a parent, don’t you?
My women often talk about giving birth to my child.
But, that’s true, there’s no clear image of it.
Oh right, we’re drinking pills currently
Mana said.
Since Ikeda-sensei prescribed pills, it only sticks as words.
But, Yukino hasn’t drink a pill.
I think you should better think calmly about becoming a parent once again
Minaho-neesan looks at Yukino and me.
I won’t tell you to raise the child. Yukino-san can just give birth, and that’s all. Later, we’ll raise the child to become happy. The family exists for that
My family will raise the child born from Yukino with care.
I’m confident of that.
I’ll never abandon that child.
But.
Do I have the courage to become a father now? Do I have the spirit? Confidence?
This is the reality.
I have to think once more.
I don’t mind myself.
As for Yukino, it depends on her.
The problem is with the born child.
Would that child want to be born with such parents?
I.
Yukino-san, if you think only of yourself, it’ll be rough for your heart. If you have a baby in your stomach a new life is already existing, think of that child and see for yourself
Yukino puts her hand on her lower abdomen.
That is all I have to say for now, so go on and discuss
Minaho-neesan turns off the monitor.
Chapter 530
Chapter 530. Love is love
Yukino-oneechan, let me touch your stomach
Mana’s the first one to speak.
She gets off me and goes to Yukino.
Maika?
Yukino looks up at her sister in surprise.
Never mind that, let me touch your belly!
Mana’s still naked.
There’s still love nectar and semen, traces of sex with me from earlier in her crotch.
Yukino’s naked with just her underwear clinging on her leg.
Her crotch is also wet with love nectar from masturbating.
Mana’s hand touches Yukino’s lower abdomen.
There’s a green tattoo with 嘉甲 written on her shaved crotch.
How long has it been since the last time I touched Onee-chan’s stomach?
Mana smiles to Yukino intimately.
Onii-chan’s child is in here
Yukino never drank contraceptives.
We don’t know yet
Yukino mutters.
I’m envious of you. Onee-chan
Mana smiles at Yukino.
Yukino’s surprised.
Should I stop drinking contraceptives too? When that happens, I’ll give birth to a child together with Onee-chan, right?
Yukino shivers from what her sister says.
You see, I can just declare it as twins. I’ll give them milk, and I’ll even pick them up on the kindergarten Maika, what are you talking about?
Mana.
Let’s just think realistically, Onii-chan’s child is already in here, assuming that there’s a new life inhabiting here and will be born next year, then you have to think of the future now
That’s right.
Don’t think of what’s done.
Think of the future with that assumption in mind.
Even if you regret the past, grudge against it, cry, it won’t change the reality. Onee-chan and we need to prepare ourselves
Mana speaks to her sister with an earnest face.
I didn’t get it at all back then
I.
I always speak flowers, protecting the family, doing this for everyone’s sake, becoming Mao-chan and Agnes’ father, I talked all of it without thinking much, but.
Becoming a father was the only thing that I didn’t understand in my head.
I didn’t prepare for it.
Having to imagine my child inside Yukino’s stomach, I feel shocked.
Making a life is such an important thing
Yukino.
Inside that thin waist of Yukino is my child living.
When I first raped Yukino, back then, I was so desperate that I didn’t think of the future. I thought that I could die as long as I made Yukino mine. I didn’t know that I’ll still be alive by next year
On the day of my entrance ceremony, my father disappeared, and all that’s left was the passbook with some savings.
I can’t think of how can I live from then on.
I couldn’t see the future.
Though I’m told to make Yukino pregnant, I didn’t feel that I’ll still be alive next year and raise the child born. All I had was this dark feeling of wanting to have proof that I’m alive, by pouring my sperm inside Yukino
I didn’t consider the child at all.
Minaho-neesan said that she’ll raise Yukino’s child. Thus, I didn’t think much about if that was the case. No, I decided not to think about it
I intentionally avoided thinking of it.
Nagisa said that she’ll bear my child, but she’s really a mother, so I thought that she could raise the child well. She’d advice me on what should I do in any case
Nagisa’s older than me, and she’s reliable.
Therefore, I imagined raising a child with Nagisa.
The other women are drinking pills, so I think they’ll bear children years later
Therefore, even if they say I want to get pregnant, is just a desire, they’re not looking at the reality in front of their eyes.
This is a heavy reality.
I didn’t forget the possibility of Yukino getting pregnant, but I was desperately erasing it from my head, after all.
I.
I know that I can’t live together with Yukino anymore
Yukino isn’t family.
Yukino’s pride won’t allow it.
The other women hold deep hate for Yukino.
I thought that I had to part with Yukino
I didn’t imagine living with Yukino in the future.
Yukino’s looking at me.
But, I don’t want Yukino to die no matter what. I want you to live even if we can’t meet each other again. That’s true
Even now, I want Yukino to live.
Even if it’s in a world out of my reach.
Even if we never meet each other again.
I want Yukino to live.
Is that because I’m similar to your mother?
Yukino asks me.
You can’t reconcile with your mother, so instead, you want to be open with me?
That’s.
I don’t think that’s the case
I look straight at Yukino.
Sure, Minaho-neesan might be right. I might be attracted to Yukino because you resemble my mother. But, Yukino is Yukino. I discovered a lot about you in the past ten days. Inside me now, I’m looking at Yukino. Not Mother, I’m looking at Yukino Hmm, what you know about me is that I’m a selfish, egoistic, and helpless idiotic woman, right?
I
No, that’s not all
The feelings I can’t speak up are rising.
My feelings for Yukino inside of me.
That’s never all
Yukino.
You liar. You’re looking down on me. You think of me like an idiot!
Tears gather in Yukino’s eyes again.
Yukino looks at her abdomen Mana’s touching.