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kitchens and alleyways, and floating facedown in the wide wooden tubs of

the bathhouse. No man had been spared. "There had been no survivors.

Twice Otah thought he saw a flicker of recognition in Nayiit's eyes when

they found a man lying pale and bloodless, eyes closed as if in sleep.

In a meeting chamber near what Otah guessed had been the Dai-kvo's

private apartments, Otah found the corpse of Athai-kvo, the messenger

who had come in the long-forgotten spring to warn him against training

men to fight. His eyes had been gouged away. Otah found himself too numb

to react. Another detail to come into his mind and leave it again. As

the night's chill stole into him, Otah's fingers began to ache, his

shoulders and neck growing tight as if the pain could take the place of

warmth.

They fell into their rhythm of walking and shouting and not being

answered until time lost its meaning. They might have been working for

half a hand, they might have been working for a sunless week, and so the

dawn surprised him.

One of the other searching parties had quit earlier. Someone had found a

firekeeper's kiln and stoked it, and the rich smell of cracked wheat and

flaxseed and fresh honey cut through the smoke and death like a sung

melody above a street fight. Otah sat on an abandoned cart and cradled a

bowl of the sweet gruel in his hands, the heat from the bowl soothing

his palms and fingers. He didn't remember the last time he'd eaten, and

though he was bone-weary, he could not bring himself to think of sleep.

He feared his dreams.

Nayiit walked to him carrying a similar bowl and sat at his side. He

looked older. The horrors of the past days had etched lines at the

corners of his mouth. Exhaustion had blackened his eyes. Exhaustion and

guilt.

"There's no one, is there?" Nayiit said.

"No. They're gone."

Nayiit nodded and looked down to the neat, carefully fitted bricks that

made the road. No blade of grass pressed its way through those stony

joints. It struck Otah as strangely obscene that a place of such carnage

and destruction should have such well-maintained paving stones. It would

be better when tree roots had lifted a few of them. Something so ruined

should be a ruin. A few years, perhaps. A few years, and this would all

be a wild garden dedicated to the dead. The place would be haunted, but

at least it would be green.

"There weren't any children. Or women," Nayiit said. "That's something."

"There were in Yalakeht," Otah said.

"I suppose there were. And Saraykeht too."

It took a moment to realize what Nayiit meant. It was so simple to

forget that the boy had a wife. Had a child. Or once had, depending on

how badly things had gone in the summer cities. Otah felt himself blush.

"I'm sorry. That wasn't ... Forgive my saying that."

"It's true, though. It won't change if we're more polite talking about it."

"No. No, it won't."

They were silent for a long moment. Off to their left, three of the

others were laying out blankets, unwilling, it seemed, to seek shelter

in the halls of the dead. Farther on, Sava the blacksmith was looking

over the Galtic steam wagon with what appeared to be a professional

interest. High in the robin's-egg sky, a double vee of cranes flew

southward, calling to one another in high, nasal voices. Otah took two

cupped fingers and lifted a mouthful of the wheat gruel to his lips. It

tasted wonderful-sweet and rich and warm-and yet he didn't enjoy it so

much as recognize that he should. His limbs felt heavy and awkward as

wood. When Nayiit spoke, his voice was low and shaky.

"I know that I won't ever be able to make good for this. If I hadn't

called the retreat-"

"This isn't your fault," Otah said. "It's the Dai-kvo's."

Nayiit reared back, his mouth making a small "o." His hands fumbled

toward a pose of query, but the porcelain howl defeated him. Otah took

his meaning anyway.

"Not just this one. The last Dai-kvo. "lahi, his name was. And the one

before that. All of them. This is their fault. We trusted everything in

the andat. Our power, our wealth, the safety of our children.

Everything. We built on sand. We were stupid."

"But it worked for so long."

"It worked until it didn't," Otah said. The response came from the back

of his mind, as if it had always been there, only waiting for the time

to speak. "It was always certain to fail sometime. Now, or ten

generations from now. What difference does it make? If we'd been able to

postpone the crisis until my children had to face it, or my

grandchildren, or your grandchildren-how would that have been better

than us facing it now? The andat have always been an unreliable tool,

and poets have always been men with all the vanity and frailty and

weakness that men are born with. The Empire fell, and we built ourselves

in its image and so now we've fallen too. "There's no honor in a lesson

half-learned."

"Too had you hadn't said that to the I)ai-kvo."

"I did. To all three of them, one way and another. "They didn't take it

to heart. And I ... I didn't stay to press the point."

"Then we'll have to learn the lesson now," Nayiit said. It sounded like

an attempt at resolution, perhaps even bravery. It sounded hollow as a drum.

"Someone will," Otah said. "Someone will learn by our example. And maybe

the Galts burned all the hooks that would have let them teach more poets

of their own. Perhaps they're already safe from our mistakes."

""That would he ironic. To come all this way and destroy the thing that

you'd come for."

"Or wise. It might he wise." Otah sighed and took another mouthful of

the wheat. ""I'he Galts are likely almost to "Ian-Sadar by now. As long

as they're heading south, we may he able to reach Machi again before

they do. There's no fighting them, I think we've discovered that, but we

might be able to flee. Get people to Eddensca and the Westlands before

the passes all close. It's probably too late to take a fast cart for Bakta."

Nayiit shook his head.

"They aren't going south."

Otah took another mouthful. The food seemed to he seeping into his

blood; he felt only half-dead with exhaustion. Then, a breath or two

later, Nayiit's words found their meaning, and he frowned, put down his

bowl, and took a questioning pose. Nayiit nodded down toward the low

towns at the base of the mountain village.

"I was talking with one of the footmen. The Galts came up the river from