What was the hold Lena believed she had over the Esslemonts, for it could not be the lame tale she had concocted about the theft? Why on earth did Cara want to sell the jewels? And how could she? Were they not her father’s? And were not all the signs that they were intended for her sister in the end? I was heartily sick of the things already and the trouble they caused. Was there any chance that they would simply turn up again? If not, how would one set about trying to track them down? In the favourite parlour game of my childhood – what was it called? – there was a set of enamel tiles to be passed around, what, who, why, where, when and how, and it did make things a great deal easier to -
Suddenly there it was. When. The little wisp I had been swiping at was in my grasp at last. It was simply this: if the pastes were good enough to fool everyone but an expert and if what Cara had said about the jeweller’s discretion were true, then how could her mother possibly know that the jewels had not already been stolen, by the time of the Armistice Anniversary Ball? Had Mrs Duffy had a valuation done on them just then? One that she trusted? If not, it seemed to me, the switch might have been made at any time at all. It might have been years ago. I wondered if this simple point had occurred to no one but me. What a coup if it had not.
I must pump the Duffys for more details. I might even hint at a softening of Silas’s resolve to worm my way deeper into Lena’s favour. So long as nobody signed anything, surely it was worth a sprat to catch a mackerel; ladies could not, I was sure, be accused of entering into gentlemen’s agreements. I should have to conduct the entire thing with my fingers crossed behind my back, of course. In fact, should I perhaps check with Daisy first that she approved of my spinning a line to reel them in on? No, I would fix my bait and land this all by myself.
‘Are you all right, Dandy?’ asked Alec Osborne. I had been staring in his direction, not looking at him exactly, but he and Cara had fallen silent and were both watching me.
‘You look as though you’d seen Banquo’s ghost,’ said Cara, and Alec shouted with laughter.
‘That’s it,’ he said. ‘Lady Macbeth. What dread deed are you plotting?’ I gaped, which of course only made it seem worse, and Daisy had to hurry to my aid.
‘Or are you trying to remember if you’ve left the bath taps running?’ she said, raising a good laugh from the banking ladies.
‘I was just concentrating hard on something,’ I said, then to make sure I had thrown them off I added, ‘Fishing, actually. Bait, cast, catch. There’s a great deal more to it than at first it seems.’
Clever, clever Dandy. Making my little plans and dropping my little hints. At that point, you see, I still thought it was a game. And my intuitions? I had never had any before, and so had never learned to respect them as others do. I ignored the distant, sickening drumbeat and, full of pride at how I had winkled out my little pile of facts, for the first time in my life I tried to play a cunning hand. If only I hadn’t, if only I had bumbled and blurted as usual, I could have prevented it all. And so although I know they are right when they tell me that evil and madness cannot be contained, I blame myself and I always will.
Chapter Four
Imagine my surprise and disappointment when I heard that the Duffys would be at their Edinburgh house until the wedding and not in London, where I had been looking forward to following them buoyed along on Daisy’s expenses. I wondered again if there could be money troubles greater than the depressing pinch we were all pretending not to feel. Severe money troubles after all might go some small way towards explaining Lena’s behaviour to Daisy and Silas but Mr Duffy, so far as anyone knew, was still comfortable enough. He had a great deal of his property in Canada of all places; and it was well-tended property, that I did know, because I remembered that he and his young wife had been obliged to go there and look after it for what must have been a few rather bleak years in their early marriage when forests in Canada were all the rage.
Hugh had tried to persuade his father to buy some of his own. I just remembered this, since he had not quite given up by the time of our wedding although his efforts were beginning to move from urgency towards a sulky despair as the march of the cross-Canada railway made the venture more and more alluring even as the price crept ever upwards out of his reach. In the first year of married life I had heard the words ‘Grand Trunk Pacific Railroad’ repeatedly until I was ready to scream and I could almost feel sorry for Lena Duffy when I thought about her ordeal and could believe that this period of exile was when she began to turn sour. Perhaps, though, one’s mental image of Canada is unfair; perhaps she did not actually live in a log cabin with teams of Chinamen clanging their mallets against the tracks right outside. On the other hand, sometimes cliches get to be cliches by being true, as is the case with the heather, whisky and tartan view of Scotland; these can be found, at least in Perthshire, in unfortunate abundance.
Even if Canada was civilized, however, all the evidence pointed towards a distinct lack of social whirl for Lena went a bride and returned a matron, her two girls born in quick succession out there, and one imagines (coarsely) that it was not only the desire for an heir which hastened their arrival since after the Duffys’ return home no heir, nor anyone else for that matter, had ever appeared.
I now understood from Hugh that the war had ‘done for’ the Canadian railway and the forests along with it, in a way I did not pretend to understand, that even the Grand Trunk Pacific Railroad itself had had to call in the receivers, and that the Canadian Government was now running the show. Of course, Hugh took some bitter pleasure in that, reaching back twenty years and trying to recast his failures as foresight. Miles of Ontario pine trees were not Mr Duffy’s only nor even his chief concern, and so whatever the reason for poor Cara’s trousseau to be coming from worthy George Street (which had to be depressing) I could not believe it to be a matter of economy.
Still, a trip to Edinburgh although galaxies less fun was more easily managed without raising Hugh’s eyebrows than a trip to London would have been and, I supposed, I could combine it with some dreary Edinburgh shopping of my own. So I caught the train from Perth on Friday morning, telling Drysdale to meet me again off the 6.15, and two hours later I was turning into Drummond Place. I supposed the Duffys kept this townhouse to be handy for the port of Leith and yet more of the pies in which Mr Duffy had a finger, and while most of our set laughed at their stodginess, I was struck that day with an unaccountable feeling of envy. I should loathe to be here when I might be in London, of course, but so long as it was never used that way by an unscrupulous husband, I saw how a house in Edinburgh might make a welcome dent in the long months of country life up in Perthshire. And Drummond Place itself was rather fetching in that austere way that Edinburgh has, in parts, when the sun shines.
‘The ladies are away, madam,’ I was told by the equally austere butler who admitted me to the entrance hall. Now, ‘away’ in English, as we all know, suggests a trip far from home but for Scots, who can talk of going away to the shops or even away to their beds, it is always worth some careful checking.