Alice laughed as the door closed. “He’s ALL secrets,” she said. “Don’t you think you really ought to know more about him, mama?”
“I’m sure he’s a good boy,” Mrs. Adams returned, thoughtfully. “He’s been very brave about not being able to have the advantages that are enjoyed by the boys he’s grown up with. I’ve never heard a word of complaint from him.”
“About his not being sent to college?” Alice cried. “I should think you wouldn’t! He didn’t even have enough ambition to finish high school!”
Mrs. Adams sighed. “It seemed to me Walter lost his ambition when nearly all the boys he’d grown up with went to Eastern schools to prepare for college, and we couldn’t afford to send him. If only your father would have listened–-“
Alice interrupted: “What nonsense! Walter hated books and studying, and athletics, too, for that matter. He doesn’t care for anything nice that I ever heard of. What do you suppose he does like, mama? He must like something or other somewhere, but what do you suppose it is? What does he do with his time?”
“Why, the poor boy’s at Lamb and Company’s all day. He doesn’t get through until five in the afternoon; he doesn’t HAVE much time.”
“Well, we never have dinner until about seven, and he’s always late for dinner, and goes out, heaven knows where, right afterward!” Alice shook her head. “He used to go with our friends’ boys, but I don’t think he does now.”
“Why, how could he?” Mrs. Adams protested. “That isn’t his fault, poor child! The boys he knew when he was younger are nearly all away at college.”
“Yes, but he doesn’t see anything of ‘em when they’re here at holiday-time or vacation. None of ‘em come to the house any more.”
“I suppose he’s made other friends. It’s natural for him to want companions, at his age.”
“Yes,” Alice said, with disapproving emphasis. “But who are they? I’ve got an idea he plays pool at some rough place downtown.”
“Oh, no; I’m sure he’s a steady boy,” Mrs. Adams protested, but her tone was not that of thoroughgoing conviction, and she added, “Life might be a very different thing for him if only your father can be brought to see–-“
“Never mind, mama! It isn’t me that has to be convinced, you know; and we can do a lot more with papa if we just let him alone about it for a day or two. Promise me you won’t say any more to him until—well, until he’s able to come downstairs to table. Will you?”
Mrs. Adams bit her lip, which had begun to tremble. “I think you can trust me to know a FEW things, Alice,” she said. “I’m a little older than you, you know.”
“That’s a good girl!” Alice jumped up, laughing. “Don’t forget it’s the same as a promise, and do just cheer him up a little. I’ll say good-bye to him before I go out.”
“Where are you going?”
“Oh, I’ve got lots to do. I thought I’d run out to Mildred’s to see what she’s going to wear to-night, and then I want to go down and buy a yard of chiffon and some narrow ribbon to make new bows for my slippers—you’ll have to give me some money–-“
“If he’ll give it to me!” her mother lamented, as they went toward the front stairs together; but an hour later she came into Alice’s room with a bill in her hand.
“He has some money in his bureau drawer,” she said. “He finally told me where it was.”
There were traces of emotion in her voice, and Alice, looking shrewdly at her, saw moisture in her eyes.
“Mama!” she cried. “You didn’t do what you promised me you wouldn’t, did you—NOT before Miss Perry!”
“Miss Perry’s getting him some broth,” Mrs. Adams returned, calmly. “Besides, you’re mistaken in saying I promised you anything; I said I thought you could trust me to know what is right.”
“So you did bring it up again!” And Alice swung away from her, strode to her father’s door, flung it open, went to him, and put a light hand soothingly over his unrelaxed forehead.
“Poor old papa!” she said. “It’s a shame how everybody wants to trouble him. He shan’t be bothered any more at all! He doesn’t need to have everybody telling him how to get away from that old hole he’s worked in so long and begin to make us all nice and rich. HE knows how!”
Thereupon she kissed him a consoling good-bye, and made another gay departure, the charming hand again fluttering like a white butterfly in the shadow of the closing door.
CHAPTER III
Mrs. Adams had remained in Alice’s room, but her mood seemed to have changed, during her daughter’s little more than momentary absence.
“What did he SAY?” she asked, quickly, and her tone was hopeful.
“‘Say?’ ” Alice repeated, impatiently. “Why, nothing. I didn’t let him. Really, mama, I think the best thing for you to do would be to just keep out of his room, because I don’t believe you can go in there and not talk to him about it, and if you do talk we’ll never get him to do the right thing. Never!”
The mother’s response was a grieving silence; she turned from her daughter and walked to the door.
“Now, for goodness’ sake!” Alice cried. “Don’t go making tragedy out of my offering you a little practical advice!”
“I’m not,” Mrs. Adams gulped, halting. “I’m just—just going to dust the downstairs, Alice.” And with her face still averted, she went out into the little hallway, closing the door behind her. A moment later she could be heard descending the stairs, the sound of her footsteps carrying somehow an effect of resignation.
Alice listened, sighed, and, breathing the words, “Oh, murder!” turned to cheerier matters. She put on a little apple-green turban with a dim gold band round it, and then, having shrouded the turban in a white veil, which she kept pushed up above her forehead, she got herself into a tan coat of soft cloth fashioned with rakish severity. After that, having studied herself gravely in a long glass, she took from one of the drawers of her dressing-table a black leather card-case cornered in silver filigree, but found it empty.
She opened another drawer wherein were two white pasteboard boxes of cards, the one set showing simply “Miss Adams,” the other engraved in Gothic characters, “Miss Alys Tuttle Adams.” The latter belonged to Alice’s “Alys” period—most girls go through it; and Alice must have felt that she had graduated, for, after frowning thoughtfully at the exhibit this morning, she took the box with its contents, and let the white shower fall from her fingers into the waste-basket beside her small desk. She replenished the card-case from the “Miss Adams” box; then, having found a pair of fresh white gloves, she tucked an ivory-topped Malacca walking-stick under her arm and set forth.
She went down the stairs, buttoning her gloves and still wearing the frown with which she had put “Alys” finally out of her life. She descended slowly, and paused on the lowest step, looking about her with an expression that needed but a slight deepening to betoken bitterness. Its connection with her dropping “Alys” forever was slight, however.
The small frame house, about fifteen years old, was already inclining to become a new Colonial relic. The Adamses had built it, moving into it from the “Queen Anne” house they had rented until they took this step in fashion. But fifteen years is a long time to stand still in the midland country, even for a house, and this one was lightly made, though the Adamses had not realized how flimsily until they had lived in it for some time. “Solid, compact, and convenient” were the instructions to the architect, and he had made it compact successfully. Alice, pausing at the foot of the stairway, was at the same time fairly in the “living-room,” for the only separation between the “living room” and the hall was a demarcation suggested to willing imaginations by a pair of wooden columns painted white. These columns, pine under the paint, were bruised and chipped at the base; one of them showed a crack that threatened to become a split; the “hard-wood” floor had become uneven; and in a corner the walls apparently failed of solidity, where the wall-paper had declined to accompany some staggerings of the plaster beneath it.