Nei says, but.
In the end, I don’t know. What does it mean to be a family? I hardly know about loving family or the family loving me
Because I don’t have the experience.
Therefore, that’s what I’m most scared of. I don’t understand families. Therefore, I just accept everything and go along with it. With everyone
That’s why.
That’s the reason why I.
I’m a hollow person
Chapter 791 – Revolution.
Chapter 791. Revolution.
Yeah. That’s pathetic. Not knowing what’s natural for the ordinary people
I sighed.
But, I can’t do anything about it. This is my life, and so I’ll learn about what makes a family slowly. It’ll trouble everyone though No, nobody thinks that it’s trouble
Nei hugs me.
I mean, everyone’s like that. We all lost sight of what a family truly means
Right.
That’s true, but.
But, I was wrong. For the past four months, I tried to give everyone equal attention
Trying to give everyone fair and equal attention and attitude.
Anyway, I thought that if I work hard, everyone will accept it and things will go well
But.
I didn’t understand that everyone’s different
That’s right.
Everyone’s raised from different homes lived different lifestyles, and so they think differently of what a ‘family’ means to them. They seek different things from me
They have different forms of a family they believe in.
It’s not just Megu who disrupts the harmony of the family. Megu has her thoughts on what a family is, or what it has to do Kei-chan Therefore, Megu’s not wrong either. Yamamine house formed their family by itself as well. In family relationships, there’s no right or wrong. There’s a family with just several people living in the same house. Or even those in the same family, they may think differently on their definition of family But, we’re us. This is Kuromori family, and we need to create the rules to live in that same family
Nei said.
That’s right. But, I thought I’d like to know each other once again before we decide on the rules of this family
I.
To be honest, I thought that I understand everyone in the family for the past four months. I’m such an idiot. That’s why I got carried away.
I got conceited, thinking that I can deal with everything on my own.
I never thought that Agnes would be such a bright and talkative girl until Luna came. I never thought of Misuzu’s true feelings. Mana and Ruriko were such stable girls now, also
I look at Nei.
I never thought that Onee-chan was lonely i, no, I’m not
Nei’s embarrassed.
It’s okay. We’re alone right now Okay
Nei’s body loosens up.
I see. I’ve been trying to force myself to become everyone’s big sister, but in the end, I’m just lonely It’s okay now, I’m here for you
I massage Nei’s hand again.
I’m happy that Onee-chan’s here for me too Yeah
Nei smiled.
Tell everyone else the same thing, okay? Huh? Kei-chan’s always been lonely. Therefore, you’re happy when someone stays by your side. But, that’s enough for you that you don’t need to be satisfied more than that
Me?
That’s why you accept everything from everyone. You don’t complain. Kei-chan, you’re that kind of guy
Nei stares at my hand that massages hers.
Kei-chan, you said that you were a hollow person, but that’s not true. Kei-chan’s full right now. You’re filled with a substance to the limit
Filled.
I mean, Kei-chan now has me, everyone. A family. Isn’t that enough happiness for Kei-chan?
That’s.
That might be.
It’s us who misunderstood. We’re greedy women, and so we’re not satisfied even though we’re happy. We want to reach greater happiness than now
Greater than now.
Mii-chan, Megu-chan, and I are the same. We’re happy enough to live together in this family, being together with Kei-chan, and yet, we wanted more
Nei takes a deep breath.
And since we think that way, we assumed that Kei-chan thought of the same. That you wanted to become happier, but you’re holding back. We assumed that way
I was holding back?
Therefore, thinking that Kei-chan’s frustrated, I prepared a new girl for you to rape. It was Mii-chan and me who were frustrated though
Nei and Misuzu.
Then, Megu-chan thinks that Kei-chan is like her, that you want to live together with her in peace. There are other family members, and so Megu-chan is holding back from monopolizing Kei-chan, and she misunderstands that Kei-chan’s holding back too
Oh.
But, I’m not dissatisfied with the current life.
Instead, I didn’t understand why Megu’s so dissatisfied.
That’s why Megu-chan’s dissatisfied because she thinks that Kei-chan understands her feelings, but you prioritize other girls
In Megu’s head, I’m also as dissatisfied as much as she does.
I guess that’s the reason why all the talk with Megu doesn’t work
Megu thinks that I know her dissatisfaction, and so she’s angry that I’m not helping her.
She’s not in a state where she’d listen usually.
Yeah. Why is Yoshi-kun prioritizing that girl over me? Mukii! or something like that
I see.
Therefore, Tsukiko-san exposing Kei-chan’s thoughts was the right thing to do
Megu’s made to understand that what I think is different from what she believes in.
Oh, I see.
That’s why Megu was depressed when Luna showed off my thoughts to her.
She thinks that I betrayed her.
But, after another round.
Tsukiko created an opportunity for Megu to free her mind.
Megu showed her true feelings to me.
Then, we reconstructed our relationship of mutual trust.
Furthermore, Tsukiko turned Megu to her little sister right away.
Megu’s mind is stable for now that she’s found a powerful boss that can protect her.
For now.
Geez, this is hard. And it’ll continue to get harder
Though she’s stable for now, we don’t know when she fires up again.
That’s how a family is anyway.
But, I’m happy with this. Onee-chan
I said. Nei.
Yeah, I got it. I finally, wait, that’s not it Huh? I somehow understand Kei-chan now. But it’s not perfect. Though if it’s the Takakura sisters, it’s different
Nei said.
No, even if one can read people’s thoughts, understanding, and analyzing, that is a different skill. And that’s why Tsukiko-san and the girls don’t know everything
Right.
People will never completely understand each other.
Much less, I can’t imagine what will Kei-chan do tomorrow
She bonks her forehead on mine.
People try to understand each other all the time, and they change gradually
People never stay the same.
We’ve got to move forward by all means. Did you know, Kei-chan?
Nei smiled.
What? All creatures continue to evolve. It can be retrogression, but it’s still the shape of evolution
Retrogression’s also evolution?
Horse hooves are their middle finger. Evolving to run faster, they hide their four other fingers
Nei said.
If one work hard for a goal, then once they pursued one possibility, another potential would be gone. Furthermore, evolution’s merit and demerits aren’t equal. Bighorn sheep grew their horns for fighting, but it caused their destruction
Pursuing one possibility doesn’t guarantee happiness.
A soccer player abandons the possibility of entering the baseball club and will join no other club than soccer.
But, entering the soccer club doesn’t mean that one can become a regular.
If the person chose the baseball club, then he might’ve entered the Koushien stadium.
However, the person chose soccer and can’t join baseball anymore.
Going for both is impossible.