“I’ve not been aware of any noise,” Kim said.
“Kim!” Edward called out as he came around to her other side. “If it’s convenient the group would like you to take them to the castle so that you can show them which rooms you want them to sleep in.”
“I guess it’s as good a time as any,” Kim said.
“Perfect,” Edward said.
Retracing her steps, Kim led the animated group in the direction of the castle. David and Gloria made it a point to catch up with her and walk alongside. They were full of questions about the castle such as when it had been built and whether Kim had ever lived in it.
When they entered the mansion there were a lot of ohs and ahs, especially in the massive great room and the formal dining room, with its heraldic flags.
Kim showed them the guest wing first, suggesting the women stay there. Eleanor and Gloria were pleased and chose connecting bedrooms on the second floor.
“We can wake each other up if we oversleep,” Eleanor said.
Kim showed everyone how each wing had a separate entrance and stair.
“This is perfect,” François said. “We won’t have to go into the main part of the house at all.”
Moving across to the servants’ wing, Kim explained about the plumbing problem but assured them that she would call a plumber in the morning. She then showed them a bathroom in the main part of the house they could use in the interim.
The men chose rooms without any disagreement although some of the rooms were obviously more desirable than others. Kim was impressed with their amicability.
“I can have the phone turned on as well,” Kim said.
“Don’t bother,” David said. “We appreciate you offering, but it’s not necessary. We’ll only be here to sleep, and we’re not sleeping that much. We can use the phone in the lab.”
After the tour was over they all left the castle by the exit in the servants’ wing and then walked around to the front. They discussed the issue of keys, and it was decided to leave the doors to the wings unlocked for the time being. Kim would have keys made as soon as she had an opportunity.
After a round of fervent handshakes and hugs and thank you’s, the researchers headed off to their respective bed-and-breakfasts to gather their belongings. Kim and Edward walked to the cottage.
Edward was in a great mood and thanked Kim over and over for her generosity.
“You’ve really contributed to changing the whole atmosphere of the lab,” Edward said. “As you could see for yourself, they are ecstatic. And, as important as mental state is, I’m certain their work will reflect their mood. So you’ve positively impacted the whole project.”
“I’m glad I could contribute,” Kim said, making her feel even more guilty that she’d been against the idea from the start.
They arrived at the cottage. Kim was surprised when Edward accompanied her inside. She’d thought he’d head directly back to the lab.
“It was nice of that Monihan fellow to drop by,” Edward said.
Kim’s mouth dropped open. She had to make a conscious effort to close it.
“You know, I could use a beer,” Edward said. “How about you?”
Kim shook her head. For the moment she’d lost her voice. As she followed Edward into the kitchen, she struggled to summon the courage to talk to him about their relationship. He was in a better mood than he’d been in for ages.
Edward went to the refrigerator. Kim sat on a stool. Just when she was about to broach the subject, Edward popped the top from the beer and shocked her again.
“I want to apologize to you for having been such a bear for the last month or so,” he said. He took a drink from his beer, burped, and excused himself. “I’ve been giving it some thought over the last couple of days, and I know I’ve been difficult, inconsiderate, and unappreciative. I don’t mean this as an excuse or to absolve myself of responsibility, but I have been under enormous pressure from Stanton, Harvard, the researchers, and even myself. Yet I never should have let such issues come between us. Once again, I want to ask you to forgive me.”
Kim was taken aback by Edward’s admission. It was a totally unexpected development.
“I can tell you are upset,” Edward said. “And you don’t have to say anything immediately if you don’t want to. I can well imagine you could be harboring some ill will toward me.”
“But I do want to talk,” Kim said. “I’ve been wanting to talk, particularly since Friday when I went into Boston to see a therapist I’d seen years ago.”
“I applaud your initiative,” Edward said.
“It made me think a lot about how we’ve been relating to one another,” Kim said. She looked down at her hands. “It made me wonder if perhaps living together right at the moment is not the best thing for either of us.”
Edward put down his beer and took her hands. “I understand how you must feel,” he said. “And your feelings are appropriate in light of my most recent behavior. But I can see my mistakes, and I think I can make it up to you.”
Kim started to say something, but Edward interrupted her.
“All I ask is to allow the status quo to remain for a few weeks with me staying here in my room and you in yours,” he said. “If you feel we shouldn’t be staying together at the end of this trial period, I’ll move up to the castle with the others.”
Kim contemplated what Edward had said. He had impressed her with his remorse and his insight. His offer seemed reasonable.
“All right,” she said finally.
“Wonderful!” Edward said. He reached out and gave her a long hug.
Kim held herself back a little. It was hard for her to change emotional directions so quickly.
“Let’s celebrate,” Edward said. “Let’s go out to dinner-just you and me.”
“I know you can’t take the time,” Kim said. “But I appreciate the offer.”
“Nonsense!” Edward said. “I’m taking the time! Let’s go back to that dive we went to on one of our first trips up here. Remember the scrod?”
Kim nodded. Edward drained his beer.
As they drove from the compound and Kim glanced at the castle, she thought about the researchers and commented about how exuberant they had seemed.
“They couldn’t be any happier,” Edward said. “Things are going well at the lab, and now they won’t have to commute.”
“Did you start taking Ultra?” Kim asked.
“We sure did,” Edward said. “We all started Tuesday.”
Kim contemplated telling Edward about Kinnard’s thoughts on the subject but hesitated because she knew that Edward would be upset that she’d spoken to anybody about their project.
“We’ve already learned something interesting,” Edward said. “The tissue level of Ultra can’t be critical because all of us are experiencing equally positive results even though we’re on widely different dosages.”
“Could the euphoria you and the others are enjoying have anything to do with the drug?” Kim asked.
“I’m sure it does,” Edward said. “Indirectly if not directly. Within twenty-four hours of our first dose all of us felt relaxed, focused, confident, and even-”
Edward struggled for a word. Finally he said: “Content. All of which is a far cry from the anxiety, fatigue, and contentiousness we’d been experiencing before Ultra.”“What about side effects?”
“The only side effect that we’ve all had was some initial dryness of the mouth,” Edward said. “Two of the others reported some mild constipation. I was the only one who had some difficulty with near vision, but it only lasted for twenty-four hours and I’d been experiencing the problem prior to taking Ultra, particularly when I got tired.”
“Maybe you should stop taking the drug now that you’ve learned as much as you have,” Kim suggested.
“I don’t think so,” Edward said. “Not when we are getting such positive results. In fact, I brought some for you in case you want to try it.”