She gives Tendou Otome a sad look.
I cannot understand why Otome-chan likes me. I hate myself this much, and yet, she likes me, it’s weird. I can only conclude that she doesn’t look at me
Saying that; Tendou Otome bites her molars in frustration.
Then, think about how can you love yourself. You can change to anything right now Yes. I can make it that way
Tsukiko’s words echo in Sonoko-san’s thoughts.
Chapter 920. Night of Fun I want to be
I don’t know what I want to be
Tokuda Sonoko-san said.
Although, I don’t want my current self. I hate it. This life.
She’s the daughter of the weakest member of a group, a group that is also the most useless among the Yakuza.
The society neglects her, her father’s comrades threaten her life, and in the end, they raped her.
Then, you can forget all about it. We can erase all of your memories of your past
Edie said.
Erasing my past? Right. You can forget about the pain, the sadness, and your father, and you will be free from yourself But.
Sonoko-san looks uneasy.
We can paint out your memories so it won’t hinder your daily life. Tsukiko’s power can give you artificial amnesia
Memory loss?
People who have amnesia can still talk normally even though they forgot their past, and they still know what to do in their daily lives
Speaking of which, that’s true.
People who have amnesia in TVs can still live their life normally.
They could forget specific memories, but they won’t forget how to use the toilet or use their phones. They still are capable of living their life.
In your case, there’s no need to go that far. All you have to do is erase all the past memories and start over again
Unless she makes up her mind.
Sonoko-san’s gloom will not disappear.
I don’t know.
However, that’s what Edie asserts.
It’s okay. We will look after you lose your memories. Minaho, that’s your plan, right?
Edie asks, facing the ceiling.
Indeed. Naturally, you will have to work as a prostitute for five years, but, you can think of it as compensation to buy your new life. You can have a new identity. The daughter of Yakuza from before is dead. And I can make under the table deals to make sure that your father’s organization will no longer chase you. That’s my specialty Minaho-neesan said. Let’s see. Tsukiko-san can plant the thought that you lost your memories because of some accident, but you don’t care if you don’t remember your past anymore
If the Miko power engraves that in her mind, then she will not want to remember her past.
You can truly restart your life with a truly fresh mind
Sonoko-san.
Maybe, that’s true
She thinks for a moment and muttered.
For someone who had no luck and useless. I need to do that to start a new life, that’s the only way
Then.
Hey wait! If you do that! Sonoko, you will no longer remember us
Tendou Otome speaks.
Aren’t we friends? Well, you had a lot of pain, but still, we were getting along! Sonoko, do you want to forget about all of us? Forget me?
Sonoko-san looks down on the floor with a gloomy expression.
She’s not facing Tendou Otome.
Otome-chan, I really am grateful to you Sonoko! But, my memories with Otome-chan is bundled with all the painful memories too
That’s.
That’s why, I really am sorry, but, if I can forget about it all, then I will take it What the hell?
Tendou Otome’s shocked.
After all, Otome-chan. Otome-chan is Tendou-san’s daughter, he’s the man who let it all happen to Shigeyo-chan and me But, I infiltrated Kouzuki mansion with the resolve to die But, Otome-chan didn’t die and is still alive. Yet, Shigeyo-chan and I already received all this cruelty. All the shame, pain.
Her father’s comrades raped them.
Her father couldn’t help her, despite when she’s turned into a plaything.
Otome-chan will never understand all the pain we’ve been through, it’s miserable, sad, scary, and we couldn’t do anything
Sonoko-san’s not looking at Tendou Otome.
Yeah. That’s right. That’s what happened to us. We really have to die once to be reborn. It’s the only way. After all, I don’t want my memories to pull me down all the time. I can’t endure it all. However, it’s not as strong that I would want to commit suicide
She can’t commit suicide because she’s not that strong?
Oh, right.
You need will to kill yourself.
But, Sonoko-san doesn’t have that will.
Therefore, I think that removing all the memories I had until now is better than killing myself. If I can pretend that nothing happened, forget everything, then I might be able to escape this darkness
She looks up at Edie.
Yes. Please erase my memories. Then, please turn me to a prostitute after that. If you can erase those memories, I can work for ten or twenty years more. After all, I have decided to become a prostitute voluntarily. Unlike before, nobody forced me to do this
Her gloomy aura overflows in the room.
They find it amusing that I hate it, and so they get harsher. If I react, they will hit me, pinch me. they enjoy my pain. Then, they raped me while Father was watching. They forced me to speak all the perverted lines while he was watching. I didn’t even want to say any of those!
Sonoko-san’s releasing all of the dark emotions she’s accumulating inside her so far.
This doesn’t look good. I looked at Tsukiko.
The other girls are becoming infected with her aura.
It’s okay. I’ve cut their consciousness for now
Tsukiko said.
Oh, Shigeyo-san who is under Tsukiko’s memory alteration can’t hear Sonoko-san’s voice.
She’s looking at the wall with a blank face.
She’s the other girl the men raped, along with Sonoko-san, and so, she can take in Sonoko-san’s dark aura easily.
Thus, Tsukiko had to completely cut off her consciousness.
Also,
Kurosawa-san and the twins don’t hear anything. They’re all in a daze.
The bully three are still unconscious.
But.
Tendou Otome’s eyes still show her will.
She’s staring at Sonoko-san while biting her molars in frustration.
Well, that’s a good idea. You can remove her memories, and entrusting everything to us after that
Minaho-neesan’s voice comes from the speakers.
I know that you want to let out your emotions, but I don’t have the free time to take them all in. Also
Minaho-neesan speaks coldly.
I know girls who experienced worse than you. Therefore, don’t think that you’re the only one who’s in pain But, it really was painful to me!
Sonoko-san shouted.
Really? But, it’s all going to disappear so what’s the problem? You’re only causing trouble with all your tedious complaints! I’m telling you to stop right now
Minaho-neesan speaks intensely. Sonoko-san.
i’m sorry! Please forgive me
Her head cools down and she replies dispirited.
Okay then. Let’s move on
Minaho-neesan pushes forward.
no! Sonoko! Argh! I can’t put it into words, but still, you can’t do it! Throwing away your memories and emotions aren’t!
Tendou Otome desperately pleads,
But, those thoughts only push Sonoko-san’s back.
I’ll leave it all to you. I want to change. I want to become someone different
She looks at Tendou Otome.
And said.
I’m still in the middle of altering this girl. Also, your change will take some time, so please sleep for a while
Tsukiko says while holding Shigeyo-san’s head.
You will become a different person once you wake up
Sonoko-san closed her eyes.
Please take care of me I will
Tsukiko shoots her power to Sonoko-san gently.
!
Sonoko-san became weak and slowly lied down on the floor.
Looking at the fainted Sonoko-san.