"I'm sorry," Raver said. "I tried to tell you. During the night I fixed your rifle to explode when fired, as I did the other. I was hoping that you would come with me."
Head lowered with sorrow, Raver turned and walked toward the mine visible below.
A Civil Service Servant
Precisely at nine in the morning the post office opened and the first customers were allowed to enter. Howards knew this, yet, as he straightened his Book on the counter before him, he could not prevent himself from glancing worriedly at the big clock on the wall. Why? This was just a workday like any other day. God, the fear, deep down, as the long black pointer clicked another notch toward the vertical.
Just another day, why should he be so concerned? He tittered nervously and turned his key in the lock of the multifrank before him, just as two people appeared on the other side of the counter.
"I wish to post this letter to Sierra Leone," the man said.
"A two-credit insurance stamp," the woman said.
Instantly, they began to squabble as to which of them had been there first, their voices crescendoing shriller and higher. Howards slapped his left hand on the Book and raised his right.
"Stop," he said, and they did, struck by the authority in his voice. "Reference B-86Y/234 in the Book of Postal Regulations states that all differences of opinion and priority are to be settled by the serving clerk. That is myself. Ladies first. Here is your insurance stamp, madam."
His fingers were snapping over the complex controls of the multi-frank even as he spoke, and he was secretly proud of the assured way that he said it. The man stepped aside, the woman timidly proffered her insurance book as he stood with his finger poised over the Activate button. With his free hand he flipped the book open, dropped it into the slot and pressed the button.
"That will be twenty-two credits eighty, madam." The bills went into the cash receptacle and her change rattled into the delivery cup. "Next," he said, not without a certain amount of condescension.
The man said nothing; he knew better than to argue. He certainly did. What was in the Book was correct. The man stepped away and Howards thought that this day had certainly begun busily enough: but why the little shivering knot of fear, Howards? he wondered to himself, and rubbed at the spot in his midriff with his knuckles.
A large, dark man with a full black beard filled the space outside the counter. "Do you know what this is?" he bellowed.
"I certainly do," Howards said. (Did his voice crack a little?) "That is a needle gun."
"You are correct," the man hissed in a voice like the breaking of poison waves. "It fires a needle soundlessly with such great speed that contact with the human body produces a hydrostatic wave that utterly destroys the nervous system. Would you like that?" White teeth appeared in the tangle of black beard.
"I would not like my nervous system utterly destroyed."
"You will then pay me the sum of four thousand, nine hundred and ninety-nine credits."
"I have no till or money. Cash is centrally supplied. ."
"Fool I know all that. I also know that the payment of any sum over five thousand credits must be especially authorized for any position. Therefore — four thousand nine hundred ninety-nine credits. At once."
"At once," Howards said crisply, and spoke aloud as he hit the keys. "Four, nine, nine, nine…"
"Now activate."
Howards hesitated for a mere fraction of an instant, sucked in his breath, then snapped his finger down on the Activate button.
There was the rattle of small change from the delivery cup and the man glanced down at it just as a gush of white vapor shot out into his face. He screamed and writhed and fell as the full force of the regurgitants, irritants, and vesicants hit him at once.
"Foolish man," Howards said into the handkerchief he raised to his face, stepping back, away from the gas. "Security was onto him as soon as I rang up four hundred and ninety-nine million, nine hundred thousand credits. Just a simple decimal shift…"
It was almost nine and the first customer would be in soon. A day like any other day — then why was he feeling this way? What way? As if he were imprisoned in the back of his own brain and screaming. Foolishness, this was not a proper thought for a public servant to have.
"Help me," the old woman said just as the black hand touched the hour.
"Of course, madam." Where had she come from, like that, so quickly?
"It is my pension," pushing a battered and torn payment book across the counter with her scaling, shivering hand. "They will not pay me my money."
"Money due is always paid," Howards said, flipping open the rusty book while trying to touch it only with the tips of his fingers. He Pointed to a torn fragment of paper. "Here is the reason. The page is missing. To authorize payment you must get form 925/lk(43) and have it filled out."
"I have it," the woman told him, and pushed over — almost threw, in fact) — an even more creased and soiled piece of paper. Howards hoped that none of his feelings were revealed on his face as he turned and read it.
"This is the correct form, madam, but it is not completely rilled out. In this blank here you must enter your deceased husband's insurance number."
"I do not know his number," the woman shrilled and clutched tightly to the counter's edge. "He is dead and his papers, they were all destroyed, you see."
"In that case you must obtain form 276/po(67), which is an application to the proper authorities for the required information." He pushed the papers with what he hoped was a smile. "You can obtain an application for this form—"
"I will die first," the old woman screamed and threw all her papers into the air so that they fluttered down around her like filthy confetti. "I have not eaten for a week. I demand justice. I must have money for food…"
It was all quite distasteful. "I wish I could oblige, madam, but I have no authority. You should apply for the form of application to see the Emergency officer…"
"I will be dead first!" she shouted hoarsely, and thrust her face toward his. He could smell her sour breath and quickly withdrew. "Have you no pity on someone my age? I could be your mother."
"Thankfully, madam, you are not. My mother has the proper forms…"
"Forms!" Her voice screeched higher and higher until it cracked. "You care more for forms than for human life. I swore I would kill myself unless I obtained money for food today. Save me!"
"Please do not threaten. I have done what I can." Had he? Was there some authority he should summon? Was he correct—?
"Better a quick death than one of slow starvation. Money — or I die!"
She had a large bread knife now and was waving it before him. Was this a threat? Did it call for the guards?
"I cannot…" Howards gasped, and his fingers hovered over the keys in an agony of indecision. Guards? Doctor? Police?
"Then I die, and it is a world I do not regret losing." She held one hand on the counter, palm up, and with a savage slash of the knife almost severed the hand from the wrist. Thick blood spurted high.
"What have you done?" he shouted and reached for the keys. But she began to scream and wave her arm and blood spattered him and gushed over the counter.
"The Book!" he gasped. "You're getting blood on the Book! You cannot!" He pulled it away and began to dab at it with his handkerchief, then remembered that he had not yet summoned help. He hesitated, torn, then put the Book in the farthest corner and rushed back to his position. There was blood everywhere — had he made a mistake? — and the woman had sunk from sight but he could still hear her moans.
"Medical assistance," he said quickly into the microphone. "First aid needed. At once."
Should he do something for her? But he could not leave his station. And the blood, everywhere, on his hands and shirt. He held them out in horror. He had never seen so much blood, human blood, before. .