And so she began listening to snatches of telephone conversations, and using her little car, with its small allowance of gas, to track her husband. She picked up receipts for nonexistent purchases, just a few here and there, for Moloch had become distracted and no longer checked every item in the kitchen and bathroom. She looked for three-for-two offers, for buy-one, get-one-frees, then squirreled away the freebies for use later. It took her the better part of a year but, slowly, she began to accumulate a little money.
There were places that were out of bounds to her-the shed, the attic-but now she began to take chances even in those places. In a fit of daring that left her sleepless for days, she called in a locksmith, explaining to him that she’d lost the keys to the garden shed and the attic and that her husband would be furious when he found out.
Then she began to explore.
First, she marked the location of everything in the shed on a piece of paper and made sure always to return each item to its spot on the plan. The attic was more difficult, seemingly littered with trash and old clothes, but still she made a drawing there too.
In the shed she found nothing at first but a gun wrapped in oilcloth and hidden in a box of nails and screws. It took her two more searches-including one during the course of which Moloch had returned home and she had been forced to keep her hands thrust firmly in her pockets for fear that he would see the dirt and rust upon them-to find the hole in one of the boards on the floor. It looked like a flaw in the wood, an absent knot, but when she lifted it she discovered the bag.
She did not have time to count all of the money that it contained, but she reckoned it was close to $900,000, all in twenties and fifties. She put the board back, then returned to the shed twice more to check that she had left no sign of her presence.
In the attic there were items of jewelry, some old, others quite new. She found a small stack of bearer bonds, worth maybe $50,000 in total. She discovered bank account details in the names of unknown men and women, and credit card records carefully noted, even down to the three-digit security number to be found on the backs of the cards.
And she came across a woman’s driver’s license in the name of Carol-Anne Brenner, a name that caused a buried memory to resonate softly. The next day, while shopping, she stopped at the Internet café at the mall and entered the name Carol-Anne Brenner on a search engine. She came up with a doctor, an athlete, a candidate for beatification.
And a murder victim.
Carol-Anne Brenner, a widow, fifty-three. Killed in her home in Pensacola, Alabama, three months earlier. The motive, according to the police, was robbery. They were searching for a man in connection with the crime. There was a photofit picture with the report. It showed a young man with blond hair, very pretty rather than handsome, she thought. Police believed that Carol-Anne Brenner might have been having an affair with the young man and that he had wheedled his way into her affections in order to rob her. They had no name for him. Brenner’s accounts had been emptied in the days prior to the discovery of her body, and all of her jewelry was missing.
The next day, during her attic search, she found more items of jewelry, and purses, empty, and photographs of women, sometimes alone, sometimes with their families. She also found four drivers’ licenses and two passports, each with her husband’s photograph upon it but each in a different name. The drivers’ licenses were tied together with an elastic band, while the passports were in a separate brown envelope. There was a telephone number written on the outside flap.
Marianne remembered the envelope being delivered. A woman had brought it, a woman with short, dark hair and a vaguely mannish stride. She had looked at Marianne with pity and, perhaps, a little interest. The envelope had been sealed then, and Moloch had been furious at the fact that Marianne had been entrusted with it, until he confirmed that the seal was intact.
Marianne had memorized the number.
Two days later, she called it.
The woman’s name was Karen Meyer, and she met Marianne at the mall, Danny sleeping beside them in his stroller. Marianne didn’t know why she was trusting her, but she had felt something that day when the woman called with the envelope. And for what she needed, Marianne had nowhere else to turn.
“Why did you call me?” asked Meyer.
“I need your help.”
“I can’t help you.”
“Please.”
Meyer looked around, checking faces. “I mean it. I can’t. Your husband will hurt me. He’ll hurt all of us. You, of all people, must know what he’s like.”
“I know. I mean, I don’t know. I don’t know what he is anymore.”
Karen shrugged.
“Well, I know what he is. That’s why I can’t help you.”
Marianne felt the tears begin to roll down her cheeks. She was desperate.
“I have money.”
“Not enough.”
Karen got up to leave.
“No, please.”
Marianne stretched out her hand to restrain her. It locked on her wrist. Karen stopped and looked down at the younger woman’s hand.
Marianne swallowed, but kept her eyes on Karen’s face. She released her grip, then slipped her hand into the other woman’s palm. Tentatively, she touched her gently with her fingers. For a moment, she thought that she felt Karen’s hand tremble, until it was suddenly pulled away.
“Don’t call me again,” said Karen. “You do and I swear I’ll tell him.”
Marianne didn’t watch her leave. Instead, fearful and humiliated, she hid her face in her hands until Karen was gone.
Karen came to the house three days later. Marianne answered the door to find her there, ten minutes after Moloch had left for the day.
“You said you had money.”
“Yes, I can pay you.”
“What do you need?”
“New identities for Danny and me, and maybe for my sister and her husband as well.”
“It’ll cost you fifty thousand dollars, and I’m nailing you to the wall at that price.”
Marianne smiled despite herself, and after a second’s pause, Karen smiled back.
“Yeah, well,” she said. “I’m being up front about it. You’re being charged above the going rate, but I need to cover myself. If he finds out, I’m going to have to run. You understand that?”
Marianne nodded.
“I’ll want half now, half later.”
Marianne shook her head. “I can’t do that.”
“What do you mean? You said you had money.”
“I do, but I can’t touch it until just before I leave.”
Karen stared at her.
“It’s his money, isn’t it?”
Marianne nodded.
“Shit.”
“There’s more than enough to cover what you ask. I promise you, you’ll have it as soon as I’m ready to leave.”
“I need something now.”
“I don’t have half, or anything close to it.”
“What can you give me?”
“Two hundred.”
“Two hundred?”
Karen slumped against the wall and said nothing for at least a minute.
“Give it to me,” she said at last.
Marianne went upstairs and retrieved the roll of bills from the only safe place she could find in which to keep it: the very center of a carton of tampons. It was a peculiarity of Moloch’s. He would not even sleep beside her when she had her period. She handed the roll of ones and fives to Karen.
“Do you want to count it?”
Karen weighed the roll of bills in her hand.
“I figure this is everything that you’ve hidden away, right?”
Marianne nodded, then said: “Well, I kept fifty back. That’s all.”
“Then that’ll be enough, for now.”
She moved to go.
“How long will it take?”
“They’ll be ready in two weeks. You can pick them up when you’re leaving, and I’ll take the rest of my money then.”
“Okay.”
Marianne opened the door. As she did so, the older woman reached out and brushed her cheek. Marianne didn’t flinch.