I squat in front of Nei-san.
I match on Nei-san’s eye-level.
Well, it can’t be helped, can it?As long as Nei-san hasn’t settled things with that Mr. Viola.you can’t think ahead right?
Nei-san looks at me.
.Yo-chan!
I smiled at Nei-san.
There’s no need to rush. We’re still young so we just have to think what should we do at ease
Nei-san’s eyes have tears spilling from it.
Nei-san wants to be my Onee-san right? Isn’t there no need for us to have sex by force?
.But, Yo-chan wants to do it right? Well, I want to. Nei-san’s a beauty after all. But, I’ll hold back on my own Onee-san I want to have sex with my lil bro! No.I can’t have sex with anyone but my brother! I’m that kind of pervert! I’ve been made into that kind of woman!
.Made into that kind of woman?
.By Cesario Viola?
I promised my little brother that I’ll give him my virginity.ever since our childhood. And yet.my little brother is no longer here. Kei-chan got killed!
Nei-san’s body begins to shake.
.I I hold Nei-san’s shoulder with both of my hands!
.Isn’t that why I’m telling you that I’ll become your little brother?
Nei-san opened her eyes wide and looked at me.
.I don’t care if you’re a pervert. I’m want Nei-san!
.Yo-chan?
I tell Nei-san my feelings.
Earlier.Yuzuki-sensei was angry at me because mypriority on Nei-san is too high But, even so.I know that from the start
My heart
I don’t get my own heart. I like Katsuko-nee, Nagisa-san, Misuzu, Megumi and Maika. I treasure them all. I love them from the bottom of my heart. I also like Yuzuki-sensei and Margo-san. I feel that they’re my family!
I touch Nei-san’s trembling shoulders.
I feel Nei-san’s temperature.
But.Nei-san. You’re different from the others.you’re special!
Nei-san mutters.
.Me?
I nodded.
I thought that Yukino’s been my first love all this time. But, that was wrong. Yukino isn’t a longed personfor me. I was just watching Yukino from far away.just longing for her appearance and her surface character.but when I saw Yukino escaping reality.That’s not my first love
That’s right.
I didn’t understand a thing about Yukino.
.Nei-san!
I tell Nei-san who’s still surprised.
.I love Nei-san. You’re my first love!
1. This is quite hard to notice in Translations, but he’s saying ‘Omae’
2. This is also read as insult, which is on the title 3. Ika means squid 4. Then get out bitch 5. Noo, this spiral of Megumi darkness
Chapter 105
105. Mind shuffle
Earlier, I told Maika that she Resembles my first love I like Maika because she resembles Yukino. Then.Maika thought that I’m a Liar That’s when I noticed.
I noticed it for the first time when someone told that it’s a lie
My first love isn’t Yukino.
I’ve always convinced my head that It’s like this.So, I don’t understand my true feelings. Thinking, what else would it be if I Yukino isn’t my first love. Then, Yuzuki-sensei told me thatYour priority on Nei is too high.I thought of it once again
The answer came out immediately.
I like Nei-san. I’ll do anything for Nei-san’s sake. This feelings is most likely.love, isn’t it?
Nei-san is just watching me calmly.
Thank you.But, I can’t answer Yo-chan’s feelings
Nei-san answered.
I’m a cursed woman
.I
I don’t care about that. I’m just okay Nei-san to be happy and bright everyday. I don’t have any selfish feelings for Nei-san. I just want to be Nei-san’s strength!
Nei-san looks into my eyes.
.Seriously.
.Even if we don’t have sex?
.Yes I can’t become Yo-chan’s lover .I don’t mind .Why?
I gave the words that appeared in my heart.
.First lovedoesn’t come true, does it?
Nei-san’s eyes turned moist.
.You’re an idiot. Yo-chan
I smiled at Nei-san.
Yes.I think so myself
Shouldn’t you just leave me alone and be happy with everyone? I’m quite greedy you know
.That’s right.
.I
.I can’t be happy if I’m not with Nei-san
Nei-san smiled.
.I’m quite a messed up woman!
I know that .I’ll really be a burden to Yo-chan Then trouble me a lot .The man who’s chasing after me is a genuine madman. He’s a person who doesn’t care about killing! Then.I’ll protect Nei-san1
My heart has already decided!
.Yo-chan
Tears spill from Nei-san’s eyes.
.Is it really okay?
I answered.
.I’m a man. It’s normal to help my first love
Nei-san begins to cry.
But.I can’t return anything to Yo-chan
.I!
I fell for you so there’s no helping for it. As long as Nei-san is smiling as always, I’m satisfied. If Nei-san happily gets married to someone other than me.I’ll bless it with a smile. I’ll support Nei-san anytime. I’ll help you. I’ll do anything as long as I can!
In short.This is First love2
It’s not love.3
.But, Yo-chan. I.I!
Nei-san shakes her head while crying!
.You should tell him Thank youfor the time being
When I turned around, Katsuko-nee’s there!
Huh.Katsuko-nee, weren’t you in the bathroom?
Katsuko-nee laughed.
.Misuzu-san said I’ll take care of Maika-chan myself Thinking that the talk would be confusing if you’re alone.
Katsuko-nee and Misuzu are worried about me and Nei-san.
Nei-sama.How about you put everything on hold until the matter with Cesario Viola settles down?
Katsuko-nee proposed to Nei-san.
As long as we don’t do something to that man.Nei-sama won’t be free
.That means?
But Katsun. There’s a chance nothing won’t be resolved. I might just change appearance and run away somewhere else.
Nei-san looked down and replied.
Just like when I first ran away from Cesario Viola.taken by Sensei and came to Japan from US.changing names and running to a different land again
.Change name?
.That’s already impossible
Katsuko-nee told Nei-san.
Ojou-sama wants to dismantle Kuromorias soon as possible. If Kuromori’ssupport disappears.Nei-sama can no longer find a new name and new hiding place
.I know that Above all.Ojou-sama and Margo-sama intends to settle it with Cesario Viola here. As last job of Kuromori
Sensei and Margo-san has already decided.
Ending Kuromori. Therefore.Margo-san was angry at us earlier If you really want to be happy then face reality and think concretely.
.Cesario Viola is a monster
Nei-san sighs.
That’s the reason why he must be defeated. To liberate Nei-sama!
Katsuko-nee smiles at Nei-san.
.Katsun?
You’re our treasured Sister. .But.but Geez, enough of that!Just be spoiled by your Onee-chan and little brother!
Katsuko-nee embraces Nei-san.
.What should I do? I’m always being saved by everyone and I can’t return anything!
Nei-san shouts at Katsuko-nee while crying.
If that’s what you think then be kind fo Misuzu-san, Megumi-chan and Maika-chan. Nei-sama’s already an Onee-sama You’ve got a lot of Little sisters!
Nei-san nods.
.and cries in Katsuko-nee’s chest.4 Katsuko-nee speaks while gently smiling at Nei-san.
.Isn’t that right? Ojou-sama!
Suddenly, Katsuko-nee is shouting towards the counter on the wall.
The counter created a clanking sound!
.Eh?
.Open it
Katsuko-nee is busy embracing Nei-san.
As ordered.I opened the door for the counter.
.Ah
When I opened it.
Yuzuki-sensei’s curling herself inside. She’s making a very impatient face.
I told you that there’s no microphone in this room right?
Katsuko-nee told me.
In exchange, there’s a secret passage. You can only hide here if you want to eavesdrop to the conversations