“So here it is,” he commented distinctly. “The truth at last. Geraden’s seducer and a renegade Imager, together. And poor Quillon dead in the corridor. Did he try to stop you? I thought it was him helping her escape, but I must have been wrong. The light isn’t very good.
“You’re lucky you’re alive. If she hadn’t thrown that glass, my men would have cut you down.”
Master Gilbur’s face twisted with laughter.
Terisa was past caring what the Castellan thought of her. She took another small step toward the mirror she wanted. Despite the intervening layer of dust, the sand in the Image seemed real to her, more solid than she was herself.
“Drop that pigsticker,” Lebbick growled at Master Gilbur. “It isn’t going to help you. Lie down. Put your face on the floor. I’m going to tie you up. I’d rather kill you, but King Joyse will want you alive. Maybe he’ll let me question you.
“Do it now. Before I change my mind.”
As if the provocation had become too great to be endured, Gilbur let out a harsh guffaw. “My lady,” he said, scowling thunderously, “tell Lebbick why we are not going to let him take us prisoner.”
She started to retort. The suggestion that she really was an ally of his nearly broke her careful hold on fading. Her anger had come out of hiding, and she wanted to scathe the Master’s skin from his bones.
Unfortunately, his ploy had already accomplished its purpose: it had tricked Castellan Lebbick into glancing at her again.
During that brief glance, Master Gilbur pitched a handful of dust into the Castellan’s face.
Cursing, the Castellan recoiled; he swung his blade defensively. His balance and reflexes were so good that he almost saved himself. Without sight, however, he couldn’t counter Gilbur’s quickness; he couldn’t prevent Gilbur from picking up one of the guard’s swords and clubbing him senseless.
Terisa paused in front of the mirror she had chosen. Her only rational hope was gone. Now nothing stood between her and whatever the Master might do. She should have been terrified. Yet she wasn’t. Her capacity for surrender protected her. The hope she had placed in the Castellan hadn’t been hope for herself, but only hope against Gilbur. She hadn’t lost anything crucial. Inside herself, she was on the verge of extinction, and Master Gilbur had no way to stop her. When he looked up from Lebbick’s body, she asked, “Why don’t you kill him?”
“I have a better idea,” he snarled, feral with glee. “I will take you with me. When he comes back to consciousness, he will report that we are allies. Joyse and his fools will have no conception of their real danger until we destroy them.”
He was right, of course. The Castellan would be believed. Master Quillon was dead – her sole witness to Master Eremis’ admission of guilt. And Quillon certainly hadn’t had time to tell anyone what he had learned. Gilbur would come after her in a moment. She might be able to slow him down by breaking a few more mirrors, but that would only postpone the inevitable. He had won. If he called this winning.
Deliberately, she began to let go.
Nevertheless on the outside she continued to challenge him. “Someone will stop you,” she said as if she were accustomed to defiance. Defiance was what led to being locked in the closet. “If Geraden doesn’t do it, I will. You’re going to be stopped.”
“Geraden?” spat Gilbur. “You?” He really was remarkably quick. In the space between one heartbeat and the next, he ducked under the trestle table and came upright again, bringing his knife toward her. Every knot and fold of his expression promised butchery. “How are you going to stop me?”
How?
Like this.
She didn’t need to say it aloud. He was still bearing down on her with his bloody hands when he seemed to run into a wall. Surprise wiped the violence from his face: his eyes sprang wide as he saw what was happening to the mirror behind her.
“Vagel’s balls,” he muttered. “How did you do that?”
She didn’t look. The last time she had done this, she had done it entirely by accident, without knowing what she was doing; she didn’t try to coerce it now. In any case, at the moment she didn’t care whether she lived or died. She only cared about escape.
Still astonished, but recovering his wits, Master Gilbur reached for her.
Gently, Terisa closed her eyes and drifted backward into the dark.
THIRTY-TWO: THE BENEFIT OF SONS
She lay still for a long time. The fact was that she went to sleep. Two nights ago, the lady Elega had poisoned the reservoir of Orison. Last night, Geraden had faced Master Eremis in front of the Congery, and she, Terisa, had become the Castellan’s prisoner. And tonight—She was exhausted. Master Gilbur reached for her, but he must have missed. Even though her eyes were closed, she knew the light was gone. And as the light vanished, she felt herself enter the zone of transition, where time and distance contradicted each other. It was working: she was being translated. Somewhere.
That was enough. The sensation that she had taken a vast, eternal plunge in no time at all sucked the last bit of her out of herself, completed her self-erasure; and she slept.
The cold wasn’t what awakened her. The dungeon had been as cold as this. No, it was the faint, damp smell of grass, and the breeze curling kindly through the tear in her shirt, and the high calling of birds, and the impression of space. When she opened her eyes, she saw that she was covered from horizon to horizon by the wide sky. It was still purple with dawn, but already the birds had begun to flit through it everywhere, looking as swift and keen as their own songs against the heavens.
Then she heard the rich chuckle of running water.
She raised her head and looked down the hillside toward a fast stream. The melted snow of spring filled its banks and made it hurry, eager to go on its downland journey. In that direction, the water ran toward a valley still shrouded by the receding night; upstream, it came from a high, dark silhouette piled against the purple sky, a sense of mountains.
The air was as cold as the dungeon, but not as dank, as oppressive; the life hadn’t been squeezed out of it by Orison’s great weight and overloaded ventilation. She took a deep breath, put her hands into the new grass to push herself onto her feet, and stood up.
Almost at once, the mountains in the distance took light. The sun was rising. For no reason except that it was morning and the air was clear and she was alive, her heart started to sing like the birds, and she knew what she was going to see before the sun reached the massed shadow from which the stream emerged.
The Closed Fist.
There.
Starting from the west, sunshine caught the heavy stone pillar which guarded the stream’s egress from the hills on that side. Then it touched the eastside pillar, and the defile between them came clear, the narrow, secret cut from which the Broadwine River ran toward the heart of the Care of Domne.
The Closed Fist. Geraden had played here as a boy. The jumble of rocks inside the defile must have been wonderful for children, a source of endless climbing games and cunning hideaways.
And she had brought herself here. Against all the odds. Despite her utter ignorance of Imagery – and despite Master Eremis’ best efforts to confuse her. She had translated herself to safety using a flat glass. And she hadn’t lost her mind.
Abruptly, her eyes filled with tears, and she wanted to cry out in relief and joy.
“Terisa.”
She heard feet running over the grass. Through her tears, she glimpsed a shape, a man blurred by weeping. She turned to face him – to face the sun – and as its clean, new light shone through her, she found herself in Geraden’s arms.