I hope he’s right, but right now all I want to do is lose myself in him. I press tight into his body and bury my face in his chest. “I love you.”
“I know. That’s the only thing that saved me. You’re my redemption.” He leans down and kisses me.
I gaze into his perfect eyes and trace my finger lightly down the scar on his cheek. He closes his eyes and shudders, then sighs. I press closer into him, knowing what I want. “Do that thing again.”
He smiles and opens his eyes, but his brow creases. “I don’t think I can.”
I stretch up on my tiptoes, loop my arms around his neck, and pull him into a kiss. “Try,” I whisper into his lips, wanting to feel that close to him again.
He closes his eyes, takes a deep breath and leans into me, kissing me deeply. After a minute he pulls back. “I can’t. My essence is human now-a soul. It can’t leave my body while I’m alive.” But he doesn’t look disappointed. He’s smiling.
My pulse quickens and I feel an electric tingle course through my body, waking every cell. “So. does this mean we can. ”
His eyes are deep, black pools as he stares down into mine, and I swear I can see his soul. Then they flash and he nods. He leans down to kiss me, and, as we sink into the sheets, into each other, I know this can’t be wrong.
Luc
I didn’t know it was possible to feel like this. I kiss her and feel my new flesh-and-blood heart expanding right out of my chest, filling me with indescribable bliss.
We can be together-really together.
Her hands start on the button of my jeans, and I wish for the ability to just magic our clothes away.
But that was my old life. No. not a life at all. Just an existence. I wrap my arms around Frannie and pull her closer. This is living.
I pull back and look at her, sure I’ve never seen anything so beautiful. She closes her eyes as I trace a finger along her eyebrow and down her nose, but just as my finger reaches her lips, her eyes snap open and her features twist in pain. “NO!” she gasps, bolting upright. I feel her terror just as if it was my own.
Her face is ashen as she rolls and vomits into the trash can next to the bed. She sits and hugs her knees to her chest. “Me. ” Her whisper is barely audible.
I pull myself up and sit next to her. “What is it? What did you see?”
“He’s coming,” she says, her voice strangled. Then she’s off the bed like a shot, pulling on her shirt.
“Who?” I say, struggling to keep up. I slide my feet onto the floor and button my jeans. “Who’s coming, Frannie?”
The room starts swirling, and then Gabriel is there, all human pretense gone. He hovers just off the floor in his flowing white robes, and I see Frannie’s terror mirrored in his eyes.
Matt appears next to him. “He’s coming.”
And then, like a wrecking ball, some unseen force hits Frannie, lifting her off the ground and throwing her hard into the wall. Matt dives for her, but he’s too late. She slides into a heap on the floor.
“Frannie!” My legs have me across the room and over her crumpled form in a flash, and when I pull her into my arms, I see the steam start to rise off her skin. She’s a thousand degrees. “Frannie!” I say again, shaking her. Then she opens her eyes and I understand.
They’re glowing red.
“Lucifer,” she says in a voice that’s hers but not, “who’s got the prize now?”
“No!” I hear my voice as if from a great distance as rage nearly rips me in half.
“Beherit!” Gabriel’s voice vibrates through me. “You can’t do this. You have no claim.”
“Oh, but I can. am, actually.” Frannie’s lips pull into a sinister grin. “I’ve got special orders from the king Himself. Anything goes.”
I hold Frannie and, as I look into those glowing eyes, I know the game is over. If King Lucifer wants her so much he’s willing to throw all the rules to the wind, I’m not sure even the Almighty could save her.
I can’t give up.
I look at the crucifix dangling from the chain around her neck. Gold. I yank it from her neck and raise it above her.
But Matt grabs my wrist. He glares at me and rips the crucifix out of my grasp. And he’s right. I can use it to drive Beherit out, but at what cost?
She starts to pull free of me, and I let her. But then, by instinct, I reach for her hand, holding it in a death grip. Frannie is still in there, and a desperate piece of me needs to stay connected. She pulls herself to her feet, seeming taller, and turns to look me in the eye.
“How quaint, Lucifer. But you two are well past the hand-holding stage, don’t you think?” She grabs my face and pulls me into a hard kiss. But it’s not Frannie, it’s Beherit, and I feel tendrils of his essence start to work their way through my lips.
As I pull back, she gasps loudly and her face screws tight as a strangled “no” works its way up from her depths. Gabriel sweeps her out of my arms and into his. He cradles her in one arm and draws a circle on her forehead with the index finger of the other as he whispers something I can’t make out.
Her eyes snap open, still glowing red, and her face pulls into a grimace. “Good luck with that, Gabriel.”
As asinine as it is, I find myself jealous that Gabriel can actually do something other than just stand here staring, and I have to fight the urge to rip her out of his arms.
“A fighter, this one,” she says in a strained voice distinctly not hers.
“Fight him, Frannie,” I say, reaching for her hand.
Her face twists with effort. “I want you out.” Her voice is little more than a whisper, but it’s hers. Her body writhes in Gabriel’s arms. He lowers her to the bed, and I pull her into my arms, sending her all my strength.
“That’s it, Frannie,” Gabriel says. “You have the power. Use it.”
The flood of hope overwhelms me. Sway. Frannie has Sway. If she fights-if she wants it enough.
“You don’t want to be in here.” Her voice is stronger, and when her eyes open, there’s only a glowing ring around the irises. “You don’t. want me,” she growls.
She continues to writhe with the internal struggle for control then suddenly goes still, as if one of them has given up the fight. I gaze into her eyes, panicked nearly to the point of insanity. “Frannie?”
Her eyes roll back for a moment, and a moan starts from deep inside her, growing in intensity. Her face becomes red and her eyes bulge. There’s a flash of red energy, and she jerks then goes limp.
Breathing back the panic, I cradle her to my chest. “Frannie? Can you hear me?” She finally looks up at me with clear blue eyes-still scared, but lucid.
“He’s gone,” she says with a weary smile. I take a few deep breaths to slow my hammering heart then lean down and kiss her.
Frannie
I squeeze Luc’s hand where he sits next to me as I lie on the bed.
“You did good. Your Sway is getting stronger,” he says.
I’m still shivering and my teeth chatter. “Why can I only remember a little of what happened?”
“You may only remember the parts when you were in control.”
“I feel like someone ran over me with a bus. Why didn’t it feel like this with you?”
“Well, I didn’t pick you up and throw you into the wall, for starters,” Luc says. He and Gabe exchange a look, and Luc shoots him a vindictive smile. “But I guess it’s different when you’ve invited the demon in.”
Matt drops into the desk chair and glares at Luc.
Gabe looks at me with a rueful smile. I shrug, not sure what to say, but then a shiver racks me again and I feel nauseous. Out of the blue the tears start, and I’m helpless to stop them. “I’m not going to have a life, am I?” I say between the sobs.
Luc pulls me tightly to him, but he doesn’t answer.
Gabe stands in my door and just stares at me. “Nobody knows the future, Frannie. Everything that happens changes everything else. But the deal is, you’re valuable to both sides. The chance that you’ll be able to get through this untagged is pretty much none. And once you’re tagged-either way-you can be manipulated. I’m obviously not all that objective, but if someone was going to be jerking me around, I’d rather it wasn’t Hell.”