Katsuko-nee smiles.
.Why can you say that?
Because.His sex is truly wonderful. I can reveal my body and mind in front of him. He also shows me everything. There are no secrets. We throw our desires and greed at each other. I don’t think I can find another ideal sex partner for a second time
Katsuko-nee said.
Misuzu continued asking.
But, if ever.Danna-sama dies right now.what will Katsuko-sama do?
.I’ll kill myself
Katsuko-nee answered immediately.
I’m already as good as dead before I met him. A world without him is meaningless for me
.Katsuko-nee!
Then.If Danna-sama encounters an accident and lost his penis.what will Katsuko-sama do?
If my penis is cut off?
Let’s see.Even if he lose his penis, I’ll love him as long as he still has his fingers and mouth. No.even if he lose his mouth or hands, it’s fine as long as he’s here. As long as we can have our skins touch.I’ll masturbate while embracing his body closely. That will satisfy me. I’ll live with him forever
.But, you can’t have sex with him anymore? I already had enough sex. Katsuko’s mind and body has firmly memorized the wonderful sex with him. Of course.I want to have sex with him a lot from now on but.I’m okay as long as he’s living. I have the memory of our happy sex. I’m fine doing it by myself while he watches me. I’ll be satisfied enough.I can live happily with that!
.Katsuko-nee answered.
Misuzu thinks that Katsuko-sama’s feelings is actually Eros
.Eros
This is also Love.Moreover, if there is no Sexas mediation, it’s a lovethat doesn’t come into existence
Misuzu said.
Misuzu feels Erosfor Danna-sama. For example, if Danna-sama goes comatose.It’s a bit imprudent isn’t it? I’m sorry.But still, Misuzu will love Danna-sama forever. I’ll take care of him forever. I’ll never leave him. That’s because I have the memory of a Wonderful sexwith Danna-sama. I have the memory of loving and being loved so.Misuzu will embrace Danna-sama not with only love and affection but also with trust and respect. I feel a deeper love towards Danna-sama than my blood relatives right now!
Misuzu said that, but.
I. I don’t get it. I just love everyone I have sex with and think of them as precious. If they askDo you love these girls?.I’ll answer I doconfidently But. If Katsuko-nee or Misuzu became human vegetable1.Can I still love them until I die? .I don’t know. I can’t answer right now.
.That’s wonderful. Katsuko-neesan and Misuzu-san
Megumi told the two.
Will I be able to feel that way too?
Misuzu smiles at Megumi.
You will, if it’s Megumi-san!
Megumi thinks for a moment.
I trust Yoshida-kun. I respect him as a person. Therefore, I am resolved to offer my body for my entire life. Is that insufficient?
Katsuko-nee answers.
.Yes, that’s not enough
.Katsuko-nee
Megumi-san is saying I’ll dedicatebut.you don’t reveal everything to him
I don’t reveal? If you really want to dedicate everything to him.You have to ask him What do you want?properly
Megumi looks at me.
Yoshida-kun.What do you want with me? What should I give you?
.I
I look at Megumi’s face. Long and narrow eyes.a beauty. What do I hope from Megumi?
.I want to date Megumi properly
Those words come out of my mouth.
.Eh?
Megumi’s surprised.
Megumi.No, Yamamine Megumi-san. Please go out with me. !
I bowed to Megumi.
That’s.Yoshida-kun. Even if yo don’t say that.I’ll have sex with Yoshida-kun. I’ll do anything Yoshida-kun wants. I promise that.
.That’s not how it is!
I shouted.
I want to know more about Megumi. I want Megumi to know about me. I thought that I understand Megumi this far but.actually, I don’t know anything Sorry, Megumi!
The way of thinking Megumi has since she was born.
What are the worries of Megumi she had all this time. I never knew that.
I’m an idiot so.I’ve never understood Megumi’s feelings.No, I think I still wont. No matter how much I try to understand, I’m different from Megumi so I might never understand you forever. We might reach the deep trench. But.I won’t stop putting an effort to understand Megumi. I’ll never stop!
.Yoshida-kun? And.I want Megumi to try to understand me too!
Those words are naturally overflowing from the bottom of my heart.
.Not stopping the effort to understand one’s partner That’s Lovetoo
Katsuko-nee muttered.
.But, how?
Megumi asks me.
Isn’t that obvious.It’s sex! Have a lot of sex!
Misuzu answered instead of me.
We’re not Gods. We cannot understand our minds so we have to use our whole body to feel it. Have lots of sex. You might clash, hurt, or fight each other. But, pile your bodies together and understand each other. Feel it.Hey, Megumi-san!
.I
I stretched my hand to Megumi.
.I can’t say it well but. I don’t want Megumi to be my Sex slave I want Megumi to be my lover!
Megumi’s eyes open wide!
Let me say it once again.Yamamine Megumi-san, please become my girlfriend. Please!
.Megumi
Is that okay for me to become Yoshida-kun’s girlfriend?
It’s fine.That’s what I want But.I don’t know what should I do being a girlfriend.
Megumi’s eyes have tears collecting on it.
A first year high school girl. She has never experienced love until now. Raised by prostitutes.as a backlash, she became an extreme honor student on the house that adopted her as a daughter. A girl who lost her virginity before she has her first love. A beauty that walks on a different road than normal girls.
Even I don’t know
That’s right, even I.
I raped Yukino without even experiencing normal love experience. The frequency of sex only increases and I can’t do a proper love. I still don’t know anything.
Therefore.Let’s try it
.Us? Yes. Let’s confirm it.examine it.test it.and do things lovers do
I talk to Megumi who has moist eyes,
.Can I do it?
Megumi asked in worry.
.It’ll be fine. I’m here with you
Tears spill from Megumi’s eyes
It drops like crystal.
.Got it. I’ll try it. I’ll become Yoshida-kun’s lover.
Megumi holds the hand I hold out to her.
If you’re fine with me.I gave you my best regards!
.Megumi and I
.Became lovers. Not for mere form’s sake but in truth.
.You’re so interesting
Yuzuki-sensei mutters from the driver’s seat.
You don’t know whether you should take a shortcut or do it on a roundabout way. But.You finally saw each other’s existences already.
.Certainly
I feel that we took a very roundabout way. Then ran past through a shortcut in a dash. But, what’s important is that Megumi and I are holding hands. That means that Megumi and I are here.
Man and woman.are like two cars that dashes in the dark without turning on the lights. Thinking that the other is on the opposite side without feeling properly the other’s existence, and before they noticed, they have been separated. On the contrary, they might crash against each other. Thus you cannot stop being cautious Yuzuki-sensei said.
Keiko-san told me that before.
Keiko-san.Megumi’s lost mother.
.My mother did?
Yes. Keiko-san had experienced love.I was very envious of that
Sensei said.
Now that you’re lovers, you should tell each other whatever you think! You must not hold back. You should point out what you don’t like and what’s bad with your partner. Your relationship shouldn’t be broken with such things anymore after all!
Katsuko-nee told us.
Yoshida-kun.Uhm, I.
Megumi looks at my face as if she remembered somethinng.
.What is it, Megumi?
When I answered her.
I don’t like it that much when I’m called Megumi
.Awawa
Is that so? Certainly.I’m being so arrogant calling her by her first name. Or rather.Didn’t Maika tell me the same thing?