"How do you know that?"
I was sitting in the back seat of Twyla's car, my head leaning against the cushion.
"Here, eat some sugar," Tolliver said anxiously, working a piece of candy out of his jeans pocket. He unwrapped it for me, and popped it in my mouth. I knew from experience that I would feel better in a few minutes, especially if I had a Coke.
"You were willing to believe me before I did anything," I said. "Have a little more faith. Dig for them."
"If you're lying, your ass will end up in jail," she said.
"And I would deserve it."
With a lot of effort, I turned my head to look out the car window. There were a couple of deputies standing on the site. Twyla was with them. The expression on her face would have made the most jaded con man weep—or maybe not. In our travels, in my line of work, we've met a few con men, and they almost all have no empathy. It's just not in their emotional repertoire.
"Come show me," Sheriff Rockwell said, and Tolliver helped me out of the car. Slowly we made our way to the place where I'd fainted, and though I was shaking all over because I would have to feel the death again, I stood on the spot where I'd sensed the most recent body.
"Here," I said, pointing straight down. I knew who it was, too. This was the body of Jeff, Twyla's grandson. Tolliver got out a spiral-bound notebook he had zipped in his jacket. He'd sketched a very rough outline of the site. "This is Jeff, Jeff McGraw," I told Tolliver. "He was strangled." Tolliver stuck a length of wire in the ground. The red flag flapped a little in the stiff breeze. He put his left arm around me and took my right hand in his. I nodded in the direction we should go, a little uphill and to the north, and I centered myself above another corpse. Tears began rolling down my cheeks…I'd never encountered such suffering. "Here," I said. "Chester." Two yards farther, we had a boy Sheriff Rockwell hadn't mentioned. "This is someone named something like—Chad, Chad something that begins with a T." The sheriff was scribbling in her own notebook. The deputies were listening, too, but they were completely skeptical and not a little angry. I couldn't do anything about that. They'd learn soon enough.
I followed the next signal to the rear of the lot, right where the ground began to rise sharply. It was centered behind a clump of bushes. I wiped my face with a handkerchief, said, "Dylan," and staggered a bit south. Now I was behind the house. The sheriff and Twyla followed me, and the deputies, too. "Aaron," I said. "Wasn't there an Aaron?" And a few yards south again. This one was harder, for some reason. His horror and panic had short-circuited his brain while he was dying. "I think this is Tyler," I said. And then I went to the southernmost grave of all, and I knew it was the oldest, somehow. The vibrations it gave off were just a bit weaker. "This is the first one," I told the sheriff, who was keeping pace with us. That wasn't hard, because I was moving very slowly by now, and I was shaking all over. "His name was…" I shook my head slightly, tried to focus more intently. "His name was James something," I said. "James Ray, James Roy, James Robert. I'm not…I can't tell his last name. Oh, Tolliver, get me out of here." There was one more, a boy named Hunter. I could barely stand by the time I had him pinpointed. He'd died of hypothermia. He must have been one of the November abductions.
"Can I take my sister back into town? She needs to lie down," Tolliver said.
"Nope," Sandra Rockwell, her jaw clicking shut with a snap. "Not until we check this out." If I was lying, Sandra Rockwell wanted me on hand when she discovered the lie. "You got any advice on which place to check first?" she asked.
I shook my head. "Any of the places we stuck a flag," I said.
Twyla had retreated to the Cadillac. I was glad I couldn't tell what live people were thinking, because imagining how she felt couldn't hold a candle to her actual misery. When Tolliver and I climbed in the back seat, she was kind enough to turn the car on so the heater would warm us. For what seemed like a long time, we just huddled there in the car. Not a word was spoken. My head seemed full of a white noise, and I couldn't think about anything. I'd seen horrors.
I didn't turn my head to watch what went on in the old homesite, but Twyla did. Finally, she said, "They've dug about two feet down, now. It sure is a sloppy day for it. I hope Dave and Harry don't catch a cold. Much less Sandra."
I thought, I would have been glad to wait for better weather, but I didn't say anything.
It was my first mass murder.
A little before eleven o'clock Dave and Harry, the two deputies, uncovered the first bones.
There was a pause, a palpable pause. The three law officers fell still around the hole that had finally gotten deep enough.
I'd been leaning back. I straightened. Tolliver's head rotated, and so did Twyla's.
"My grandson?" she asked. I'd been expecting the question.
"No," I said. "They picked the northernmost burial to start at. I'm so sorry. Your grandson is there, Twyla, at the first flag we put in. I wish I could make it better. I wish he wasn't out there." I didn't know how else to put it.
"You can't be sure." Her voice was hesitant. I hadn't known Twyla Cotton more than a couple of hours, but I knew that that wasn't her normal attitude.
"No, of course." I was sure, though. This strange skill is all I have, really. That, and Tolliver, and my two half sisters. So I'm careful of my skill, and I never say anything unless I'm sure. The boy I'd seen in the upslope grave was the same boy in the pictures at Twyla Cotton's house.
"How…how did these boys die?"
That was the question I'd been dreading.
"I really can't…" I couldn't finish the sentence. "I really can't," I said, making it declarative.
Tolliver winced and looked away at the ribbon of road traveling up and around the bend. It didn't take much imagination to know he wished he were traveling that road, getting away from this place. I wished I were, too. I was sick with horror. I had seen so much death I'd thought I was impervious to anything new, but I'd discovered today that was far from the truth.
"You can leave," Sandra Rockwell said, and I jumped in my seat. She'd come over to the car and pulled open the door. "Go back to Twyla's, and wait for me there. I'm going to call in SBI, right now." The State Bureau of Investigation. They would be invaluable to a little force like this, but that's not to say they'd be real welcome. Sandra looked angry, she looked sick, and she looked scared.
Twyla started up the car, and we drove up the mountain a little ways until we got to a turnaround. She made a careful turn, and drove down, past the ruined house and its ghastly yard, down to Doraville. She parked in her garage, and got out of the car slowly, as though she'd added years to her bones while we were gone. Unlocking the house, she led the way ponderously into the kitchen, where we all three stood in awkward silence.
"I think she meant us to stay here, too," I said. "I'm sorry. I wish we could go back to the motel and get out of your way. You need some time off."
"I'll just go upstairs for a little," Twyla said. "You all help yourself to the drinks in the refrigerator, and call me if you need anything. If you get hungry, there's ham on the second shelf, and the bread is in the breadbox there." She pointed, and we nodded, and she went up the stairs slowly, her eyes on the steps in front of her and her face still with grief and unshed tears. After a minute, we heard her voice and realized she was making phone calls.
We sat at the table, not knowing what else to do. Even if we'd been in the mood, we wouldn't have turned on the television or the radio. We read the newspaper, and Tolliver got us each a Coke out of the refrigerator. Tolliver worked the crossword puzzle, and I found a Reader's Digest to read.