She runs off, like a docile child, and the elders are left together in the shade of the trees. Neither speaks. Mr. Rushwood stand stiffly by the table with an expressionless face. He is preoccupied; and a little embarrassed, too, at being left alone with this stranger who, though she looks quite conventional, may at any moment display some disturbing eccentricity. Miss Swanson surveys him with eyes that, in spite of everything, are shrewd enough behind the concealing black lenses. She does not seem to find reassurance in his aspect. Presently she puts up the sunshade which she has folded during the conversation with Freda, and starts to move off. But then a sudden impulse, very rare in her restrained spinster’s heart, makes her turn back and address the uncompromising man.
‘Mr. Rushwood, will you allow me to say something which I really have no right to say? You may quite well tell me that your wife’s future is no business of mine, and I can only answer that nothing but my very genuine affection for her would induce me to interfere in matters which do not concern me. During the last few weeks I have come to know Freda very well, she has confided in me, and I understand her character. Perhaps, if you will forgive my saying so, I understand her even better than you do. Of course I don’t know what plans you have made for her, but, Mr. Rushwood, I do beg you most earnestly to consider very carefully whether this is the right place for her — whether it would not be better to take her away from an environment where she is always lonely and sad and where she is bound to see and hear things which would be shocking to any young girl and must be especially so to one so sensitive and highly-strung as she is. If you leave her here when you go I am really afraid of what may happen to her — I am really afraid she will break her heart.’
It is the proof of Miss Swanson’s love that she is able to urge a course of action so contrary to her own wishes, for without Freda her existence at the clinic would loose its last shred of value.
The visitor has been growing slowly more uncomfortable during her long speech which, though spoken in a perfectly quiet voice, strikes him as being charged with dangerous emotion. For the first time he displays some sign of feeling, as, with a look half irritable, half apprehensive, he glances about as if in search of assistance. ‘This is insupportable!’ he thinks indignantly: ‘why doesn’t someone come and take the woman away?’ But there is nobody at all in sight and he is obliged to make a reply.
‘My dear madam, even though you don’t credit me with any understanding of my wife, you must at least allow the doctors’ opinion —’ he is beginning coldly, when two things occur simultaneously to rescue him from further embarrassment: a car sweeps round the bend of the private road and Freda rushes through the door of the clinic and comes running down the steps.
With only the briefest of salutes to his companion Rushwood goes across to the car where the girl is already sitting. Miss Swanson slowly waves her hand in response to Freda’s fluttering handkerchief. She watches the car out of sight and then walks in a dispirited way towards the workshop and the lampshade upon which she is stencilling a floral design. She knows that the day will pass drearily for her now.
For Freda, on the contrary, the hours fly like happy birds. Like a child just back from boarding-school for the holidays she wants to see everything, to do everything at once. The small lakeside town is a heaven to her; she darts in and out of shops, eating pastries and chocolates, buying absurd trifles, chattering all the while to her husband, whose attitude is more like that of a father, at the same time indulgent, distrait, and somewhat impatient. At lunch on the terrace of the hotel he can no longer restrain his impatience but sharply reproves the girl for her indecorous behaviour which, he fancies, is attracting the attention of the people around. Freda is cast-down and subdued for a few moments, but she soon forgets the rebuke and laughs and talks as irrepressibly as before.
The husband is rapidly coming to an end of his store of indulgence. The fact that the waiters obviously take Freda for his daughter and address her as ‘mademoiselle’ adds to his annoyance. He feels tired and worried, his leg is beginning to hurt him, he can no longer see anything but the faults in Freda’s conduct. Finally he suggests a trip on the lake. It seems to him that her childish irresponsibility and exuberance will be less noticeable on the steamer.
From the man’s point of view the afternoon is more satisfactory than the morning. To be sure, his wife is excited by the boat to begin with, she runs from one side to the other, leaning eagerly over the rail at the landing-stages to watch the people embark, and throwing bread to the gulls which mysteriously, so far from any sea, follow the steamer like white shadows. But towards the end of the trip she becomes quieter, sitting beside him on the wooden bench, her hand affectionately curled round his fingers. He spreads his coat over their knees so that no one shall see that she is holding his hand.
At dinner her febrile animation returns. The evening is chilly, instead of eating on the terrace they are now in the long dining-room. Her large, bright, prominent eyes dart mischievously from table to table, her indefatigable voice pours out its treble comments upon the diners. Once more Rushwood is forced to reprove her.
‘Really, Freda, you are acting like a bad-mannered schoolgirl. Can’t you realize that it’s not amusing but merely rude to make personal remarks?’
‘But they don’t understand what we’re saying —’
The note of almost unbearable irritation sounding through the deliberately calm tone in which he has just spoken penetrates her child’s heart like a cruel needle of ice. Her face falls grotesquely, her mouth trembles, tears — the sudden, despairing tears of a hurt child — fill her eyes to the brim.
‘All right, all right — there’s nothing to cry about,’ he says hastily, dreading a public scene.
Fortunately the waiter creates a diversion by bringing a dish of ice cream. Rushwood rests his chin on his hands and gazes across the small table at the girl who is now intent on the pink frozen substance upon her plate. Bitterness fills his being. Although his nature is cold and inflexible he is not a particularly unkind man, he wishes no ill to his wife; it is only that he can feel no sympathy, no toleration for her: his bitterness is directed against fate that has used him so evilly. He cannot understand why this disproportionate punishment should be inflicted upon him because he was once infatuated by a pretty face. ‘But who could have guessed it would turn out like this?’ he thinks wearily. He is glad that the meal is over, that the long, trying day has almost come to an end, that it is time to return his charge to the doctors’ care.
The car is waiting for them outside the hotel. He is profoundly relieved because Freda raises no objection to going back to the clinic. In his gratitude he feels more warmly towards her than he has done all day long: in the dusky seclusion of the car he touches her hand.
‘You never showed me your room in the hotel,’ she exclaims suddenly, as they start to climb the steep, curving road from the lake.
It has come now, the dangerous moment, the moment he dreads. But the lights of the clinic are in sight; he is saved.
‘I’m afraid I shan’t be staying,’ he says evenly. ‘I have to get back to the office. It’s not easy for me to get away even for a few days just now.’
There is dead silence inside the car. Even he, unimaginative and withdrawn as he is, feels the burden of silence. ‘Why doesn’t she say something?’ he wonders, peering at the averted whiteness that is her face. The car takes the final bend sharply and her body is thrown against his.
Suddenly she grasps his shoulders with both hands; he is surprised at the strength of her fingers, he feels her pointed fingers nipping into his flesh through the jacket and shirt.