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Maika nodded.
I trust Yoshida-kun very much and I’m grateful to him. When I was embraced by Yoshida-kun, I was able to cut off with a lot of things. I have given up completely. I was a daughter of a prostitute so I thought it’s inevitable for me to become a prostitute too. My life has always been miserable and shameful that I thought I can no longer come back!
.Megumi?
But.Yoshida-kun embraced me. He really embraced me gently like a lover. I.even though it’s someone like me, he accepted me as someone living. It’s not just me.He also recognized all the people who brought me up. He thanked them. That made me very happy!
Tears pile up on Megumi’s eyes.
That’s why I decided.Since I don’t need to sell myself and serve lots of men.I’ll dedicate my life to Yoshida-kun. I’ll become his sex slave
Misuzu butts in without break!
Why sex slave? Shouldn’t it be a lover?
Megumi answers.
Because, Yoshida-kun has Katsuko-neesan and Misuzu-san before I was embraced.3
.!!!
.Oh right! .Before Megumi experienced her first time. .I’ve shown Megumi my sex with Katsuko-nee and Misuzu!
I don’t need to barge in. I’m not as beautiful as Katsuko-neesan or Misuzu-san!4
Megumi-san, what are you saying!
Misuzu strongly protests against Megumi!
.But
I’m a daughter of a prostitute5 I’ve seen my mother being embraced by various men since I was born. She’s bought with money. Therefore.I thought that I would become a prostitute someday. That I cannot escape that fate!
Megumi lived with and was raised by the prostitutes until she was six
Megumi’s mind is deeply pierced by the memory of those days!
I was taken care by my foster parents. I’m very thankful of them. They were gentle to me who was a daughter of a prostitute.6 That’s why.I thought that I must not be a shameful daughter for my foster parents at Yamamine house
Therefore Megumi was an honor student all this time?
As she’s an adopted daughter, it adds additional shadow to character development of Megumi.
I’m that kind of trivial woman. I’m different from Misuzu-san. I don’t have the quialification to be loved by Yoshida-kun unlike everyone
.Megumi looks at me.
I don’t have to end on prostitution.therefore, I swear
.What?
I’ll become Yoshida-kun’s sex slave for my entire life. I don’t need to be loved.I’m just fine being a slave. I’ll do anything. Yoshida-kun will be the only one who can have my body. I want to bear Yoshida-kun’s child. I’ll even sell myself for Yoshida-kun’s sake!
.Megumi announced.
I love Megumi though
Megumi shook her head and laughed slightly.
I don’t need to be loved.7 I’m not a woman that should be loved by you8 Isn’t there a lot of women that should be loved by Yoshida-kun?9 Just think of me as a slave. I’ll devote myself to you forever. I’m fine being your sex slave!
In the end.I didn’t understand anything.
I should’ve understood it from Sensei’s talk of Lee Miller. Lee Miller was raped when she was eight.to remove that trauma, the adults around her gave her an idea that romantic feelings and sexual desire are different. As a result, Lee Miller has become a woman too rampant in sex! .In Megumi’s case. She was raised in a brothel until she was six.Furthermore, it was the time where Shirasaka Sousuke does whatever he wants in the mansion, she saw her own mother and other girls forced to compel on perverted sex. She was convinced that she’ll do the same. Furthermore, when she was received in Yamamine house as a adopted daughter.She always felt indebt thinking My existence has always been a trouble Therefore.Megumi has become distorted. She assumes herself as a woman who’s not qualified to be loved by someone! .What the hell!
But, what about the commotion you made earlier this morning?You declared that you’re going out with Yoshida-kun in front of everyone in the track and field. High school student-like relationship within school
Sensei asks Megumi.
That’s.If I don’t do that, I think that Yoshida-kun won’t part from Yukino
Maika reacts from Megumi’s words.
.From Onee-chan?
Megumi answers calmly.
I’m in the same class with Yukino and Yoshida-kun. Yukino is Yoshida-kun’s first love!
Megumi makes a frank follow up.
Therefore.I chose Yoshida-kun as one of spy’s for Shirasaka Yukino
.Could it be, Onee-chan’s already?
Sensei answered Maika’s sharp question.
The plan is still in progress.It’s not complete yet. I can’t tell Maika-san anything other than that!
Maika looks at me.
Onii-san.You said that your first love looks like Maika right? Was that Onee-chan?
.That’s right
I admitted it obediently.
I’ve been in an all male’s middle school so when I entered high school and met Yukino.I’ve admired her all this time
I’m using that feelings of Yoshida-kun
Sensei adds.
While perfectly hiding it in Present progressivethat Yukino’s already been violated.1 Yukinoがすでに犯されていることを、現在進行形の絶妙な表現で隠しながら..
I don’t like that Yoshida-kun’s attracted to Yukino. I definitely don’t want that. Therefore I want to pull Yoshida-kun’s eyes away from Yukino That’s all
Megumi looked at me once again.
.I’m sorry. Yoshida-kun might hate having a girlfriend like me. Endure it for a while. Please
Megumi.What are you saying?
.If ever you like someone in the school other than Yukino, just tell me. I’ll bring her to you, I’ll do anything for Yoshida-kun’s love!
.Megumi
It’s okay, I’ll just tell everyone in the school that I like Yoshida-kun so much that I forced him to go out with me. Yoshida-kun’s reputation won’t go down even if you abandon me. I’ll definitely make it like that. Yoshida-kun can just think of me as his sex slave okay.
Why are you so servile?
You’re trying to alter your memory for that sake? .I!
I promised to the members of the track and field team earlier. I promised to invite them at my wedding with Megumi
.Wedding?
Megumi mumbles.
That’s right.Our wedding
Megumi’s in blank surprise.
.That’s impossible. I’m just a slave. I would be cursed if we hold a wedding ceremony
Misuzu who’s sitting on the second row spoke heavily.
No.Megumi-san, please marry Danna-sama!
.Misuzu?
I can’t do that. Misuzu-san wants to marry Yoshida-kun, didn’t you?
Misuzu.
I want to!But, the reality won’t allow that
.Reality
We were scolded by Margo-sama a while ago. If you really want to be happy, then you have to face reality and think concretelyshe said
That’s right.
Margo-san said that.
Misuzu is Kouzuki’s daughter. If Misuzu pushes her own ideas and marry Danna-sama forcibly, Misuzu’s grandfather will disinherit me. And, it won’t just be me.Yuzuki-sama, Nagisa-sama and the others would be affected by it badly as a result.
Certainly.If Misuzu forces it, Misuzu’s house will be hostile to Kuromori
Misuzu has to think how to be loved by Danna-sama for all the time. Misuzu thinks that she should build a firm position in the clan first. I think of being a researcher in the National University or a high ranking official like my father. Then, I’ll continue marriage talks backed by my social power. Then, I’ll become Danna-sama’s Mistressfor my entire life so it won’t be a disgrace for my grandfather and my clan!
Misuzu will take an exam at Tokyo University for that sake?
So that she won’t part from me!
Misuzu cannot register as Danna-sama’s wife. Kouzuki house will never allow that. Therefore.I’ll leave the lawful wife role to Megumi-san
Misuzu’s eyes are seriousl
.Is it okay for me to marry Yoshida-kun?
Katsuko-nee smiled at the surprised Megumi.
I cannot marry him. My past doesn’t allow it. I want a cute bride for him. Someone like Megumi-chan