"I didn't have to go then. I have to go now."
"For God's sake, Kenny, we've passed a million gas stations since we left. Why didn't you say anything?"
"Because I didn't have to go!"
"Well, you can't go now!"
"Stop it!" Justin said. Lowering his voice, he said to Kendall, "Can you wait a few minutes until we hit another gas station or a restaurant?"
"No," she wailed. "I have to go!"
Justin pulled the car over to the shoulder, put the car in park. "The bushes are all yours," he said.
"Mommyyy…I can't."
"Then you're going to have to wait."
"But I can't! It's getting dark!"
"It's fun to pee in the bushes," Justin said. "It's my favorite thing. Even when it's dark."
"I'll go with you," Deena said. When the little girl's eyes welled up with tears, she softened her tone and said, "Don't worry. Jay's right. It's fun." She stepped out of the car, opened the back door. She reached in and unbuckled her daughter, lifting her up and out of the car. Taking her hand, they marched together into the brush and out of sight of the highway.
Justin picked up his cell phone, unfolded a piece of paper, squinted at his own handwriting, then dialed one of the numbers that Gary had given him for Helen Roag. First he called her office, got her voice mail, and hung up without leaving a message. Then he called back and this time, after listening to the mechanical instructions and a woman's voice say, "Helen Roag," he said, "Ms. Roag, this is…it doesn't matter who this is. I think you're in a lot of danger and you need to disappear. I'm going to say three words to show I know what I'm talking about. Kransten. Newberg. Aphrodite. If you haven't heard, Ed Marion was murdered today. Be careful of the police, be careful of the FBI. They can't be trusted. I'll try to get in touch with you somehow. But please, in the meantime, take this very seriously and please try to protect yourself."
He tried her cell phone next, got another recording telling him to leave a message. He left basically the same message he'd just left at her office.
He hung up, dialed the number he had for Helen Roag's home. A woman answered and he said, "Helen?"
The woman's voice quivered as she said, "No. Who is this?"
"A friend of hers," Justin said. "My name's Jay. May I speak to her?"
There was a pause and Justin sensed that the woman on the other end of the phone was about to burst into tears. "Helen's not here," she said.
"Do you know where she is?"
"Nobody knows where she is," the woman said. "She's missing."
"Who am I talking to?"
"This is her sister. Kathleen."
"Have the police been called in, Kathleen?"
"Yes. But so far-"
"How about the FBI? Has anyone from the FBI contacted you?"
"Yes. Do you have any information, Jay? Do you have any idea what's happened to Helen? If you do-"
Justin clicked off the connection, leaned back in his seat, and closed his eyes. He opened them when he heard the sound of a car slowing down. A black American car, some kind of Ford rental, had pulled up alongside. From the passenger seat, a blond man, around thirty, stuck his head out the window. The guy's hair was perfectly coiffed, dipping slightly over his forehead, and he was handsome in a boyish, asexual kind of way. Justin couldn't see the driver.
"Need any help?" the blond asked.
Justin shook his head and said, "Pit stop," and jerked his thumb in the direction of the bushes.
The blond man smiled knowingly. Then he looked at his watch, turned back to Justin, and said, "Bye-bye." With a jerky motion, the man pointed straight ahead down the highway and the car took off, burning rubber, tires screeching, the accelerator pressed to the floor. It was like watching a drag race. They had to be doing eighty in no time, and within seconds they were out of sight.
Justin closed his eyes again, leaned his head back. People are fucking crazy, he thought. He couldn't help but give a rueful smile. There I go, using the f-word again.
The smile faded as he thought of Helen Roag. Missing and, he assumed now, dead. Ed Marion, murdered. Susanna Morgan, broken neck. Lewis Granger, smothered…
There has to be a connection, he thought. There has to be a pattern.
It's just another puzzle. And all puzzles can be solved.
And then a picture came into his mind: the man in the car, looking at his watch.
Justin's eyes flew open but the picture didn't fade.
A blond man.
Handsome.
Robert Redford hair.
Smiling.
Somebody knew we were going to see Granger.
Which means somebody knows we're here now.
Looking at his watch.
Speeding away.
Bye-bye…
Smiling.
Looking at his watch…
Deena and Kendall emerged from the bushes just as Justin grabbed for the door handle and threw the door open. He tried to leap out of the car, forgot he was strapped in, that Kendall had insisted he use the seat belt. He fumbled frantically to release the latch, finally got it off, and rolled out of the car. When he was upright, he saw Deena and Kendall, just a few feet away now, and he began screaming, "Get away from the car! Get away from the car! Run!"
They both froze, looked at him like he was insane. He didn't bother to try to run around the front, just leaped onto the hood, scrambled over it. With one motion, he scooped Kendall up into his arms, held her as tightly as he could, grabbed Deena's arm and yanked her forward. He ran as fast as he could, practically dragging Deena behind him, and he was screaming the whole time, "Go, go, go! Faster, faster, faster!"
He got them into the woods, maybe twenty, thirty yards away, when something told him it was time. He was still screaming, and Deena was still resisting, and Kendall was still squirming, crying in his arms, when he dove to the ground, covering the little girl with his body, pulling her mother down beside him. He heard Deena scream at him, "What the hell are you-" and then he didn't hear any more because that's when the explosion came.
It was as if a wave of flame rode over him. He did his best to shield them both. He felt Kendall struggle. Somehow he knew she was screaming but he couldn't hear anything, couldn't really feel anything now except the heat. He felt a searing pain in his left shoulder, the one that was exposed to the air, and then the heat was over. It had passed. He waited, used his weight to keep the woman and the girl pinned to the ground, then he let them go, and he sat up.
Kendall was crying, wracking sobs, and so was Deena. Their clothes were filthy and their faces were covered with dirt and scratches. Deena reached out for the girl, who rolled over into her protective arms. They hugged each other and stayed on the ground, crying. They didn't try to speak.
Justin stood up. The pain in his shoulder almost brought him back down to his knees, and he saw that a two-inch shard of glass had embedded itself in his skin. He looked back at the road, and what he saw didn't make sense. The car was intact. He'd expected it to be demolished, but except for a bulge in the roof, nothing much seemed to have happened. He stepped closer, went another twenty feet or so nearer to the highway, and saw that the car's windows were gone. It had to be window glass that was embedded in his arm. The force of the explosion had sent it through the air as if shot out of a rifle. Another car was in the middle of the highway. It had been driving by at the moment the bomb went off and the driver had careened into the highway divider. Two men were struggling to get out. They looked dazed but relatively unhurt.
And then he saw, coming down the highway, driving back from the direction in which it had sped off, the black rented Ford.
"We've got to get out of here," he said. Deena started to argue, but he shook his head and just insisted, "We've got to go. Now!" He reached down to help her up, and her eyes widened when she saw his arm. "It's okay," he told her. He grabbed the small piece of glass with his right hand, clenched his teeth, and yanked. It felt like a carving knife being removed from the soft center of a well-cooked turkey. Justin thought he was going to faint from the pain and the spurt of blood, but he didn't. His legs buckled for a moment, then they were strong.