I thought about those comic book manuals for the M16s. “Yes, sir.”
“Dismissed.”
It was late in the afternoon—that point in the Asian day when the sun seemed like it just wouldn’t die. I walked out to Gate 055 and to the Boy-Howdy Beau-Coups Good Times Lounge with the explicit idea of getting epically hammered. There weren’t too many people in the place, so I got four beers from the bar and retreated to my weapon of choice. I took off my sling and tossed it on top of the piano, doodled a little in the key of F and then attempted to slide into some Fats Waller.
Mai Kim came over and pulled up a bar stool to watch me play. The Stars and Stripes was folded up under her arm, but she didn’t ask for a lesson. I guess my mood was evident. She hovered there, though, looking at me. “Hey, Mai Kim.”
She smiled and crossed her legs. “Hi, you back?”
“For a little while.”
She looked concerned. “You go to America?”
I sipped the first of the second brace of beers. “Eventually, but for now it will just be BHQ in Chu Lai.”
She leaned forward to look at my face and the bandages on my forearm. “You hurt?”
I looked up and was struck by the symmetry of her China-doll face, framed by the black silk hair. “Not so bad.”
“You sad?”
“A little.” I continued to look at her and noticed she seemed down, too. “How ’bout you?”
She smiled a flicker of a smile that died before it could catch. “Tennessee boyfriend, he no write.”
“He rotate home?”
“Yes.” She nodded. “What you think about?”
“A girl.” I thought about the blonde back in Durant and wondered if she was still around.
She seemed even sadder. “American girl?”
“Yep.” I continued to vamp the stride piece “A Good Man Is Hard to Find,” my left hand alternating between single notes at the lower portion of the keyboard and chords toward middle C.
She made an attempt at brightening, the smile catching a little at the corner of her mouth. “This my favorite song, you play.” I kept the title to myself, even though I think she knew it, and continued playing. “You tell me about America?”
“Big subject...”
She reached out and stroked the side of my brow, careful to avoid the stitches. “Tell me favorite place again.”
“Back home?”
Her fingers brushed through my hair and then settled on my shoulder. “Yes.”
The words flowed like the stream I was thinking of, and I smiled back at her. “There’s a spot in the southern part of my county in Wyoming, by the Hole in the Wall down near a place called Powder Junction.”
“Hole in the Wall?”
“Yep. I told you, remember? It’s a famous spot where the outlaws used to hide out.”
“Outlaws.”
“Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid.” She nodded her head in recognition. I thought about how, after serving three-quarters of his sentence, George LeRoy Parker had been brought before Governor William H. Richards and declared that he would never rob another bank in Wyoming. He was released and, true to his word, never robbed another Wyoming bank—nobody said anything about Colorado. “They took cover near where Buffalo Creek spills out of the canyon just as you get to these gigantic red walls that run fifty miles.” I thought about the big, wary trout that swam in the sun-sparked cold waters below the narrow-leaved willows. “There’s an old ghost town called Bailey, and near there, it’s the best fishing in all the Bighorn Mountains.”
“Bailey, Bighorn Mountains.”
“Yep.”
“Mai Kim!” Le Khang’s voice called from the other side of the room. She turned and looked at him and at the ready airman with the mustache who stood by the counter.
She looked at me, smiled, and got off her stool. “You go back there?”
I set my bottle back on the piano and stared at the keys. “I don’t know . . .”
She slipped her hand from my shoulder onto my wounded arm and carefully stroked the gauze and bandages that were wrapped there. “This girl, she there?”
I laughed a short exhale. “Yep.”
She gave me one last pat on the shoulder before walking away. “You go back.”
I drank steadily through the afternoon, the weight of my wounded arm sloping my shoulder farther and farther down until it was all I could do to continue raising my one hand to play.
I’d probably gone through an entire case of beer by the time I noticed it was full night; the crowd was pushing in against me. I’d also noticed that Le Khang hadn’t brought any more beer over for a while, a sure sign I had been cut off.
Rescue came in the form of a familiar powder-blue arm, which reached across and placed another beer next to all the empties on the flipped-up cover of the zebra-striped, grained piano.
“How you feelin’, Hollywood?”
He smiled and sat on the edge of the bench, and I noticed how little room he took up in comparison to Henry Standing Bear. Hoang had been released only two days after the incident at Khe Sanh, had already been reestablished to active flight duty, and had flown three more missions since the beginning of the week. “I buy you beer.”
“Thanks.”
He continued to smile at me. “You drunk.”
“Stinking.” He looked puzzled. “Stinking drunk.”
He brightened, always game for another piece of American slang. “Stinking drunk?”
“Stinking. Drunk.”
He held his beer up to mine as he chanted the phrase to himself. I picked up the bottle, wet with condensation, and tipped his. The English lesson made me think about Mai Kim, and thoughts of her battered away at the waves of alcohol that kept rolling onto the beaches of my mind. “Where’s Mai Kim?”
He looked at me blankly. “She not here.”
“Where is she?”
“She gone.”
I drank my beer. “Oh.”
I scratched my head and watched as my hat slipped off and fell on top of the foot pedals of the piano. Hoang reached down and snagged it and placed it back on my head backwards. “You stinking drunk!”
I pushed back and stood, none too steadily, and waited for the world to stop moving. It was getting late, and I decided to make the long trek back to the other side of the airfield where they’d lodged me in the visitors’ barracks. Hoang was next to me and put an arm on mine to help me steady a persistent list. “You go home?”
“Yep.” I stuck a hand out to grip the piano, which provided a little more support than the compact pilot. “If I can.”
“I help you.”
I half tripped over the piano bench and watched as everyone moved away. There was a brief upsurge of nausea, and I belched, which made me feel a little better. “I’m okay.”
As I turned and shambled toward the open doorway, Hoang raised one of my arms and slipped under to help me navigate what now appeared to be the pitching deck of the Boy-Howdy Beau-Coups Good Times Lounge. I pulled away and fell down the two wooden steps that led out of the bar.
I rolled over and stared up into the hazy star-filled night. “Ouch.”
Hoang’s face was above mine. “You fall.”
“I guess I could use a little help.”
The Vietnamese pilot grabbed an arm and helped me get to my feet. He was surprisingly strong and half led, half supported me as I wavered down the deserted red-dirt road. He nodded his head. “You save my life.”
I looked at the ludicrous figure of the tiny man in the powder-blue jumpsuit and white silk scarf. “When?”
“You funny guy.”
I stopped and saluted the two air policemen who were stationed at Gate 055. The APs asked Hoang if I was going to make it or should they call a patrol with a jeep or maybe a forklift. Hoang shook his head and explained that we would walk the perimeter to the next gate to give me a chance to sober up. He also explained how I’d saved his life.
They said that was great.