.Minaho-neesan.
I.I don’t regret dragging you in myrevenge I will never regret it. Because, thanks to that, we were able to get to know you. You became my preciouslittle brother!
Minaho-neesan looks at me.
This person has always kept her distance as theelder sister I can’t enter the distance where we can embrace each other. She’s not asking for a physical contact beyond what’s asked. She’s really myelder sister She’s trying to become myelder sister
I’m confident. If I can redo my life to the point where I met you.as expected I’ll get you involved again. I think you should rape Yukino. Even if I start over a hundred times, I will do it a hundred times as well. That’s why I have no regrets
I.
I imagine the same thing. If I can go back in time.
I’m the same. I think that I will violate Yukino again. I don’t think I will chose a different life!
Then.I also imagined the continuation.
Even Nagisa.I will still embrace her. Misuzu.Katsuko-nee.Megu.and Mana would be the same. The details might become different but no matter how many times I start over.I think I’ll do the same. I.as expected, will take them! I’ll make them mywoman!
I feel like something was cut inside me.
Oh.so this is a straight road. There’s no regret. I have no choice but to race this way.
.Your hesitation has disappeared?
Minaho-neesan asked.
Yes.thank you, Nee-san!
As a result.even if I die.
Even if I get caught by the police and get sent to a miserable lifetime. I won’t regret. This is my own life.
I’m glad that you’re better now
It seems that I made Minaho-neesan worried.
Nei’s case has shown a bad symptoms to Megumi and Mana so I’m worried that you were also influenced badly too
Megu and Mana.bad symptoms?
Let me go back to our talk earlier but.forget what Mana and Megumi said about Yukino. That was half-right only
.Half-right?
Let me tell you beforehand.no matter how much you have sex with Megumi and Mana.your trauma with Yukino won’t be resolved
.Eh?
Do you know the wordCompensation behavior?
.No It’s a psychology term.for example, a couple who can’t have children will love dogs instead of children.that’scompensation behavior .Haa If they really love dogs then there’s no problem but.if they only use the dog as a replacement to a child.in the end, thedogandchildare different. A distortion will occur somewhere. Depending on the person, that distortion may cause extreme behavior.for example, the house becomes filled with dogs! .Yes Even if you divert your emotions you have towards Yukino with sex with Megumi and Mana.that’s just acompensation behavior In the end, a distortion appears and your sex will become more extreme.and you’ll shift to a much more perverted sex, won’t you?
.Thenaked strolland therape play?
No, Mana was the one who asked for therape playthough. Megu said that she wants to do it too.
It’s okay for now but.there’s a possibility of it getting into something even more perverted, right? Yoshida-kun, do you want that?
i don’t know. If you like that then there’s no need to stop but.if it’s something caused by the trauma with Yukino.then if your perverted sex accelerates with Megu and Mana, your brakes won’t work anymore .Why? .Megumi and Mana-san isn’t Yukino-san
.Does that mean?
A couple without children keeps on buying dogs.love those dogs.but the dogs aren’t children so the hunger of their heart won’t be sated.rather, it’ll turn severe.the numbers of the dogs will increase and lastly, the house will be filled with dogs, do you understand the theory?
.Yes If you try to eliminate the trauma from sex with Yukino using other girls.but those girls aren’t Yukino-san so your sex will become more perverted.and you know what’s ahead of that don’t you?
The perversion won’t stop.
The thirst won’t be sated and you’ll just keep drinking water. In the end.you’ll burst.
In the end.your trauma with Yukino-san can’t be released unless you face Yukino-san
.Yukino
.Yukino’s the only one who can release it.
However.Megumi has misunderstood the conflict within you
.Misunderstood? Megumi has an inferiority complex towards Yukino-san right? Then, she felt jealous when she saw Yukino having sex with you. Fired by the emotions of inferiority complex and jealousy.she wanted to have a violent sex with you .Yes
There’s no mistake from that flow.
Megumi has a strong surge inside her.and has identified your trauma from Yukino. Unconsciously.
.Megu.
Therefore.she thinks that your trauma from Yukino will be resolved if you do a much more intense sex with herself. What’s actually solved is Megumi’s inferiority complex and jealousy. But.she thought that she’s satisfied so she also thinks that Yoshida-kun’s trauma is also released!
So that’s how it is?
Bringing Mana-san together was also a mistake. I thought that it would be good for Mana-san’s mental stability for the two of them to be together but it’s nearing the limit. Mana-san starts to rely on Megumi and you and she synchronizes with Megumi’s opinion!
Un.it’s good that Mana and Megumi are getting along.
She’s been sympathizing with Megu’s feelings too much. She’s convinced that she hasthe same feeling.
Anyway.I will try to separate the two after this. I’ll have Nei take care of Mana. I think she should divert her head filled with herself to another child.
Minaho-neesan is really everyone’s elder sister.
She observes everyone’s state and tries to lead them to a good direction.
Rather than that.let’s go back to Megumi
Minaho-neesan looks at me.
.Un
I feel sorry but I’ll have Yoshida-kun follow her up for a while. I think she’s a troublesome girl but.I have no choice but to leave her to you That’s.she’s not trouble at all. !
When I say that.
Megumi will also be in a trouble from today on.
.Eh?
Everyone in the school knows that Megumi is a distant relative of Shirasaka house!
.Right.
By spreading Shirasaka Sousuke’s news.it’s not just Yukino who’ll be denounced in the school! Everyone knows that Megu is Yukino’s relative. It’s possible that Megu will also be receive bashing! .Why did I notice it? This is important!
That’s also one of the causes of Megumi’s unstable mental condition
Minaho-neesan said.
I see. That’s why Megu. I never knew it.
That’s why.Yoshida-kun, try to stay by Megumi’s side as much as possible!
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Anyway.send her to the track and field clubrom. I don’t think you can keep company during the practice but.
Minaho-neesan said.
.Got it. I’ll protect Megu.
I swore, to my own heart.
Megumi’s heart is conflicted right now I think.
.Conflicted Shirasaka Sousuke is Megumi’s father. That girl is trying to kill her father together with us. Of course.Megumi feels hatred towards Shirasaka.that’s why she loses control of her emotions
.Does that mean?
He has been the existence that made her suffer since childhood.the dark emotions accumulated inside are bursting out in a dash.that’s why she’s strangely emotional.there’s no way she’ll be able to hold that back you know?
.True
Megu who should be patient and quiet.feels strange.
Then.Yukino’s existence is accelerating the conflict in Megumi’s heart further.
.Yukino’s existence?
Yukino-san is the symbol of hatred for Megumi.
.Symbol of hatred?
Shirasaka Sousuke and Shirasaka house now. Over the years, the existence that made Megumi suffer all this time is now collapsing. The father who killed her mother.through Yamamine house, Megumi has always been oppressed by Shirasaka family. And.Yukino is the symbol of both