The injured she-cat was following Fireheart now, with Cloudtail at her side, while Graystripe brought up the rear, watchful for anything that might come upon them from behind. They were on their way to visit Cloudtail’s mother, Princess. The young warrior had insisted on bringing Lostface with them.
“You have to leave camp sooner or later,” he had meowed. “We’re not going anywhere near Snakerocks. I’ll make sure you’re safe.”
Fireheart was amazed at how much Lostface trusted Cloudtail. She was obviously terrified by the thought of venturing outside the shelter of the camp. She jumped at every sound, every crackle of leaves under her paws, yet she kept going, and Fireheart thought he saw in her a return of the courage she had shown when she was Brightpaw.
When they came in sight of the fence at the end of the Twoleg gardens, Fireheart signaled with his tail for his companions to stop. He could not see Princess, but when he opened his mouth to taste the air, he caught her scent.
“Wait here,” he told the others. “Keep a lookout and call me if there’s trouble.”
Checking again to make sure there were no fresh scents of dogs or Twolegs, he raced across the stretch of open ground and leaped up to the top of Princess’s fence. A flash of white among the bushes in her garden alerted him, and a moment later his sister appeared, picking her way fastidiously across the wet grass.
“Princess!” he called softly.
Princess halted and looked up. As soon as she saw Fireheart she bounded over to the fence and scrambled up to sit beside him.
“Fireheart!” she purred, pressing herself against him. “It’s so good to see you! How are you?”
“I’m fine,” Fireheart replied. “I’ve brought you some visitors—look.”
He pointed with his tail to where the other three cats were crouching on the edge of the trees.
“There’s Cloudpaw!” Princess exclaimed delightedly. “But who are the others?”
“That big gray tom is my friend Graystripe,” Fireheart told her. “You don’t need to worry—he’s much gentler than he looks. And the other cat”—he flinched—“is called Lostface.”
“Lostface!” Princess echoed, opening her eyes wide. “What a horrible name! Why did they call her that?”
“You’ll see,” Fireheart mewed grimly. “She’s been badly hurt, so be kind to her.”
He jumped down from the fence, and after a moment’s hesitation Princess followed him and padded across to where the three cats waited.
Cloudtail ran out to meet his mother, leaving Graystripe with Lostface, and touched noses with her.
“Cloudpaw, it’s ages since I’ve seen you,” Princess purred. “You’re looking wonderful, and haven’t you grown?”
“You’ve got to call me Cloudtail now,” her son announced. “I’m a warrior.”
Princess let out a little trill of joy. “A warrior already? Cloudtail, I’m so proud of you!”
While the tabby queen eagerly questioned her son about his life in the Clan, Fireheart did not forget that danger might be near. “We can’t stay long,” he meowed. “Princess, have you heard anything about a dog loose in the forest?”
Princess turned to him, her eyes wide and scared. “A dog? No, I don’t know anything about that.”
“I think that might have been what the Twolegs were looking for that day Sandstorm and I met you in Tallpines,” Fireheart went on. “I don’t think you should come into the forest alone anymore, not for the time being, anyway. It’s too dangerous.”
“Then you’re in danger all the time,” mewed Princess. Her voice rose in distress. “Oh, Fireheart…!”
“There’s nothing for you to worry about.” Fireheart tried to sound confident. “Just stay in your garden. The dog won’t bother you there.”
“But I worry about you, Fireheart, and Cloudtail. You haven’t got a nest to—Oh!”
Princess had just caught sight of Lostface’s damaged side and could not restrain a squeak of horror. Lostface heard her and crouched closer to the ground, uneasiness showing in her bristling fur.
“Come and meet Lostface,” Cloudtail meowed, giving his mother a hard stare.
Nervously Princess took the few paces that brought her to where Graystripe and Lostface waited. Graystripe nodded to her in greeting, and Lostface gazed up at her with her one good eye.
“Oh, my goodness, whatever happened to you?” Princess blurted out, her paws working on the ground.
“Lostface went out to tackle the dog,” Cloudtail answered. “She was very brave.”
“And it did that to you? Oh, you poor thing!” Princess’s eyes were huger still as she took in the full horror of Lostface’s injuries—the ravaged face, the lost eye, and the shredded ear. “And the same thing could happen to any of you…”
Fireheart gritted his teeth. His sister was saying all the wrong things, and Lostface was gazing at her with deep sadness in her remaining eye. Cloudtail pressed his flank against her and nosed her comfortingly.
“It’s time we were going,” Fireheart decided. “Cloudtail just wanted to give you his news. You’d better get back into your garden.”
“Yes—yes, I will.” Princess backed away, her eyes still fixed on Lostface. “You’ll come and see me again, Fireheart?”
“As soon as I can,” he promised, and added silently, alone.
Princess retreated another pace or two, then turned and dashed for her fence, swarming up it and pausing briefly on the top to meow, “Good-bye!” before vanishing into the safety of her garden.
Cloudtail let out a long breath. “That went well,” he meowed bitterly.
“You can’t blame Princess,” Fireheart told him. “She doesn’t really understand what Clan life is all about. She’s just seen some of the worst of it, and she doesn’t like it.”
Graystripe grunted. “What can you expect from a kittypet? Let’s get home.”
Cloudtail gently nosed Lostface. As she got to her paws, the young cat mewed timidly, “Cloudtail, Princess looked as if she were scared of me. I want—” She broke off, swallowed, and began again. “I want to see myself. Is there a puddle nearby I can look into?”
Fireheart felt a pang of sorrow for the young she-cat, and admiration at her courage in facing what she had become . He turned his eyes to Cloudtail, willing to be guided by the younger cat on what they should do next.
Cloudtail looked around for a moment, then pressed his muzzle against Lostface’s shoulder. “Come with me,” he meowed. He led her to where some of the previous night’s rain still lay in a puddle among the roots of a tree, and nudged the ginger-and-white she-cat to the edge of the shining water. Together they stood looking down. Cloudtail did not flinch away from what he saw reflected there, and Fireheart felt another rush of warmth toward his former apprentice.
Lostface stood rigid for several heartbeats, gazing into the water. Her body stiffened and her single eye opened wide. “Now I see,” she mewed quietly. “I’m sorry if the other cats feel upset when they look at me.”
Fireheart watched as Cloudtail turned her away from the terrible sight and covered the injured side of her face with slow, gentle licks. “You’re still beautiful to me,” he told her. “You always will be.”
Fireheart felt almost overwhelmed by his pity for the young she-cat, and his pride in Cloudtail for being so faithful to her. Padding over to them, he meowed, “Lostface, it doesn’t matter what you look like. We’re still your friends.”
Lostface dipped her head to him gratefully.
“Lostface!” Cloudtail spat suddenly. The venom in his voice startled Fireheart. “I hate that name,” he hissed. “What right does Bluestar have to remind her of what happened every time a cat speaks to her? Well, I’m not going to use it again. And if Bluestar objects, she can…she can go and eat snails!”