My parents divorced before I noticed. My father disappeared. My gentle grandma died long ago. I’ve always been alone in that house. The darkness at night was my only refugee. If I sleep. I forget everything.
I’ve been enduring until night came, every day, until last week.
Even though it’s just a while ago.
I completely forgot about it. .I’m also no good.
I’ve been depending on everyone. Everyone has been together with me so it has become natural before I knew it.I completely depended on everyone. It’s not just Megu. I’m also miserable
Un.I must not forget the loneliness in that darkness.1
I must not forget my gratitude to Minaho-neesan for scooping me out of there. Those by my side.everyone inKuromoritoo.
Yoshi-kun, you’re not depending at all.because, Yoshi-kun’s been doing his best. You always do your best for all of our sake!
Megu grabs my arm.
She leans her body.
Also.well
I answer.
Everyone has expectations on me so I have to do my best. I want to be useful to everyone
.Yoshi-kun? I’ve always been an unwanted child .Unwanted? Un.for my parents, I was achildbirth regret
I was born so my parents can’t divorce.
.For the sake of appearances.
Therefore.after grandma died, I’ve lived carefully so that my parents won’t see me
.I hold my breath.
Therefore.I’m glad. Minaho-neesan gives me instructions.I can do something for Megu and Mana. Recently.I understand Katsuko-nee’s feelings
.Katsuko-neesan? .Un.Katsuko-nee makes delicious meals for us.I think she’s happy that she affects people like that. I think it’s very blissful to see someone who eats your bread and show a face that it’sdelicious.
Relationship with others.gives an effect.
As long as the effect is positive towards the other. Then there’s nothing happier than that.
Even I am the same.Megu, Misuzu, Mana.sometimes Nei-san too.when you show a gloomy or afraid face.when I touch you.then make your heart calm even a bit, it makes me happy
.What about Katsuko-neesan and Nagisa-neesan? Those two are adults so they will be the one to come when they really needed me.
That’s why.I’m not that worried.
When they really feel uneasy, then they will send an SOS signal properly. I understand that they will
.Right. Katsuko-neesan and Nagisa-neesan are adults
Megu looks down again.
.Yoshi-kun, sorry
.Megu?
.I was very childish
Then.she looks at me.
I never thought about Yoshi-kun at all! I’ve been looking at myself all this time.sorry!
what are you saying?
I don’t know why Megu’s apologizing at all.
Even though I promised to be a good wife!
I clench Megu’s hand.
Let’s just take it easy.let’s grow up little by little, every day. I will do so too
.Yoshi-kun I don’t know a lot about people other than me.I won’t notice it. No, I don’t understand even myself, when it comes to it, I don’t understand at all!
That is the sort of feeling I have.
I was alone every night in that darkness. There was only myself there. I don’t understand the situation around myself.
I want to know about Megu more. Misuzu, Mana, Nei-san.Katsuko-nee, Nagisa too.Margo-san and Minaho-neesan.and even Michi!
.Yoshi-kun? I.I think that I don’t understand everyone at all .That’s not true. No, that is. Because, I discover something new everyday. When I see what its in the mind that I’ve never seen until now.Oh, I didn’t understandI reflect myself multiple times!
Perhaps.human heart is a polyhedron.
When you look at it from the side it’s square.when you look from above then it’s round. But.it doesn’t contradict itself. It certainly exists as onehuman heart Therefore.you have to look at it from various angles.
I know everything about that oneorI know allat he moment you think of that, you feel you’re going to fall to a pitfall. Therefore.you must not stop making effort to know
.Yoshi-kun Then.when you think that you understand the other.you must get to the core of it.with courage
I knock my chest.
Therefore.I won’t stop making efforts to understand Megu.
.Megu
At first.the kind and trustworthy class chairman in front of me. But.I found the sadness and sorrow concealed deep in her heart. And yet, Megu who scolds the unstable Mana severely is also her. On the other hand.the weak Megu who depends on me is also Megu. Megu doesn’t have a perverted constitution like Yukino. Sex for Megu is to monopolize me, to escape from reality.a defense mechanism of her mind. Even now. The various sides of Megu.I see it bit by bit. I understand Megu bit by bit.
But.I think Yoshi-kun will hate me if he comes to know me. I’m a girl with a dirty heart
.That’s not true
I immediately denied it
The more I understand about Megu the more I’ll come to like you
That’s right.I
That’s why I will get to the core of Megu a gain and again. With courage. I want to really understand Megu!
Megu and I look at each other,
Megu’s eyes reflects my face. Un.I I’m having a refreshed face. There’s no hesitation in my mind.
Yoshi-kun.I love you
Megu mutters.
Thank you.it’s my first time to understand the meaning ofI love you!
.Megu?
I will also make an effort to know about Yoshi-kun. I’ll make an effort throughout my life. Have courage to get to the core!
Megu brings her face to my chest.
I love you.I really do, Yoshi-kun!
Entering the school building.there are those who whisper when they see Megu.
As expected.it’s exposed that Megu’s a relative of Shirasaka family. But still.there are no students at the entrance who came to speak with us. They just look from the distance. But still.it’s not pleasant that they cast a rude gaze on other people.
Yoshi-kun.let’s go
Megu pulls my hand.
.I’ll be fine
Un
The two of us walk in the corridor dignified and head to the classroom
.But There’s a crowd of people before our classroom.
.Oh, it’s them
Eh, that’s Shirasaka’s daughter No, just a relative
I see.they heard that there’s a daughter of Shirasaka Sousuke in this classroom.
The spectators gathered from the school.
But still, that’s amazing.it’s multiple rape in Australia isn’t it?
He’s a national disgrace Rather than that, I heard that he’s a genojin eater Somehow, it’s said that he did it with a certain idol unit .48 of them? No.it was all members wasn’t it? Indeed a sex monster The girl that was kidnapped and killed, so pitiful Even though she was so small.she can’t meet her mother can she? That’s horrible Or rather, the fire yesterday was amazing isn’t it?they did that to destroy the evidence, right? As expected of Shirasaka Group I’d like Sakamori to quit as the owner of the baseball team. His relative is a criminal He’ll resign you know?That press conference was a huge failure isn’t it? Or rather.isn’t Shirasaka house’s newspaper and tv station in a bad spot? Yeah.that one’s strange too. They’ve been defending Shirasaka Sousuke all the time. It seems that there are some protests in front of the television station Right right, the talents who were protecting Shirasaka Souskje in their program are listed over the internet Isn’t thatviolation of privacy?are they idiots? Un.Shirasaka family vs the world I saw it on the net too.a talent is protecting him, they’re mostly from the same office Is that also connected to Shirasaka? Idiot, Shirasaka Sousuke himself is the director of an advertising agency.there’s no way it’s not The darkness of the mass media and advertising agency should be revealed!
Minaho-neesan’srevengedevice is amazing.
She divide the time and expose Shirasaka Sousuke’s evildoings from various aspects.it’s filled with momentum now. Ever since last night, the faces of the man named Shirasaka Sousuke is revealed one by one There are some who are interested in the case in Australia. There are some who are reacting only to the entertainment world scandal. There are some who are strongly interested in the kidnapping and murder of a girl. It’s only people who have antipathy and criticism against the nameShirasaka house. .But As a result, everyone’s interested in news. The image ofsex criminal, Shirasaka Sousukeis penetrating at a national level.