‘Puts me in mind of one of them smash-up-the-‘appy-‘ome tents at the fair,’ whispered Micky. ‘I couldn’t ‘alf do something to all them little bits of china wiv a couple of cricket balls.’
I closed the door and we crossed the hall to the door at the far end. This led to a smaller and more homely room. The Victorian furniture had been blended with additions from Drages, and in the far corner a rather fine grandfather clock ticked away impassively, the brass of the pendulum nicking back and forth across the glass porthole of its case. The time was twelve-fifteen. There were the burnt-out cinders of a recent fire in the grate.
Back in the hall I tried the only door we had not yet looked through. This was to the left of the hearth and led to a cold brick-floored passage. I went down it full of a wretched feeling of depression. Either there had been nothing in the coincidence of Elaine Stuart and the injured workman both talking of Cold Harbour Farm whilst unconscious or else I had picked on the wrong one. I felt suddenly hot and chaotic with anxiety. If I had picked on the wrong one and something did happen this morning, it would be horrible. Looking back, my efforts to defeat Vayle seemed so puny and haphazardly organised — much too haphazardly organised.
I stopped before a door. Micky followed me, bumped into me. I suppose he must have put out his hand to keep his balance, for out of the corner of my eye I caught sight of something white falling, and the silence of the house was splintered by what seemed to be the most appalling crash. I turned the beam of my torch downwards. On the red brick floor lay the shattered remains of a white vegetable dish patterned with blue flowers. We stood motionless, listening. Not a sound disturbed the stillness of the house save the gentle ticking of the clock in the small room. In the quiet it had seemed shatteringly loud. If there were anyone in the house it must surely have woken them.
I opened the door and we passed through into a typical farmhouse kitchen, big and rambling, with sculleries, a boiler house and a lavatory. There was no sign of dirty crockery. We wandered through into the scullery. Beyond was what had once been the dairy. Most of the whitewash had powdered off the walls, but in a corner there was still the old butter churn. I don’t know why I had pursued my search of the house to the kitchen. I had no idea what I was searching for. I went on automatically. But I knew I should find nothing. The furniture, the dilapidation — it was all in keeping. This was no centre of a fifth columnist organisation. I felt sick with anxiety. It was a mistake to have left the ‘drome. I had laid myself open to a charge of desertion and gained nothing by it. I forgot in that moment that I had gone in fear of my life at the ‘drome.
We had just gone back into the kitchen when a pale light showed in the open doorway leading to the passage. I snapped my torch off. The light grew steadily brighter. There was a shuffling sound along the brick floor of the passage. I heard Micky’s sharp intake of breath close beside me. I stood there, fascinated by the light that showed the framework of the door and made dark shadows of every piece of peeling plaster. I made no attempt to hide.
Suddenly a guttering candle came into view. And the bony hand that held it shook slightly. And then appeared an apparition that seemed to have walked straight out of Dickens. It was an old gentleman dressed in a nightgown with a faded dressing-gown over it. He wore a red wooly night-cap and in his hand he held a poker. My first inclination was to laugh. It really was an incredible sight. But despite his costume he had a certain dignity. He stopped at the sight of us and blinked at us through his steel-rimmed glasses. ‘Soldiers, eh?’ he said.
I nodded. I suddenly felt a most frightful fool. Much more of a fool than when Vayle had caught me in his rooms. ‘I–I’m sorry,’ I said. ‘We thought the house was deserted. We were hitch-hiking home and lost our way trying to make a short-cut to the Eastbourne road. We thought we might find shelter for the night. The front door was open,’ I finished lamely.
‘Tut-tut,’ he said, and fingered his drooping white moustache. ‘Don’t say I forgot to lock the door again. I’m getting very forgetful. And the house is a little in need of repair. You want shelter for the night, you say?’
I nodded. I could think of nothing to say.
‘Well, well, I expect that could be arranged. It won’t be very comfortable, I fear. I’m a bit of a recluse these days — at least that’s what the neighbours think. Let me see now. There’s a room next to mine. There’s a double bed there and I expect we could find you some blankets. You’re quiet fellows, I hope?’ He peered at us closely. ‘I sleep very light now. Getting on, you know.’
‘Really, sir,’ I said, ‘It’s awfully kind of you. But we wouldn’t dream of bothering you.’
His eyes stopped blinking and looked straight into mine. They were very blue eyes, I remember. ‘You said you wanted shelter for the night, didn’t you?’
‘Yes, sir, but we — ‘
‘Well, then,’ he interrupted me, ‘don’t haver, man. It’s the least we can do for our gallant lads. Now you’ll be wanting something to eat, I expect. I see you had found your way to the kitchen all right.’ He chuckled as he shuffled over to the pantry.
It was an impossible situation. I looked at Micky. ‘Do we stay?’ I asked.
‘Course we stay,’ he whispered.
There was nothing else for it. I hadn’t the heart to walk out on the dear old boy. Besides, there was no point in doing so. We might just as well sleep here as anywhere else. If anything was going to happen that morning there was nothing I could do about it now. This was the wrong Cold Harbour Farm. That’s all there was to it. Probably there had never been a right one. God, what a fool!
The old boy fussed over us like a mother. We had cold ham — heaven knows where he got that ham from, for it was a big one — and bread and butter, and milk to drink. It wasn’t till I smelt that ham that I realised I was very hungry. I enjoyed that meal. He talked mostly of the Boer War. And afterwards he took us upstairs to a room under one of the gables. He gave us blankets and lit a candle for us. ‘Goodnight,’ he said, bobbing his funny little red cap at us. ‘I trust you sleep well.’ He closed the door on us and a second later the key ground in the lock.
That startled me a bit, I must say. My first reaction was to glance at the window. The room had evidently been a nursery at one time, for it had small iron bars across it. My instinct was to beat upon the door and demand that it be unlocked. But when I looked at Micky and then at myself in the black-marked mirror over the mantelpiece, I couldn’t altogether blame him. We looked a pretty disreputable pair, with dark rings of sleeplessness under our eyes and torn, dirty clothes.
Micky, who had as usual made a very heavy meal, threw himself on to the bed just as he was. The old boy’s a bit of orl right, ain’t he?’ he said. A grunt of satisfaction and he closed his eyes, not bothering about the blankets. Eating and sleeping were Micky’s sole recreations in the Army. There was nothing for it but to follow his example. I took off my battle blouse and shoes and lay down beside him, pulling a blanket up over me.
But sleep did not come easily. I was worried about what might happen. And I was worried, too, about how my escapade would be regarded. Would Ogilvie believe my explanation when I reported for duty again, or should I find myself under close arrest for desertion?
I suppose I must have dozed off, but I don’t remember waking. I just found myself suddenly in a state of complete consciousness and felt that I must have been awake all the time. Then I realised that my mind was alert yet not concentrated on the troubles that had been worrying me. For a moment I did not understand why this was. Then I heard it. Faintly came the sound of what I thought at first must be a car grinding along in bottom. I was just turning over to go to sleep again, thinking it must be on the main road, when I remembered that the road was some Distance away — too far for the sound to travel unless the wind carried it, and the night was still. Moreover, there was no reason for a car to be travelling along that road in bottom.