‘Can I give you a lift?’ Terry asked.
‘It’s all right,’ Winsome said. ‘I don’t live far.’
‘But it’s cold. You’re cold.’
Winsome laughed. ‘I’m used to that. Thanks,’ she said. ‘It really was a lovely evening.’
‘My pleasure.’
They stopped as they entered the top of the square. ‘Well, I’m parked over there, behind the shopping centre,’ Terry said.
Winsome pointed the other way. ‘I’m up York Road a bit.’
‘Well, if you won’t let me drive you home, then…’
Winsome felt rather saw than him moving towards her, his lips aiming for hers. She felt a surge of panic, of claustrophobia almost, and found herself turning aside, so that his lips grazed against her cheek, then she heard herself saying a curt ‘Goodnight’ and hurried off towards home, heart palpitating.
She pulled her jacket collar around her throat to keep out the icy needles of wind and hurried along, head down, past the lit-up shop signs and window displays until she got to her street, on the fringe of the student area. There she turned left, walked up the slight rise for fifty yards and turned into the imposing detached house, with its gables, bay windows and large chimneys, where she had the top-floor flat.
Once she was inside, she leaned back on the closed door and took stock. What on earth was she thinking of? It was only a goodnight kiss. Was that something to be so frightened of? But she had been. She remembered the tension that ran through her body when she saw him moving towards her, the tightness in her chest.
She made herself a cup of chamomile tea in the kitchenette and thought about what a pleasant evening it had been, how easily their conversation had flowed. When she curled up in her favourite armchair, with only the shaded lamp lighting the room, she realised that she had very little experience of talking to anyone outside her job. Most of the time she talked to other cops, criminals, forensic scientists or lawyers. She had been a shy child and had never found it easy to socialise, and that had carried over into her adult life. Was this what her life had come to? But wasn’t she too young to start wondering what had happened to all the promise, the dreams, the young woman who had walked down the jetway at Gatwick, excited as a little child at the life ahead of her in the new country she was about to discover? Marvelling at the cars, the huge buildings, the fast motorways and even the unrelenting rain and a sky the colour of dirty dishwater.
No, she decided in the end. She hadn’t lost all that. She was still young and she had most of her life ahead of her. She was scared, she realised; that was all. Like so many people. Scared of commitment, scared of dipping a toe in the water. Scared of being hurt. It was a long time since she had had a serious boyfriend, someone there was a possibility of sharing her life with. Tonight had shown her that there could be other possibilities. That Terry liked her was obvious, and she knew she liked him. How could she get over her fear? How could she stop behaving like a silly little girl, probably making him think she was nothing but a tease? She was starting to feel really stupid about her behaviour.
Winsome sipped her tea, brow furrowed, and swore to herself that the next time she saw Terry Gilchrist, she would kiss him. On the lips. That thought made her smile.
Chapter 12
Banks enjoyed train journeys once he had got through the station experience, found somewhere to put his luggage and laid claim to an empty seat. Fridays were busy days on the East Coast line, but he got a mid-morning train that wasn’t too full, and the seat next to his remained empty all the way to King’s Cross. He had decided to board at Darlington, though York would have been closer, because from Darlington the train would pass the airfield and hangar after Northallerton, and he wanted to have a look at the area from a train window. Doug Wilson had got the message through to the railways, and they had even put out a few flyers on selected trains, but so far nobody had come forward to report seeing anything out of the window on the Sunday morning in question. Banks was curious as to why.
The sky looked like iron, and he got the feeling that if a giant banged the rolling landscape with a hammer it would clang and reverberate. It was partly the stillness that caused the effect, especially after last night’s wind, and the sudden dryness after the constant rains. Still, it felt like the calm before the storm. And the daffodils ought to be out by now.
It didn’t take long to get to Northallerton and whizz through the small station without even slowing down. The only stop on this journey was York. Keeping his eyes fixed on the left, where the lighter grey of the Cleveland Hills broke the charcoal horizon in the distance, he finally saw the hangar coming up. There was a stretch of about a quarter of a mile of neglected pasture between the airfield and train lines, but he could see the huge hangar clearly. The problem was that all the action had occurred on the other side of the building, where the gate in the chain-link fence was. Banks could see a couple of patrol cars and a CSI van parked by the outside fence – Stefan’s team was still working there – but it was all gone in a flash. Even if someone had been looking in that direction, he realised, they couldn’t have seen anything going on inside the hangar, and any cars parked right at the front would be obscured by the building itself. The only possibility would have been someone noticing a lorry or a car heading down the road in front of the gate, parallel to the train tracks, but the timing had clearly been wrong for such an observation.
Satisfied that they had probed that possibility to the end of its usefulness, Banks returned to his relaxation. There was no hot water on the train, which meant no tea or coffee and only cold sandwiches to eat. He decided he could manage the journey on an empty stomach. He still had half his Costa latte left when he boarded, so he made that last for a few miles. He had brought his noise-cancelling headphones, which meant he could listen to any kind of music he wanted, and not just the sort of loud rock that drowned out the train noise. He started off with the Bartók and Walton viola concertos. Other musicians made fun of the viola in orchestras, but he loved its sound, somewhere between the plaintive keen of the violin and the resonant melancholy of the cello, with a sweet elegiac strain all of its own. He had known a professional violist once, a very beautiful young woman called Pamela Jeffreys, but he had let her slip away from him.
The train rattled along and Banks was more aware of feeling the physical rocking than the sound. He was reading Hangover Square, but he looked up every now and then at the landscape. As they passed through flat green stretches of the English heartland, the flood damage was plain to see, whole fields under water, streams and rivers overflowing their banks, and that terrible iron-grey stillness about it all. He even saw a tractor marooned in the middle of a deep, broad puddle, and thought of John Beddoes, whose stolen tractor seemed to have started all this. Was Beddoes connected somehow? An insurance scam, as Annie had suggested, or in another more sinister way, through some vendetta with the Lanes, perhaps? Other than for insurance, though, why would a man have his own tractor stolen?
The train flashed through Peterborough, with its truncated cathedral tower, the river and its waterfront flats looking a bit shabbier now than they had when Banks worked a case down there a few years ago. Banks had few friends left from his Peterborough childhood days. Graham Marshall had dis-appeared when they were all schoolboys, and many years later, when his body was found, Banks had helped with the investigation into what happened to him. They had been the famous five all those years ago: Banks, Graham, Steve Hill, Paul Major and Dave Greenfell. Steve Hill, the boy who had introduced the young Banks to Dylan, the Who, Pink Floyd and the rest, had been the next to go, from lung cancer a few years ago. And just last year Paul Major had died of an Aids-related illness. That left two out of five. No wonder Banks felt his circle of friendships diminishing.