"You have that," Langtry agreed wryly. "Emphatically, one might almost say."
"All right, all right!" White Haven repeated, this time with a hint of a smile. "I'll go away and leave you in peace."
He stood, lifting Samantha back to his shoulder, and started for the door. But he stopped, just short of it, and looked back.
"It all makes sense the way you interpret it. And Elizabeth, and Willie," he said. "And you may all be right. But I can't help thinking, Tony-what if you're not? What if I'm not? What if this isn't just a chance to buy time to organize our defenses, but a genuine opportunity to end the war without anyone else getting killed?"
"In that case, a lot of people are going to be killed who wouldn't have to be," Langtry said levelly. "But all any of us can do is the best we can do and hope at the end of the day we can live with our choices."
"I know," Hamish Alexander said softly. "I know."
"We're ready for you now, Your Grace."
Honor switched off her pad, rose from the comfortable chair in the private waiting room, scooped Nimitz up from the chair beside her, and followed the nurse. Andrew LaFollet trailed along behind her, and she hid a smile as she remembered his expression the first time he'd accompanied her on a visit to her physician and she'd innocently invited him to accompany her into the examination room. She hadn't done that to him again, but she tasted his own memory of the event as he followed her down the hallway. And, to be honest, she was tempted to do it again this time, since it was only too obvious LaFollet strongly supported MacGuiness' insistence on this nonsense.
"Through here, Your Grace," the nurse said. He opened the exam room's door, and Honor glanced mischievously at LaFollet, who returned her gaze stoically, then looked at the nurse.
"Thank you. Ah, would be all right if my armsman stands in the hall here?" she asked him.
"Quite all right, Your Grace," the nurse assured her. "We're aware of the Grayson security requirements."
"Good," she said, and smiled at LaFollet. "This shouldn't take too long, Andrew," she told him. "Of course, if you'd like to-"
She gestured at the examination room, one eyebrow arched, and treasured his long-suffering expression.
"That's all right, My Lady. I'll be fine right here," he assured her.
Honor checked the time again, and Nimitz bleeked a question as she frowned.
"Sorry, Stinker," she said, reaching out to scratch his chest as he reclined comfortably beside her on the examining table. "Just wondering what's become of Doctor Frazier."
Nimitz flipped his shoulders in an unmistakable shrug, and she chuckled. But she didn't stop wondering.
Both her parents were physicians, and she'd spent enough time undergoing repairs to be more familiar with the medical profession than most. There was a rhythm and a timing to examinations, and a routine physical shouldn't be taking this long. Doctor Frazier's nurse had run all the diagnostics and departed with the results almost ninety minutes ago. Frazier should have evaluated them and put in her own appearance within fifteen or twenty minutes at the outside.
"Wait here, Stinker."
Honor climbed down off the examining table, opened the door, and stuck her head out into the hall. LaFollet started to turn towards the door as it opened, then stopped, facing rigidly away from it.
"Oh, don't be silly, Andrew!" she scolded fondly. "I'm perfectly decent."
He turned his head, and his mouth twitched, hovering on the edge of a smile, as he took in her uniform trousers and blouse.
"Yes, My Lady?"
"I'm just wondering where Doctor Frazier is."
"Do you want me to go check, My Lady?"
"No, no." She shook her head. "I just wanted to poke my head out and look around. I'm sure she'll get here as soon as possible. I wonder what's holding her up, though."
"If you'd like-" LaFollet began, then broke off as Doctor Frazier came briskly down the hall with a memo board tucked firmly under her left arm.
Janet Frazier was trim, slender, auburn-haired, and a good twenty-five centimeters shorter than Honor. She moved with a brisk confidence and habitually exuded the sense of authority which was one of the hallmarks of a good physician. She looked just as composed as usual, but both of Honor's eyebrows rose as she tasted the doctor's actual emotions. Consternation predominated, mingled with something very much like apprehension-flavored amusement.
"Your Grace," Frazier said. "I apologize for the delay. I had to, ah, recheck some test results and do a little research."
"I beg your pardon?" Honor said.
"Why don't we step back into the exam room, Your Grace?"
Honor obeyed the polite command. She stepped back up onto the stool, and parked herself on the edge of the padded table. Nimitz took one look at Frazier, then sat up beside Honor, ears cocked. The raised diagnostic sensors just cleared the top of Honor's head as she sat down, and Frazier tossed her memo board onto the polished top of a low cabinet and folded her arms across her chest.
"Your Grace," she said after a moment, "I'm pretty sure I have a surprise for you. The nausea you've been experiencing?"
She paused, and Honor nodded.
"It's morning sickness, Your Grace."
Honor blinked. For a long moment, perhaps five seconds, she had absolutely no idea what Frazier was talking about. Then it registered, and she sat bolt upright. In fact, she sat up so quickly she bashed the top of her head on one of the sensors.
Not that she even noticed the impact.
"That's ridiculous!" she snapped. "Impossible!"
"Your Grace, I checked the results three times," Frazier said. "Trust me. You are pregnant."
"But-But... I can't be!" Honor shook her head, thoughts skittering like a treecat kitten on ice. "I can't be," she repeated. "On more levels than you can possibly imagine, Doctor, I can't be."
"Your Grace," Frazier said, "I'm not in any position to comment on exactly how much opportunity you've had to become pregnant. But I can tell you, without any doubt whatsoever, that you are."
Honor's head spun. Frazier couldn't be right-she just couldn't.
"But... but my implant," she protested.
"I thought about that as soon as I saw the initial result," Frazier admitted. "That's one reason I checked it three times."
Honor stared at her. All active-duty female naval personnel eligible for shipboard duty were required to maintain current contraceptive implants as insurance against accidental pregnancy. The Navy provided a perfectly adequate implant good for one T-year, renewable with each annual physical, as part of its basic medical care, but anyone who wanted to pay for her own implant could do so, as long as it met the minimum one-year requirement of the Service and was kept current. Without that implant, she was restricted to dirt-side duty, safely away from the risk of accidental radiation exposures. Given her own career plans, Honor had opted for a ten-year implant. It could have been deactivated at any time, in the unlikely event her plans had changed, and it was simply one less detail to bother about.
"I'm not positive yet, Your Grace," Frazier continued, "but I think I may have figured out what happened. To the implant, I mean."
Honor shook her head and settled back down on the edge of the examining table. Nimitz flowed into her lap, leaning back against her, and she wrapped her arms tightly about his soft, comforting warmth and rested her chin on the top of his head.
"If you have any idea how it happened, it's more than I have," she said.
"I think it's a data entry error, Your Grace."
"A data entry error?"
"Yes." Frazier sighed. "This probably wouldn't have happened if Doctor McKinsey hadn't been called back to Beowulf, Your Grace. Unfortunately, he was, and I've been your personal physician only since your return from Cerberus. And your file was delivered to me from Bassingford when I first saw you."