.Err
Sorry.I don’t know about other men.
You.is Yamamine the first girl you dated?
.That is
Yukino’s my first sex. .Un The firstloversrelationship is Megu, right Misuzu, our relationship began withMaster and pet.
Yes.Megu’s my first
Then.you’re too calm .Is that so? Yeah.you’ve got too much guts. It’s not like a first year student .Sorry Idiot, I’m praising you!
Takeshiba-senpai said with a smile
I want to befamilywith megu
.huh? I just remembered it when Takeshiba-senpai mentioned it but.family is a bother isn’t it? It’s normal that they’re troublesome!
.Inside my mind.
.A nostalgic memory comes back,
You see.I was brought up by my grandmother. Since I was a child. It’s been a while since she passed away.
I remember grandmother’s small and curved back.
My parents were busy.or rather, they’re not interested in me at all. Then, my mother is a woman who doesn’t do any housework at all so the whole house is being done by grandma. Everyday, she looks so troubled.and yet, grandma is always worried about me
.That’s right.
.Grandma is always.
Do you have a handkerchief?orWatch out for the cars outsideor during my birthdays, she buys a small cake and we celebrate with the two of us.she’s really kind to me
Even though she was oppressed by mother so much.
She’s always worrying about me and kindly looked after me.
At that time.only my grandma was the one really kind to me. Then.when I was in first grade in elementary.I asked Grandma
.What? Grandma, why are you so kind to me? Isn’t it troublesome to look after me? Aren’t I just bothering grandma?I asked!
.I
I thought that I’m just being a burden to my grandma. If I didn’t exist then grandma might be happier, I thought. That’s why I asked told grandma. I’m fine even if you don’t worry about me that much. I can manage somehow by myself. Grandma should take care of herself moreI said.
I was really a brat.
Then.what did your grandma say?
Grandma said.It’s obvious that kinds are troublesome. That’s why you don’t have to mind it and trouble grandma a lot. It’s grandma’s job to look after you and be troubled, there’s no need to worry about it. .Is that so? Yes.then, grandma died not long after that. But, I remember what she said. That’s why.I
That’s right.
.I
Isn’t it obvious that you worry and look after yourfamily? It’s natural that it’s troublesome. But, if you are suffering or in trouble.you have to help, it’sfamilyafter all!
I think so.
So Yamamine’s already yourfamily?
.Yes
I answered Takeshiba-senpai clearly.
I see.then take care of her in the future
No, I’m the one who should ask that
I bow my head to Takeshiba-senpai.
Un. Leave her to me during club activities.But
Takeshiba-senpai laughs.
.What is it?
Well you see.your helpfulness is really like a grandmother .Eh? I now get it why you’re unwavered!
Senpai said grinning.
.Yoshi-kuun
Megu who took a shower quickly and put on her uniform runs towards us.
Hey.your princess came back. Go and meet her
Captain Takeshiba pats my back.
Yes!
I run and pick up Megu.
You see, Yoshi-kun! Everyone was kind to me! Captain, the other girls, everyone!
Shirasaka Sousuke’s illegitimate child, Megu.
She’s not telling anyone but she must be having a lot of things she’s thinking inside. Her hate towards Shirasaka Sousuke.and the desire to destroy Shirasaka at the same time. As a daughter of a Shirasaka.there was always the fear that she’d be punished in public. Therefore.herdependencetowards me is rising. Megu takes refugee in her mind.
I’m glad.everyone’s kind
Un.everyone’s kind.I’m glad that they’re all kind!
Megu spills tears in my chest.
I’m really glad that the track and field team accepted Megu as usual.
.But
We’re going to class after this and attend a lesson. The people in class. How will they accept Megu?
I don’t know for now.
Chapter 199
I’m weak aren’t I?
Megu said looking down.
The two of us head to the school building. The other first years from the track and field are taking a distance from us.
Until quite recently.I thought that I would be made prostitute through Shirasaka-san’s order. I thought that I have to give up my high school days!
.Right.
Shirasaka Sousuke leftKuromoriand was about to set up his own prostitution ring. Then.he planned to make Megu one of his prostitutes. When Golden Week was over.Megu was supposed to be taken away from Yamamine house.
And yet.I met Yoshi-kun, met Minaho-san again.I felt happy that I got my emotions loosened.I’m no good
.Megu
I myself know it.I’m relying on Yoshi-kun too much. Yoshi-kun is by my side so I can still head to the classroom now. Actually.my heart is throbbing
Everyone in the class knows that Megu is Yukino’s relative.
Shirasaka Sousuke’s blood relative.
What should I do?I might become a girl that can’t live without Yoshi-kun!
Megu holds my hand tightly.
.I
It’s fine.I’ll protect you. I’ll beat up those who say anything strange about Megu!
But.Megu
Don’t do that.Yoshi-kun, that’s not the case!
Megu’s sorrowed eyes look at me.
Then that would just make me useless
.Megu?
I don’t want to be protected by Yoshi-kun. I didn’t like Yoshi-kun from that!
.What do you mean? I want to be the girl that stands beside Yoshi-kun. When I heard about Yoshi-kun’s story at the mansion.I thought I want to stay by Yoshi-kun’s side. And yet!
Megu looks down again.
Before I noticed, I’ve been depending on Yoshi-kun.relying on Minaho-san.I’ve been relying on my Yamamine parents.everyone in the club.and captain Takeshiba. I shiver from my own weak self right now.what a miserable girl I am!
Megu’s hand is trembling.
I really get fed up with my own self. During the club activities, my head calmed down and I felt startled. Ever since yesterday.I’ve been relying too much on Yoshi-kun.
Right now, yesterday is in Megu’s head.
Especially, she remembers the sex we had this early morning. Megu was strange for certain. She was drowning with her sex with me. All of this are just to escape the reality that she’s a daughter of Shirasaka Sousuke!
.I want to become stronger
Megu mutters.
.I What should I say at these times? .To this girl. .This treasuredwoman
.I thought of this but.
Words spill out of my mouth by themselves.
Getting strong.isn’t that troublesome for the body? You have to work hard and spend time training!
What am I saying?
But.in case of your mind. To strengthen your mind.
.What should I do?
Megu looks at me.
.You just need courage
I beat my chest.
.As long as you have courage then you should be able to overcome most things.your mind can be stronger with just courage alone
.Un
Megu pats her own chest.
You’re right.it’s courage
I’m glad.
Megu’s expression calmed down.
Also. I’ve been thinking about this since long ago. No matter how painful something is.it’ll end someday
.Eh? I also experienced various things but I managed somehow. No matter what hardships, sorrow.there’s definitely a time where it would end. Everything will pass away. The night will surely come!
Megu laughs.
Yoshi-kun.isn’t thatthe morning will surely come?
.I
I hate mornings. Another harsh day would begin again. I’m always waiting for the night time. At night.I can lie down on that sofa in the dark room and I can be alone. At that time, I was always waiting for thenighteveryday!
.When I returned from my dorm life in middle school.