Is my existence a factor why Minaho-neesan and others work well? Even though I’m just a drag? Therefore.I’d like to be useful even for a bit.
I think that it’s good that Yoshida-kun is making contact with Nei. Even if you can’t see it as asibling play.Nei right now can’t make a contact with a boy except in that form. That’s why I think it’s fine
.But, I
.That’s right, I
I really want to be Nei-san’s brother. I’d like to help Nei-san!
.Nei-san
.Thank you, Yo-chan. I really thank you!
Then.
Margo-san told me.
That’s not it.Yoshida-kun
.Eh?
Nei wants abrotherexistence therefore you think want to be Nei’sbrother.
.That is
But.you actually love Nei as aman Not as abrother!
.That might be the case.
I’m a lone child. I don’t how does abrotherlove hissister .But
I do like Nei-san. I’ll do anything that Nei-san wants.Nei-san’s important to me.I’m fine whatever I become as long as Nei-san’s happy!
.Yo-chan?
Nei-san’s confused.
That would be troubling
.EH? Because.I I can never become happy!
.Nei-san?
If I become happy.then I would be restless inside.and I’ll close myself deep inside!
Nei-san.separates from me.
As long as Kei-chan is inside me.I won’t forgive myself. I’m a woman that will never become happy!
Nei-san said.
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Chapter 184
.Nei-san
I just throw the words that pop in my head to Nei-san.
I think there’s nobody in the world who must not become happy!
.Err
Nei-san.you decide by yourself thatyou can not become happy.but that’s not true in reality.because
Eei.just say it!
I’ll surely make Nei-san happy! I’m an idiot so I don’t know how to make Nei-san happy right now but.but, I’ll think about it desperately! I’ll test out everything! I’ll devote myself for it!
.Yo-chan? Of course.I think it’ll take a lot of time. Therefore.giver me some time. For the time being.ten years. No, twenty years.if I can’t do it in twenty years then make it my lifetime. I’ll make you happy even if it takes a lifetime.that’s why!
Nei-san’s tears shine in the dim room.
She’s looking at me.
.Fufu, Yoshida-kun, is that a proposal?
Margo-san said with a wry smile.
It’s not! It’s not something that not-serious!
I!
My my.proposals are serious you know!
Margo-san said.
Well.that’s true but that’s not it! It’s not that I want to marry Nei-san or even make her my lover! I just want to make her happy! I don’t mind even if Nei-san marries a man other than me. But, I just want Nei-san to be smiling and be happy!
My head is in a mess.
After listening to Nei-san’s very sad story.
I.I don’t understand happiness. How do you make people happy? What can I do to make people happy? I don’t know. I.What should I do?
Nei-san holds my hand.
.Thank you, Yo-chan. Those words are enough for me!
Nei-san looks at me while shedding scalding tears!
No! That’s not it! Isn’t this just words? What I want is to make you happy from the bottom of your heart!
.I’m happy. Yo-chan is saying that for me No no no.I haven’t done anything yet! I will do it from now on! I’ll do my best! I don’t know what to do or what to work hard on but.I’ll desperately work hard for it!
.Miserable.
.Frustrating I don’t know what to do at all. But, I knew. Right now, I. I can’t heal the sadness in Nei-san’s heart from the loss of Kei-san. .Dammit!
.Yo-chan, that is good enough for me now
Nei-san looks down and said.
.No. That’s not the case!
.Nei. Could you stop depending on your brother?
Minaho-neesan’s voice comes from a high place.
Minaho-neesan is going down the stairs from the principal’s office.
.Sensei, what do you mean by that?
Nei-san looks up at Minaho-neesan and asked.
.Nei, how old are you this year?
.Eighteen
Nei-san answered.
You were the youngest ofKuromorithree years ago. Yukiyo joined in after that but.both of you were on the same age but you don’t mingle that much. Agnes is a concealed existence.
Minaho-neesan speaks while going down the stairs slowly.
But.it’s different now. Right now.you’re anElder sister!
Nei-san’s surprised.
Weren’t you the one who said that you want to start theSister’s Association?
That’s right.Nei-san was the one who proposedSister’s Association
.Yes, Sensei
You have always wanted to be the elder sister figure, right?
Minaho-neesan smiles at Nei-san.
Un.I think so.I
Minaho-neesan looks at Megu and Mana who’s sleeping.
Is Megumi and Mana not cute?
.I think they’re cute What about Misuzu? .I think she’s cute .Then what do you think about Yoshida-kun? He’s unbearably cute!
.Nei-san shouted with a serious look
Then.stop saying thatI can’t become happy Thelittle sisters and brotherwould be worried if theirelder sistersaid that, right?
.I If you want to be theOnee-san.then strengthen yourself!
Nei-san’s eyes have large tears spilling
.Yes, Sensei
Minaho-neesan looks at me.
Yoshida-kun.Nei’s misunderstanding it a bit
.Misunderstanding?
Nei’s definitely the elder sister among the twins but.Nei’s feeling ofI have to be the elder sisteris strong But.twins are special aren’t they? In the end.even they’re in the same age, Kei-kun was the man. Actually, she has lived as ayounger sisterfor long.protected by Kei-kun!
I see.even in Nei-san’s story earlier.
Kei-san, as one of the twin sibling.as a man.he protected Nei-san. He didn’t have the inferiority complex just because he was theyounger brother Nei-san has the inferiority complex ofI have to become the Elder sister.but, Nei-san herself who has that complex has always been protected by someone all the time.
Even now.Nei’s being pampered by Yoshida-kun who’s much younger than her. If you really want to become Yoshida-kun’sOnee-san.then shouldn’t you take the initiative and act to make Yoshida-kun happy
.Nei-san
Yes.I think so too. I’m a weak girl. I was wrong!
Her tears spill down.
Do you think theOnee-sanwho thinksI can never be happy.can make her brotherhappy?
.I don’t think so Then.running away from Yoshida-kun this late won’t be allowed. There’s nobody else who loves you as much as this boy! .Yes
.Nei-san
.My Nei-san
Margo.I’ll take over the monitoring. Take a shower with Nei
Minaho-neesan told Margo-san.
This girl cries too much that her face turned horrible.help her out
.Roger, Minaho
Margo-san stand up from her seat and goes to Nei-san.
Now.Margo-oneesan will be taking care of you!
.Maru-chan I’m Nei’sOnee-sanafter all.it’s okay to get spoiled by me as much as you want! Uwaa!
Nei-san clings to Margo-san then cries.
Hmm.I’ll listen to you in the shower room.okay?
Margo-san turned to me.
Don’t worry about her.I’ve been herOnee-sanfor three years already!
She smiled and said.
Then.the two disappeared in the shower room.
.Not convinced, Yoshida-kun?
Minaho-neesan takes a seat in the monitor room then asks me.
.No
.I
Either way.I don’t have the strength to help Nei-san. I’m just a kid. I’m not an adult like Minaho-neesan nor Margo-san. .Dammit
Don’t make that kind of face.stop trying to bear everything yourself. We’refamilyaren’t we?
.Eh?
.Minaho-neesan?
You’ve got elder sisters you can talk to easily.on the other side, there are some that can’t be solved by the young ones. That’s whatfamilyis, isn’t it?