“Okay, down here.” I gestured at a mess of pipes with four valves on it. “Close all those except the third one. That one should be full-open.”
I checked my Gizmo while Dale worked. Ten minutes.
“Sanchez, how accurate is that one-hour estimate on chloroform toxicity?”
“Quite accurate,” she said. “Some people will already be in critical condition.”
Dale redoubled his pace. “Done. Next.”
“Just one more,” I said. I led him away from the pipe maze to a half-meter-wide outflow pipe and pointed to a valve that controlled it. “Turn this to full-open and we’re done.”
He grabbed the handle and tried to crank it. It didn’t budge.
“Dale, you have to turn the handle,” I said.
“The hell you think I’m trying to do?”
“Try harder!”
He turned around, gripped with both hands, and pushed against the ground with his legs. The crank still refused to move.
“Dammit!” Dale said.
My heart nearly beat out of my chest. I looked at my useless hands. With the hamster ball surrounding me I had no way to grip the valve. All I could do was watch.
Dale strained as hard as he could. “God… damn… it…”
“Does the rover have a toolbox?” I asked. “A wrench or something?”
“No,” he said through gritted teeth. “I took it out to make room for the inflatable.”
That meant the nearest wrench was in town. It would take way too long to retrieve one.
“What about me?” Sanchez said over the radio. “Can I help?”
“No good,” said Dale. “It takes hours to learn how to climb in an EVA suit. I’d have to go get you and carry you here. That would take a long time and even then you’re not very strong. You wouldn’t help much.”
This was it. This was as far as we’d get. One valve away from victory, but no further. Two thousand people would die. Maybe we could get back into town and save a few by dragging them into air shelters? Probably not. By the time we got in, everyone would be dead.
I looked around for anything that could help. But the surface around Artemis is the definition of “nothing.” Lots of regolith and dust. Not even a friendly rock to hit the valve with. Nothing.
Dale fell to his knees. I couldn’t see his face through the visor but I heard his sobs over the radio.
My stomach tied into knots. I was about to throw up. I welled up—about to cry. That just made my throat hurt even more. That pipe had really done a number on me and…
And…
And then I knew what I had to do.
The realization should have panicked me. I don’t know why it didn’t. But instead I just felt a great calm. The problem was solved.
“Dale,” I said softly.
“Oh God…” Dale rasped.
“Dale, I need you to do something for me.”
“W-What?”
I pulled the pipe from my belt. “I need you to tell everyone I’m sorry. I’m so sorry for everything I did.”
“What are you talking about?”
“And I need you to tell Dad I love him. Okay, that’s the most important thing. Tell Dad I love him.”
“Jazz.” He stood up. “What are you doing with that pipe?”
“We need leverage.” I gripped the pipe with both hands and pointed the sharp end forward. “And I’ve got it. If this won’t turn it, nothing will.”
I rolled my ball over to the handle.
“But the pipe’s inside your hamster ba—oh. No!”
“I probably won’t last long enough to turn the handle. You’ll have to grab the pipe and finish for me.”
“Jazz!” He reached toward me.
It was now or never. Dale had lost focus. I can’t blame him. It’s hard to watch your best friend die, even if it is for the greater good.
“I forgive you, buddy. For everything. Goodbye.”
I thrust the sharp end of the pipe through the edge of my ball. Air hissed out through the pipe—I’d just given the vacuum a straw to suck on. The pipe grew cold in my hands. I pushed harder and wedged the pipe into the valve handle’s spokes.
My hamster ball stretched and ripped near the puncture site. I had a fraction of a second left, at best.
With all my strength, I shoved the pipe to the side and felt the handle give.
Then physics showed up with a vengeance.
The ball ripped itself to shreds. One second I was pushing on the pipe, the next I was flying through the void.
All noise stopped immediately. Blinding sunlight assaulted my eyes—I squinted in pain. The air fled from my lungs. I gasped for more—I could expand my chest but nothing came in. Weird feeling.
I landed faceup on the ground. My hands and neck burned while the rest of my body, protected by clothing, roasted more slowly. My face ached from the onslaught of burning light. My mouth and eyes bubbled—the fluids boiling off in the vacuum.
The world went black and consciousness slipped away. The pain stopped.
•
Dear Jazz,
According to the news, something’s very wrong with Artemis. They say the whole city went offline. There’s been no contact at all. I don’t know why my email would be the exception but I have to try.
Are you there? Are you okay? What happened?
17
I awoke to darkness.
Wait a minute. I awoke?
“How am I not dead?” I tried to say.
“Huu m uh nn’ d’d?” I actually said.
“Daughter?!” It was Dad’s voice. “Can you hear me?”
“Mmf.”
He took my hand. It didn’t feel right, though. The sensation was dulled.
“C… can not… see…”
“You have bandages over your eyes.”
I tried to hold his hand, but it hurt.
“No. Don’t use your hands,” he said. “They’re also injured.”
“She shouldn’t be awake,” said a woman’s voice. It was Doc Roussel. “Jazz? Can you hear me?”
“How bad is it?” I asked her.
“You’re speaking Arabic,” she said. “I can’t understand you.”
“She asked how bad it is,” Dad said.
“It’s going to be a painful recovery, but you’ll survive.”
“N… not me… the city. How bad is it?”
I felt a pinprick on my arm.
“What are you doing?” Dad asked.
“She shouldn’t be awake,” Roussel said.
And then I wasn’t.
I drifted in and out of consciousness for a full day. I remember snippets here and there. Reflex tests, someone changing my bandages, injections, and so on. But I was only semi-alert until they stopped groping me, then I’d return to the void.
“Jazz?”
“Huh?”
“Jazz, are you awake?” It was Doc Roussel.
“…yes?”
“I’m going to take the bandages off your eyes.”
“Okay.”
I felt her hands on my head. The padding on my face unwrapped and I could finally see. I winced at the light. As my eyes adjusted, I saw more of the room.
I was in a small hospital-like room. I say “hospital-like” because Artemis doesn’t have a hospital. Just Doc Roussel’s sick bay. This was a room in the back somewhere.
My hands were still bandaged. They felt awful. They hurt, but not too bad.
The doc, a sixtysomething woman with gray hair, shined a flashlight in each of my eyes. Then she held up three fingers. “How many fingers?”
“Is the city okay?”
She wiggled her hand. “One thing at a time. How many fingers.”
“Three?”
“Okay. What do you remember?”
I looked down at my body. Everything seemed to be there. I wore a hospital smock and I’d been tucked into the bed. My hands were still bandaged. “I remember popping a hamster ball. I expected to die.”