“Okay,” she replied, let go of his hand and ran gracefully on her high-heeled, black slingbacks to the kitchen.
“Mom!” Keira hissed, leaning toward me, eyes narrowed, clearly not pleased at this remarkable turn of events. Obviously Kate hadn’t shared her plan with her sister.
“Um…” I said to Cal, “can we talk a second in my room?”
“Nope,” he replied and remained unmoving.
“Keira, get Joe a coffee for the road. He takes it black,” Kate called from the kitchen.
Keira glared at me then glared at Cal and, obviously feeling the need for an unusual show of decorum in the face of the day’s events, she decided against throwing a tantrum but still, she stomped to the kitchen.
I limped to Cal and got close.
“What are you doing?” I whispered.
“Takin’ you and the girls to Sam’s funeral.”
“But –”
His hand came to the side of my neck and squeezed so further words froze in my throat.
His head dipped down so his face was in mine. “You’re dead on your feet, baby. You gotta get there safe, you gotta get home safe. I’m seein’ to that,” he said softly. “Now, get your ass in the car.”
“Cal –”
His hand tightened on my neck, it felt reflexive but it was strong enough to make a point so I again shut up.
His face got even closer when he ordered, “You call me Joe.”
I stared up at him and I knew my mouth was hanging open but I’d lost the knowledge as to how to close it.
He let me go and turned away.
I stood there and I didn’t know what to do.
I looked into the kitchen and Kate was bustling around, wrapping up a sandwich so huge Dagwood Bumstead would be in throes of ecstasy then grabbing an extra bag of chips then going to the fridge to get another pop and finally pulling out two more candy bars. Obviously my daughter thought Cal being a mountain of a man; he’d have a mountain of an appetite. Then again, when he was over for breakfast, he ate six rashers of bacon with his four pancakes so she probably wasn’t wrong. She shoved it all in the cooler as Keira jerked a travel mug at Cal, her other hand wrapped around mine.
“We ready?” Cal asked the Winters girls.
“I am,” Kate announced, hefting up the cooler.
Cal carried his travel mug to Kate, took the cooler from her and walked out the side door.
Kate followed.
Keira glared at me then she followed.
I stood there a few seconds then I went to the door, armed the alarm, closed it, locked it then limped to the Mustang.
The girls were already in the cramped back, the cooler between them, Cal was bent double, adjusting the driver’s seat, my door was open.
I limped to the car, got in and slammed my door.
Cal folded himself in beside me and slammed his.
Keira shoved my travel mug between the seats and snapped, “Here.”
I took it, muttering, “Thanks, baby. You take Mooch over to Pearl’s?”
“Yeah,” she replied then sat back on a verbal huff.
Cal hit the ignition and the car roared to life.
His arm went around my seat as he backed out and I kept my eyes glued to the windscreen as he did this.
He twisted the car into the road, took his arm from my seat, changed gears and we were on our way.
Well, one thing I could say about this, the only thing, was at least I didn’t have to drive.
Violet fell asleep the minute they hit I-65 outside Lebanon.
The girls had their sandwiches just outside Merrilville, Kate unwrapping his in a way he could eat the massive creation without half of it falling in his lap. She handed him his Coke, she opened a bag of chips for him and she half unwrapped a candy bar to finish his enormous lunch (he’d had to refuse candy bar number two).
Keira, when he caught her eyes in the rearview mirror, glared at him or, when he didn’t catch them, he saw she was staring out the window, her expression set to sad.
Both girls were quiet, maybe because they were deep in their thoughts but probably because their mother was sleeping.
As they hit the affluent area of Chicago where the service was being held, Kate gave Cal quiet directions.
He turned in, the lot already mostly full, mourners looking their way as they pulled in, eyes staying glued to the Mustang as he found a space.
Cal got out, pulled forward his seat and looked in the back.
“Both of you, out this side,” he ordered quietly.
Kate scrambled out. Keira threw some attitude with her eyes then scrambled out after her sister.
Cal put the seat back and got in the car. Then he leaned into Vi and put a hand to her knee.
“Honey, wake up.”
He squeezed her knee as her eyes fluttered then she came to with a start.
She straightened in her seat and looked around.
“We’re already here?” she asked softly.
“Yeah, baby.”
Her head slowly turned to him and she blinked. Then her chin tipped and she looked at his hand at her knee.
Cal gave it another squeeze but didn’t move it.
“You want a sandwich before we go in or do you just wanna go in?”
Her confused eyes came back to him and she said, “I have to put on my shoes.”
He looked at her feet in flip-flops and then back to her.
“You have them on.”
She shook her head, unbuckled her seatbelt, reached an arm to the floor and came up holding a pair of spike heeled, sexy black pumps.
Cal’s eyes went from the shoes to her face. “Buddy, you’re not fuckin’ wearin’ those shoes.”
“Yes I am.”
“No, you’re not.”
“But, I am.”
“You aren’t.”
She leaned toward him and whispered, “I can’t wear flip-flops to Sam’s funeral.”
“You got stitches in your foot,” Cal pointed out.
“So?”
“Vi.”
“Cal.”
He felt his mouth go tight as he squeezed her knee again.
They needed to have words, he knew that, not now, later, when she was herself again. When this shit didn’t weigh heavy on her mind. When he could tell her the state of play had changed pretty fucking significantly. It had changed in a way that Haines’s fucking SUV wouldn’t stay parked in her drive all night. It had changed in a way that her ass would never be in that SUV again. It had changed in a way that she’d stop fucking calling him Cal and use his goddamned name like she used to.
But they’d have words later.
Now he needed to get her to her brother’s service.
“Put ‘em on,” he gave in, taking his hand from her knee, “let’s go.”
“I’ll be out in a second,” she replied.
“What?” Cal asked as he buttoned the collar of his shirt.
“I’ll be out in a second.”
“Vi, just get a move on.”
“Cal, I said, I’ll be out in a second.”
Cal sighed and knifed out of the car. Then he threw the door to.
He made short work of knotting his tie, something he hated, preferring to have his fingernails torn out at the roots. Not that that had ever happened but he was sure he’d prefer it. The minute he was done, Kate moved into him and shoved a shoulder under his arm so he had no choice but to slide it around her shoulders.
Another thing that Kate did that she got from Violet.
Keira took a step back and looked away.
His brilliant idea with Nadia clearly didn’t go down so well with Keira, exactly as he’d intended.
Jesus, he wasn’t a dick, he was an asshole and he had some serious fucking work to do.
“She okay?” Kate whispered, peering into the window to look at her Mom.
“No,” Cal told her the truth.
Kate’s arm around his waist flexed and he gave her shoulders a squeeze.
Then he saw through the window why Vi wanted him out.