I close my eyes. I nod. I open my eyes.
Walter Heywood walks back round to the other side of his desk. He sits back down. He puts his hands together under his chin again. He looks across at me. He says: ‘You’re in a good position, Maurice. Very good. Sit tight, wait, and let’s see what the future brings.’
I nod again.
‘Good man,’ says Walter Heywood, Chief Constable of the Leeds City Police, sat behind his desk with his back to the window and the Law Courts. ‘Good man.’
Back downstairs in my own office with a cold cup of tea and an unlit cig. I lock the door. I go to my desk. I unlock the bottom drawer. I take out the file -
The thick file, marked with one word.
I sit down. I light the cig. I open the file -
The thick file, marked with one word -
One name -
Her name:
Jeanette.
I take out a new notebook. I begin again -
Begin again to go through the carbons and the statements -
And then I stop -
Stop and pick up the phone -
Pick up the phone and dial -
Dial Netherton 3657 and listen to it ring -
Listen to it ring until it stops -
Until it stops and a woman’s voice says: ‘Netherton 3657, who’s speaking please?’
‘Is George there?’
‘He’s at work,’ she says. ‘Who is this?’
‘And where’s work these days? Rochdale way?’
‘Who is this?’
‘Jeanette.’
A black day in a black month in a black year in a black life with time to kilclass="underline"
Black time -
Sat in the car in the dark with the radio on:
‘… Commander Kenneth Drury of the Flying Squad, the officer named in the investigation ordered by the Commissioner last week, has been suspended. The inquiry, which is being conducted by a deputy assistant chief constable of the Metropolitan Police, will look into allegations that the Flying Squad Chief spent a holiday in Cyprus with a strip-club owner and pornographer…’
Sat in the car in the dark on Brunt Street, Castleford -
Tuesday 21 March 1972:
A black day in a black month in a black year in a black life -
Of black times.
Almost ten -
The Redbeck car park, the Doncaster Road.
I pull in and park, lights out.
There’s a fog coming down again, the one streetlight blinking on and off.
Across the car park a dark Ford van flashes its lights twice.
I get out of my car. I lock the door. I cross the car park, my breath white against the black night.
The driver is John Rudkin, a hard man just out of uniform and on his way up:
Bill’s Boy.
The man in the passenger seat next to him is Bob Craven, another cunt just out of uniform -
Another one of Bill’s Boys.
Rudkin nods through the windscreen. I bang on the side of the van.
The back door opens. I get inside.
‘Evening,’ says Bill.
Dick Alderman and Jim Prentice are sat down the far end of the van, all in black like Bill -
Like me.
‘How was Rochdale?’ I ask him.
‘Sod that,’ he says and bangs the doors shut. ‘We got some real work to do.’
He nods down the van. Dick Alderman taps on the partition and off we set -
‘Some real money to make,’ Bill laughs.
Off we bloody go -
No turning back.
From the Redbeck car park back into Castleford -
Silence in the black of the back of the van -
Dim lights down black back roads -
Sat in the back of the black of the van -
Yorkshire, 1972:
You’ll wake up some morning as unhappy as you’ve ever been before.
The van slows down. It bumps over some rough ground. It stops.
Bill chucks me a black balaclava: ‘Put that on when you get inside.’
I put the balaclava in my coat pocket.
Dick Alderman and Bill already have theirs on.
Bill hands me a hammer: ‘Take that too.’
I put on my gloves. I pick up the hammer. I put it in my other pocket.
Rudkin comes round to the back. He opens the doors.
I jump out after Bill, Alderman and Prentice following.
We’re round the back of a row of shops somewhere in Castleford.
‘Maurice, you and Jim go round front to keep an eye out,’ says Bill.
We both nod.
Bill pulls down his balaclava. He turns to the others: ‘You lads set?’
Alderman, Rudkin, and Craven nod once.
We all follow Bill along the back of the shops. He stops by a metal gate in a high wall with broken glass set in the cement on the top.
‘This it?’ he says to Dick Alderman.
Alderman nods.
‘Right,’ says Bill to me and Jim. ‘You two look sharp.’
We both set off jogging to the end of the alley, both turning back at the corner to see what the others are doing -
Bill and Dick are hoisting Rudkin over the wall and the broken glass, Craven scanning the alley.
Jim and I walk round to the front of the shops on the high street. We walk along the pavement until we come to it:
Jenkins Photo Studio.
‘This it?’ I ask Prentice.
He nods.
We’re in the centre of Castleford and it’s dead but for the odd couple walking to and from the pub.
I turn and look at the window full of school portraits.
There’s a light on in the back. I hear something break, voices raised.
I turn back to Jim: ‘They’re in.’
He nods again, hands deep in his pockets.
There’s a tap on the door behind us. We look round and there’s Alderman at the glass, balaclava raised -
He opens the door: ‘Bill wants you to wait outside, Jim.’
Prentice nods.
I ask: ‘What about me?’
‘Come with me.’
I step inside the dark shop.
Alderman closes the door. He says: ‘Put your mask on and follow me.’
I take off my glasses. I take out the balaclava. I put my glasses in my pocket. I slip the balaclava on. I follow Alderman through into the back of the shop -
No turning back.
There’s a single light bulb and two men tied up and bleeding under it; five men in masks with hammers and wrenches stood over them.
One of the men is young and grossly overweight. He is gagged and bleeding from his nose. He is crying.
The other man is older; grey hair and a harsh face already swelling -
No gag.
Bill grabs the man’s face. He turns it to look up at me. He squeezes it. He says: ‘Just telling Mr Jenkins here how he’s got himself some new business partners.’
I hear Rudkin and Craven laugh beneath their masks.
I step closer to the man. I ask: ‘And what does Mr Jenkins think of that, I wonder?’
Bill dangles a bloody gag from the end of his glove. He chuckles: ‘Been a bit quiet about it actually.’
I say: ‘That’s not very polite, is it?’
‘Not very polite at all,’ says Bill.
‘Have to teach him some manners then, won’t we?’ I hiss.
Bill nods: ‘He’s going to need them if he wants to stay in fucking business.’
‘Roll up his trouser legs,’ I tell Craven.
Jenkins is squirming in the chair and his bindings: ‘Please…’
Craven bends down: ‘Both of them?’
I look at Bill.
Bill nods.
Jenkins is shaking his head: ‘Please…’
Craven rolls up Jenkins’ trouser legs.
Bill looks at me.
I take out the hammer.
Jenkins is squirming. Jenkins is shaking his head. Jenkins’ eyes are wide-open: ‘There’s no need…’
I lift the hammer above my head with both my hands. I say: ‘Oh, but you see there’s always a need…’
I bring the hammer down into the top of his right knee -