Melissa tried to stop herself from laughing. Couldn't-and then realized she didn't want to stop. The humor was cleansing. "God, isn't that the truth?" she demanded. "Nothing worse than a convert when it comes to self-righteousness."
Mike was grinning, now. "Lord save us!" The grin faded. He shook his head. "Melissa, I just talked to James. He spent the last two hours checking over those men. The Scots took the Protestant prisoners into Badenburg. We've got the Catholics under guard out in the fairgrounds."
He blew out his cheeks. "You want to know what he told me? He said those men reminded him of all the tough kids and wild young men he grew up with, that's all. He comes from the ghetto, Melissa. You don't. A man like James understands a lot better than you do how men like that get produced. Put anyone in the right circumstances-wrong circumstances-and you'll get the same result. Some of them are genuine monsters, and probably would have been anywhere. The rest? Most of them?" He shrugged. "Just men, that's all. Fucking up in a fucked-up world."
She giggled. People were always so careful not to use profanity around her-schoolteacher! from Boston!-that it was refreshing to hear it. The truth was, for all her prim-and-proper appearance, Melissa Mailey was very far from a prude.
Mention of James caused her thoughts to veer aside, for a moment. She stared into the darkness, bringing his face to her mind. And now, for the first time since she'd met the man, realized how much she liked that face.
Immensely. Those rough, hard, blunt features would have been ugly, perhaps, on a different man. But with James' intelligence and humor shining through, they simply seemed very masculine.
Her thoughts must have been closer to the surface than she realized. "James," she murmured. The sound had a certain-considering air.
She didn't notice the quick, half-amused glance which Mike and Rebecca exchanged. Rebecca cleared her throat.
"A very attractive man," she said softly.
"A widower," added Mike.
Melissa snorted. "Michael Stearns, there is something absolutely preposterous about you being a matchmaker for your former schoolteacher."
Mike grinned. "True," he admitted. "So what? You could do worse than James Nichols, Ms. Mailey."
"I have done worse," said Melissa. "God, my husbands-"
She shook her head ruefully. Since Melissa's second marriage had failed-as quickly and disastrously as the first-she had restricted her romantic liaisons to occasional, and very brief, encounters. Always out of town. Usually with other schoolteachers she met at union conventions. Very distant, very casual, very-safe. She was fifty-seven years old, and the last such occasion had been Again, she was startled. That long ago? Five years?
Old, familiar, half-forgotten sensations began welling up. Very powerfully. Melissa did not even try to stop the smile from spreading across her face. Not at all.
Well, by God. Whaddaya know? Guess I'm not such a dried-up prune after all.
Her spirits were lifting rapidly, now, as these new thoughts drove horror into the shadows. "I'll have to look into that," she murmured. Then, chuckling: "I notice that you two seem to have stopped dancing around."
Rebecca might have flushed a little. It was hard to tell, between the darkness and her own dusky complexion. But when she spoke, her voice was level and even.
"Yes, we have." She hesitated. "I hope my father-"
"I wouldn't worry about that," interrupted Melissa. Using Mike's shoulder as a support, she levered herself back onto her feet. "I'm glad to see it, myself. And I don't think Balthazar will feel any differently."
Mike and Rebecca rose with her. Slowly, all three of them began walking toward the school's entrance. Before they got there, moved by an impulse, Melissa walked out onto the parking lot. She wanted to see something bright and clean. She felt like looking at the moon. Mike and Rebecca followed.
"It's still so weird," she said, "seeing it come up from that direction. The Ring of Fire twisted us around, on top of everything else."
Her eyes came down, and fell on the cafeteria's windows. Beyond, she could see Gretchen and her family. They had finished eating, and were now staring at the fluorescent lights on the ceiling. Ogling them, to be more precise. All of them were standing, to get a closer look at these new marvels.
All except Gretchen. She was standing also-she stood taller than any of them-but she was not looking at the lights. She was looking at Jeff, smiling.
"Twisted us around," Melissa murmured. She probed, again, looking for herself. The rage was almost gone, and she found what she was looking for immediately.
Relief came again, and with it a sudden and clear understanding. She knew what to do, now. Melissa Mailey was teacher, not an executioner. A builder, a guide. A person who showed the way out, not a censor who barred the door.
She extended her hands. They were very slender, long-fingered. Elegant hands, for all that the nails were trimmed short.
"What do you think, Mike? Do these look like the right hands to hold the sword of retribution? Lay down the law? Ban this, ban that?"
Mike snorted. "Not hardly." He took a deep breath. "Why don't you leave that to me, Melissa? If there's one advantage to being a former professional boxer, it's that I'll know when I can pull a punch." He glanced at her aristocratic hands. "You won't."
She dropped her hands. "I have come to the same conclusion." The words were final, definite. She took Mike and Rebecca by their arms and began leading them to the door. "Wisdom begins with knowing your limitations. I know mine. I know what I can do, and what I can't."
Mike suddenly slowed. Melissa glanced at him, then followed his eyes.
Gretchen was clearly visible through the window. She was scolding one of the children, shaking her finger. Apparently, the boy had started to climb onto one of the cafeteria's tables in order to get a closer look at the lighting. The celerity with which he climbed down was utterly comical. The imp obeying the goddess.
She looked like a Teutonic goddess, thought Melissa. Bathrobe be damned. Clean, her hair was blond. Dark blond, but definitely blond. The long tresses framed a face that fell just outside of beauty simply because the features were so strong. The finger was shaken by the large hand of a shapely but powerful arm, attached to a shapely and powerful shoulder. Everything about her was cut from that cloth. Her breasts, as large as they so obviously were under the thin bathrobe, looked as if they were held up by armor. Melissa, remembering Gretchen's naked body, knew that the rest of her matched what was visible.
"Who is that?" asked Rebecca. Her eyes widened. "Is that the woman-?"
Happily, Melissa nodded. "Yeah, that's her. You heard the story, I take it?"
Rebecca nodded. "Michael told me. The woman who hid her sisters in a cesspool-and then stood there, straight up, waiting for-" She shuddered. "I can hardly imagine such courage."
Mike stared at Gretchen through the window for a moment longer, before adding: "Jesus, what a Valkyrie."
Melissa shook her head. "No, Mike. You're very wrong." She scowled. "Valkyries!" The word was almost a curse. "Leave it to the sick and twisted mind of Richard Wagner to glorify a Valkyrie."
Again, she took her companions by the arm and began walking toward the door. "A Valkyrie is just a vulture. A death-worshipper. 'Choosers of the slain,' they were called, as if that were something to be proud of."
She stopped abruptly, almost yanking them up short. Her finger, extended, pointed to Gretchen.
"That young woman, on the other hand, is something truly grand and glorious. That woman is a chooser of the living."