‘Your father kept you isolated.’
‘Yes. Plus, my grandfather liked my father. Everyone liked my father. He was pleasant and fun and threw a good party. My mother was the moody one, the one everyone said was eccentric. My father was well-loved by everyone who didn’t live with us.’
‘Gayle lived with you.’
‘Gayle got days off. Vacation. My father timed his outbursts very well. And when he couldn’t hold back . . . Well, my parents were very good at fighting in private.’
‘Dammit, Marcus, I hate the thought of you being so alone in your own home. Surely your mother would have listened when you told her what you’d heard your father say.’
‘She would have listened, sure. But she wouldn’t have heard. She was in shock. Matty was dead, and Stone almost was. And the bottom line was that she loved my father, even though he’d slap her around sometimes. Nobody knew. I don’t even think she knows that I even knew. I kept trying to find the right time to tell her what he did to Stone and Matty, but I never did.’
To Stone and Matty, but not to you. ‘How did your father die, Marcus?’
He drew a deep breath and held it.
‘Marcus?’
The breath rushed out almost desperately. ‘At the funeral, a man came up to my father. Big guy. Really big. Bold, too. Came right up to the casket where we were standing. Asked where his money was. My father said, “It’s my son’s funeral. Can’t you wait?” He asked the man to call him later. So when we got home, I listened and waited. I didn’t dare pick up the phone again, but when the call came, I hid nearby and eavesdropped on my father’s side of the conversation. He said, “I’ll get you the money even if I have to inherit it.”’
Scarlett’s dread amped up. ‘He was going to kill your mother?’
‘That’s what it sounded like to me. And I made my decision then. I remember that night she tucked me in and sang me a lullaby. Kissed me goodnight. I guess I knew she was sad and scared, and I let her treat me like a little boy.’
‘You were a little boy, Marcus.’
‘I sure didn’t feel like one anymore, I remember that. I wanted to warn her then, but I didn’t know how. I stumbled through it, being all cryptic. It should have been simple. I should have just said, “Your husband paid someone to kidnap your children so he could get some money and now he’s trying to kill you.” But I couldn’t get the words out. I started with “My father” but then stumbled and said “Your husband”, and then I just couldn’t get the words out. All she got was that I was afraid of my father, and she told me that the psychologists said I might mix up reality with fiction for a while as I processed things.’
‘You’re right. She listened, but it doesn’t sound like she could hear what you were trying to say.’
‘I realize that now,’ he said with a shrug. ‘I hadn’t slept in my bed since the police brought me home, and I couldn’t sleep that night either. I was worried about my mother, so later that night I went to check on her, but she wouldn’t wake up. My father wasn’t home and Gayle was still with Stone, so I called 911. They pumped my mother’s stomach, but she almost died anyway.’
‘Did you tell Gayle about your father that night?’
‘No. They took Mom to a different hospital than Stone, and since I’d been home alone with her, the cops took me with them. I heard one of them tell the other to be careful, that I was the kid who’d gone apeshit crazy and clawed up two uniforms a few days before. They even talked about restraining me, and I had a panic attack at the thought.’
‘No wonder. Stupid untrained sons of bitches,’ she muttered.
‘They felt bad when I cried like a baby and begged them not to tie me. They told me if I kept my hands to myself they’d leave me alone, so I made myself small in the backseat of the cruiser and didn’t say another word. They called Social Services and a caseworker came to sit with me at the ER. She was pretty and nice and I almost got the courage to tell her, but my father showed up and took me home. I was petrified he was going to kill me too, but he just told me to go to sleep, that my mother would be all right. The next morning I woke up and he was gone. He’d packed a bag and left my mother a note saying that he was going away for a few days, that he needed to clear his head after Matty’s funeral and find a way to forgive my mother for endangering his kids by defying him and calling in the FBI.’
‘What a prince.’
‘Yeah. What had woken me up was a noise in my mother’s room. I didn’t know I was home alone at that point, so I got up to look. And found the big scary guy from the funeral going through my mother’s jewelry box.’
Scarlett blinked. ‘Shit.’
‘I think that’s exactly what I said. He’d found the letter my father had left and was pissed. I was so scared I almost fainted, and the guy actually took pity on me. He told me he didn’t hurt little kids, that he only needed to find my father because he owed the guy’s boss a lot of money.’ Here, Marcus paused, hesitating. ‘I knew where my father went when he really wanted to get away.’ The words came out in a rush, and she could hear the quickening of his breath.
‘Something else you overheard?’
‘Of course. Plus, I’d been there. So have you.’
Scarlett frowned, then shook her head when realization dawned. ‘No way. The cabin in Kentucky?’ Owned by his mother, it was where Mikhail had been murdered nine months ago.
‘The very same.’ He’d grown quiet, hesitant, and instinctively she knew that this was what he hadn’t wanted to tell her.
‘You told the scary guy where to find your father?’ His silence was answer enough. ‘No one can blame you, Marcus. You were just a little boy and scared shitless.’
‘It would be so easy to let you believe that, but the truth is, I got really calm all of the sudden, because I believed him when he said he wouldn’t hurt me. I thought about Matty dead, Stone almost. My mother not safe. And I made a decision. I asked him if I told him where to find my father, would his boss leave my mother, me and my brother alone, even if he never got paid? He looked me in the eye and said that he wouldn’t hurt me but that he couldn’t promise what any of the other enforcers might do.’
‘Enforcers? This guy was with the mob?’
‘Yep. But I didn’t know that then. I did know that the two kidnappers had taken the whole ransom. I asked the guy how much my father owed his boss and he said about a million. So I told him the kidnappers had taken five million dollars. I told him if he could find the two kidnappers, he could pay back my father’s debt and keep the rest. He said he didn’t know where to look for the guys, so I told him he could ask my father about that – and I told him where I thought he could find my dad. He liked that idea because it was more than my father owed.’
‘He could pay your father’s debt and keep the four million for himself.’
‘Which is what I’m sure he ended up doing,’ he said quietly with a grim finality that said his story was finished.
‘So . . . what happened to your father? Did they find his body in the cabin?’
‘That’s what I expected to happen, but no. He was found in a hotel room in downtown Lexington three days later. Tied to the bed, shot with a nine mil, right between the eyes. It was set up to look like he’d been robbed by a prostitute – his wallet was empty and there were condoms all over the place.’
‘How do you know that?’ she asked guardedly.
‘I overheard the cops telling my mother at the time, but I also checked out the crime-scene photos years later. Freedom of information, you know,’ he added, his tone one of self-hatred. ‘My mother was devastated when the cops showed up at our door to deliver the news, and it hit me then exactly what I’d done.’
This was it. ‘What exactly did you do, Marcus? And I’ll tell you up front, if you say you killed your father, I’m not gonna take it.’