V
WHEN THEY RETURNED, Brass called, “Good news. We got who we wanted."
"Crew's coming along," commented Calli.
Rydra handed him the three index cards. "They'll report to the ship discorporate two hours before— what's wrong?"
DaniL D. Appleby reached to take the cards. "I. . . she . . ." and couldn't say anything else.
"Who?" Rydra asked. The concern on her face was driving away even his remaining memories, and he resented it, memories of, of.
Calli laughed. "A succubus! While we were gone, he got hustled by a succubus!"
"Yeah!" from Brass. "Look at him!" Ron laughed, too.
"It was a woman . . . I think. I can remember what I said—"
"How much did she take you for?" Brass asked.
"Take me?"
Ron said, "I don't think he knows."
Calli grinned at the Navigator-Three and then at the Officer. "Take a look in your billfold."
"Huh?"
"Take a look."
Incredulously he reached in his pocket. The metallic envelope flipped apart in his hands. "Ten . . . twenty . . . But I had fifty in here when I left the cafe!"
Calli slapped his thighs laughing. He loped over and encircled the Customs Officer's shoulder. "You'll end up a Transport man after that happens a couple of more times."
"But she. . . I . . ." The emptiness of his thefted recollections was real as any love pain. The rifled wallet seemed trivial. Tears banked his eyes. "But she was—" and confusion snarled the sentence's end.
"What was she, friend?" Calli asked.
"She . . . was." That was the sad entirety.
"Since discor'oration, you can take it with you," said Brass. "They try for it with some 'retty shady methods, too. I'd be embarrassed to tell you how many times that's ha'ened to me."
"She left you enough to get home with," Rydra said. "I'll reimburse you."
"No, I . . ."
"Come on. Captain. He paid for it, and he got his money's worth, ay Customs?"
Choking on the embarrassment, he nodded.
"Then check these ratings," Rydra said. "We still have a Slug to pick up, and a Navigator-One."
At a public phone, Rydra called back to Navy. Yes, a platoon had turned up. A Slug had been recommended along with them. "Fine," Rydra said, and handed the phone to the officer. He took the psyche-indices from the clerk and incorporated them for final integration with the Eye, Ear, and Nose cards that Rydra had given him. The Slug looked particularly favorable. "Seems to be a talented coordinator," he ventured.
"Can't have too good a Slug. Es'ecially with a new 'latoon." Brass shook his mane. "He's got to keep those kids in line."
"This one should do it. Highest compatibility index I've seen in a long while."
"What's the hostility on him?" asked Calli. "Compatibility, hell! Can he give your butt a good kick when you need it?"
The Officer shrugged. “He weighs two hundred and seventy pounds and he's only five nine. Have you met a fat person yet who wasn't mean as a rat underneath it all?"
"There you go!" Calli laughed.
"Where do we go to fix the wound?" Brass asked Rydra.
She raised her brows questioningly.
"To get a first navigator," he explained.
"To the Morgue."
Ron frowned. Calli looked puzzled. The flashing bugs collared his neck, then spilled his chest again, scattering. "You know our first navigator's got to be a girl who will—"
"She will be," Rydra said.
They left the Discorporate Sector and took the monorail through the tortuous remains of Transport Town, then along the edge of the space-field. Blackness beyond the windows was flung with blue signal lights. Ships rose with a white flare, blued through distance, became bloody stars in the rusted air.
They joked for the first twenty minutes over the humming runners. The fluorescent ceiling dropped greenish light on their faces, in their laps. One by one, the Customs Officer watched them go silent while the side-to-side inertia became a headlong drive. He had not spoken at all, still trying to regain her face, her words, her shape. But it stayed away, frustrating as the imperative comment that leaves your mind as speech begins, and the mouth is left empty, a lost reference to love.
When they stepped onto the open platform at Thule Station, warm wind flushed from the east. The clouds had shattered under an ivory moon. Gravel and granite silvered the broken edges. Behind was the city's red mist. Before, on broken night, rose the black Morgue.
They went down the steps and walked quietly through the stone park. The garden of water and rock was eerie in the dark. Nothing grew here.
At the door slabbed metal without external light blotted the darkness. "How do you get in?" the Officer asked, as they climbed the shallow steps.
Rydra lifted the Captain's pendant from her neck and placed it against a small disk. Something hummed, and light divided the entrance as the doors slid back. Rydra stepped through, the rest followed.
Calli stared at the metallic vaults overhead. "You know there's enough transport meat deep-frozen in this place to service a hundred stars and all their planets."
"And Customs people too," said the Officer.
"Does anybody ever bother to call back a Customs who decided to take a rest?" Ron asked with candid ingenuousness.
"Don't know what for," said Calli.
"Occasionally it's been known to happen," responded the Officer dryly.
"More rarely than with Transport," Rydra said.
“As of yet, the Customs work involved in getting ships from star to star is a science. The transport work maneuvering through hyperstasis levels is still an art. In a hundred years they may both be sciences. Fine. But today a person who learns the rules of art well is a little rarer than the person who learns the rules of science. Also, there's a tradition involved. Transport people are used to dying and getting called back, working with dead men or live. This is still a little hard for Customs to take. Over here to the Suicides."
They left the main lobby for the labeled corridor that sloped up through the storage chamber. It emptied them onto a platform in an indirectly lighted room, racked up its hundred-foot height with glass cases; catwalked and laddered like a spider's den. In the coffins, dark shapes were rigid beneath frost shot glass.
"What I don't understand about this whole business," the Officer whispered, "is the calling back. Can anybody who dies be made corporate again? You're right. Captain Wong, in Customs it's almost impolite to talk about things like . . . this."
"Any suicide who discorporates through regular Morgue channels can be called back. But a violent death where the Morgue just retrieves the body afterwards, or the run of the mill senile ending that most of us hit at a hundred and fifty or so, then you're dead forever; although there, if you pass through regular channels, your brain pattern is recorded and your thinking ability can be tapped if anyone wants it, though your consciousness is gone wherever consciousness goes."
Besides them, a twelve-foot filing crystal glowed like pin quartz. "Ron," said Rydra. "No, Ron and Calli, too."
The Navigators stepped up, puzzled.
"You know some first navigator who suicided recently that you think we might—"
Rydra shook her head. She passed her hand before the filing crystal. In the concaved screen at the base, words flashed. She stilled her fingers. "Navigator-Two. . . ." She turned her hand. "Navigator-One. . . ." She paused and ran her hand in a different direction.". . . male, male, male, female. Now, you talk to me, Calli, Ron."