‘You…’ Zan breathed, crushing Lilith to his chest. ‘I always…’
‘Zan, why are you here?’ Lilith asked when she came up for air.
‘My wife received a disturbing phone call this morning. I had to make sure you were all right.’ He stepped back, holding Lilith at arm’s length, eyes on scan as if checking her for damage. Seemingly satisfied that she wasn’t broken, he turned, noticing the firemen and the ruined house for the first time. ‘I see I’m too late.’
Before Lilith could comment, I stepped out of the shadows and into a patch of sun. ‘Her ankle’s sprained, but otherwise-’
‘You!’ Chandler interrupted. ‘Hannah Ives, isn’t it?’
‘Yes. It’s me. Quite obvious now that you didn’t tell me the truth when I visited you at your office.’
‘I’m sorry, but I thought I was doing the right thing.’ He paused. ‘For my family.’
‘At least you’re here now,’ I said. ‘That’s a step in the right direction. You mentioned a disturbing call.’
Chandler cleared his throat. ‘Guy named Hoffner. He’d been pestering Dorothea. This morning my wife and I had a showdown. I found out that she’d actually agreed to pay him money in exchange for the letters I wrote to Lilith.’
‘Hoffner doesn’t have the letters, Mr Chandler. Lilith does. There were some photocopies once, but Nicholas destroyed them. Hoffner doesn’t have anything to bargain with.’
‘Is that why…?’ Lilith began.
Chandler’s hands slid down Lilith’s arms, found her hands and grasped them tightly. ‘Perhaps I’m getting ahead of myself, darling. A couple of months ago, a young man shows up at Lynx, asks to see me. I was out of town on assignment – US troops were leaving Iraq – so my PA put him off. She told him to make an appointment, come back in a couple of days. Later, after Meredith disappeared, we were reviewing the Lynx security tapes, and the minute I saw him waiting at reception, I knew. I had my research people check him out, just to be sure. Nicholas Aupry, born September 27, 1987. He’s mine, isn’t he Lilith? He has to be.’
Lilith caught her lower lip between her teeth. Fat tears rolled down her cheeks.
‘Darling, why didn’t you tell me?’
‘What good would it have done, Zan, except to feed your Catholic guilt?’
‘God, Lilith. All these years.’ He embraced her again, clinging to his former lover with quiet desperation, like a life preserver. ‘You haunt my dreams, so, even in sleep, there is no refuge.’ Looking at her again, drawing her in like a saving breath, he stroked her cheek with the back of his fingers. ‘Remember Budapest? Eglise Matthias, Buda Castle, the view at night from Gellért Hill?’
Still weeping, Lilith nodded.
‘Well, that’s a pretty picture!’ Nicholas had returned, his face flushed, whether from exertion or pent-up rage, it was impossible to tell.
Lilith started.
Keeping his arm firmly around his lover, Chandler turned. ‘Son…’
‘You haven’t earned the right to call me that, Chandler!’
‘Nicholas, it’s true!’
‘Shut up, Mother. I’m not talking to you.’
Nicholas advanced, paused, screwed his cane into the grass and leaned on it heavily. ‘Where were you, Mr Chandler, when I lost my first tooth? Hit a home run? Graduated from college? Where were you when I nearly died?’
Chandler blanched. ‘I didn’t know, I swear.’
‘Yeah, sure. I’ve seen the photographs. I’ve read the letters. You and my mother didn’t keep secrets from one another. There must be another box of letters somewhere. Hell, a trunk full of letters for all I know. An affair like that. You don’t just cut it off cold turkey.’
‘Zan didn’t know about you, Nicholas. I never told him.’
Nicholas scowled. ‘Why not?’
‘You wouldn’t understand.’
‘Try me.’
‘It’s too late now,’ his mother said.
‘I’ll say.’ Nicholas turned away from his mother, sneered. ‘What will it do to your reputation, Chandler, if the world finds out that Mr Family Values has a bastard son?’
‘Nicholas…’ Lilith lurched toward her son.
Chandler grasped her arm, holding her back. ‘No, Lilith. Let me handle this.’
The look Nicholas gave his father was pure venom. ‘Bastard! That’s what they used to call me at school. But you are the bastard, Chandler, not me!’
Nicholas swung his cane in a wide arc, striking Chandler on the temple. Chandler stumbled, his knees buckled, blood began to stain his white hair crimson.
‘Zan!’ Lilith screamed.
Nick staggered back, looking bewildered. ‘I’m sorry, I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean…’
Incredibly, Chandler smiled. He whipped a handkerchief out of his back pocket and pressed it to his head. ‘Don’t worry. It’s only a flesh wound.’ He caught Nick in a steel-blue gaze and held him there, saying nothing, until Nick slumped and averted his eyes. ‘I understand, Nick. Completely. If I’d been you, I might have done the same thing.’
I wasn’t inclined to similar understanding. I glowered at Nick. ‘I think it’s time everybody told the truth, don’t you?’
‘What do you mean?’ Nick seemed genuinely puzzled.
‘I didn’t think much of that maniac you sent to my house, Nicholas.’ I waved, indicating the patch of woods into which Hoffner had so recently disappeared.
‘Hoffner?’
‘Yes, Hoffner. He tore my house apart, looking for your mother’s letters.’
‘Christ! I didn’t ask him to do that. How was I supposed to know he’d come unhinged like that? After the train crash, Hoffner tracked me down. Said he’d take my case, help me sue Metro and its board of directors. I was mostly out of it, drugged up and trussed up, so it was almost a week before I noticed that the bag with Mother’s letters in it was missing. Hoffner showed up at Kernan with some documents for me to sign, so I sent him to the trauma center to see if he could locate the Garfinkel’s bag. They gave him the note from you.
‘I couldn’t very well come and get them myself, could I?’ Nick rapped the cane against his bum leg where it rang hollowly in contact with the metal brace. ‘Can’t say I approve of his tactics, though. Never pick a lawyer off the Internet.’
‘We have attorneys, Nicholas,’ his mother said.
‘Listen to your mother, Nick. You’re going to need an attorney, aren’t you? Do you remember what you told me?’
Nick gaped at me in confusion. ‘Told you?’
‘On the train. You said, “I think I killed somebody.”’
Nick squinted, deepening the lines between his brows. ‘I did?’
‘You did. Just before you asked for your rosary.’
Nick sucked air in through his teeth. ‘God, no. Not me. I must have meant Hoffner. Ever since he returned Mother’s letters, I’ve had my suspicions. It’s been eating me up, thinking that it’s my fault he did it.’
‘Who did Hoffner kill, Nicholas?’ I asked, although I was certain I already knew the answer.
And so did Chandler. He’d done his homework, too. Before Nick could reply, Chandler said, ‘Hoffner killed Meredith Logan, my production assistant. When Nicholas showed up that Friday armed with one of my letters to Lilith, Meredith had to have recognized the handwriting.’ Chandler shot a glance at me. ‘So when Hoffner telephoned on Tuesday intending to make a deal, the stupid girl arranged an off-site meeting.’ Chandler cleared his throat. ‘Meredith was in love with me.’ He stole a glance at Lilith. ‘One of those surrogate father things, I assure you. There wasn’t anything she wouldn’t have done to protect my reputation.
‘Unless Hoffner talks, we’ll never know exactly what happened at that meeting, but I think it’s fair to say it went badly, and Meredith ended up dead.’
Chandler turned to me. ‘I have good news. Capitol police caught Hoffner on a security camera, leaving Lower Senate Park via the parallel parking area on New Jersey Avenue not far from the Taft Carillon. There’s a warrant out for his arrest.’