Eveline never knew exactly where it was they smashed up, only that she was crawling out from under the seat and that her dress was ruined and she wasn’t hurt only the rain was streaking the headlights of the cars that stopped along the road on either side of them. Dirk was sitting on the mudguard of the first car that had stopped. “Are you all right, Eveline?” he called shakily. “It’s only my dress,” she said. He was bleeding from a gash in his forehead and he was holding his arm against his body as if he were cold. Then it was all nightmare, telephoning Dad, getting Dirk to the hospital, dodging the reporters, calling up Mr. McArthur to get him to set to work to keep it out of the morning papers. It was eight o’clock of a hot spring morning when she got home wearing a raincoat one of the nurses had lent her over her ruined evening dress.
The family was all at breakfast. Nobody said anything. Then Dad got to his feet and came forward, with his napkin in his hand, “My dear, I shan’t speak of your behavior now, to say nothing of the pain and mortification you have caused all of us…. I can only say it would have served you right if you had sustained serious injuries in such an escapade. Go up and rest if you can.” Eveline went upstairs, doublelocked her door and threw herself sobbing on the bed.
As soon as they could, her mother and sisters hurried her off to Santa Fé. It was hot and dusty there and she hated it. She couldn’t stop thinking of Dirk. She began telling people she believed in free love and lay for hours on the bed in her room reading Swinburne and Laurence Hope and dreaming Dirk was there. She got so she could almost feel the insistent fingers of his hands spread over the small of her back and his mouth like that night in the crowsnest on the Kroonland. It was a kind of relief when she came down with scarlet fever and had to lie in bed for eight weeks in the isolation wing of the hospital. Everybody sent her flowers and she read a lot of books on design and interior decorating and did watercolors.
When she went up to Chicago for Adelaide’s wedding in October she had a pale mature look. Eleanor cried out when she kissed her, “My dear, you’ve grown stunningly handsome.” She had one thing on her mind, to see Dirk and get it over with. It was several days before they could arrange to meet because Dad had called him up and forbidden him to come to the house and they had a scene over the telephone. They met in the lobby of The Drake. She could see at a glance that Dirk had been hitting it up since she’d seem him. He was a little drunk now. He had a sheepish boyish look that made her feel like crying. “Well, how’s Barney Oldfield?” she said, laughing. “Rotten, gee you look stunning, Eveline…. Say The Follies of 1914 are in town, a big New York hit…. I got tickets, do you mind if we go?” “No, it’ll be bully.”
He ordered everything most expensive he could find on the bill of fare, and champagne. She had something in her throat that kept her from swallowing. She had to say it before he got too drunk.
“Dirk… this doesn’t sound very ladylike, but like this it’s too tiresome…. The way you acted last spring I thought you liked me… well, how much do you? I want to know?”
Dirk put his glass down and turned red. Then he took a deep breath and said, “Eveline, you know I’m not the marrying kind… love ’em and leave ’em’s more like it. I can’t help how I am.”
“I don’t mean I want you to marry me,” her voice rose shrilly out of control. She began to giggle. “I don’t mean I want to be made an honest woman. Anyway, there’s no reason.” She was able to laugh more naturally. “Let’s forget it…. I won’t tease you anymore.”
“You’re a good sport, Eveline. I always knew you were a good sport.”
Going down the aisle of the theatre he was so drunk she had to put her hand under his elbow to keep him from staggering. The music and cheap colors and jiggling bodies of the chorus girls all seemed to hit on some raw place inside her, so that everything she saw hurt like sweet on a jumpy tooth. Dirk kept talking all through, “See that girl… second from the left on the back row, that’s Queenie Frothingham…. You understand, Eveline. But I’ll tell you one thing, I never made a girl take the first misstep…. I haven’t got that to reproach myself with.” The usher came down and asked him to quit talking so loud, he was spoiling others’ enjoyment of the show. He gave her a dollar and said he’d be quiet as a mouse, as a little dumb mouse and suddenly went to sleep.
At the end of the first act Eveline said she had to go home, said the doctor had told her she’d have to have plenty of sleep. He insisted on taking her to her door in a taxicab and then went off to go back to the show and to Queenie. Eveline lay awake all night staring at her window. Next morning she was the first one down to breakfast. When Dad came down she told him she’d have to go to work and asked him to lend her a thousand dollars to start an interior decorating business.
The decorating business she started with Eleanor Stoddard in Chicago didn’t make as much money as Eveline had hoped, and Eleanor was rather trying on the whole; but they met such interesting people and went to parties and first nights and openings of art exhibitions, and Sally Emerson saw to it that they were very much in the vanguard of things in Chicago socially. Eleanor kept complaining that the young men Eveline collected were all so poor and certainly more of a liability than an asset to the business. Eveline had great faith in their all making names for themselves, so that when Freddy Seargeant, who’d been such a nuisance and had had to be lent money various times, came through with an actual production of Tess of the d’Urbervilles in New York, Eveline felt so triumphant she almost fell in love with him. Freddy was very much in love with her and Eveline couldn’t decide what to do about him. He was a dear and she was very fond of him, but she couldn’t imagine marrying him and this would be her first love affair and Freddy just didn’t seem to carry her off her feet.
What she did like was sitting up late talking to him over Rhine wine and seltzer in the Brevoort café that was full of such interesting people. Eveline would sit there looking at him through the crinkling cigarettesmoke wondering whether she was going to have a love affair. He was a tall thin man of about thirty with some splashes of white in his thick black hair and a long pale face. He had a distinguished rather literary manner, used the broad “a” so that people often thought he was from Boston, one of the Back Bay Seargeants.
One night they got to making plans for themselves and the American theater. If they could get backing they’d start a repertory theatre and do real American plays. He’d be the American Stanislavsky and she’d be the American Lady Gregory, and maybe the American Bakst too. When the café closed she told him to go around by the other staircase and go up to her room. She was excited by the idea of being alone in a hotel room with a young man and thought how shocked Eleanor would be if she knew about it. They smoked cigarettes and talked about the theatre a little distractedly, and at last Freddy put his arm around her waist and kissed her and asked if he could stay all night. She let him kiss her but she could only think of Dirk and told him please not this time, and he was very contrite and begged her with tears in his eyes to forgive him for sullying a beautiful moment. She said she didn’t mean that and to come back and have breakfast with her.