Piotr kept walking. “You’re ready. Come.” My arms dropped to my sides, but I couldn’t unclench my fists, impotent rage burning hotter with every step. Helpless, I followed at Anne’s side until we reached the point where the center catwalk that ran directly over the pool touched the outer ring of walkways. We turned onto it and walked out until we reached the middle.
Here there was another plywood sheet attached to the catwalk, about five feet by ten feet, with the long side attached to the catwalk by steel supports. This created a platform five feet wide that paralleled the catwalk for ten feet. Directly across the catwalk from that platform was a metal ladder, crudely welded together, that reached all the way to the surface of the blood pit below.
Piotr and Anne stepped onto the narrow wooden platform. As they did so, my eyes were drawn to the catwalk beyond that was revealed when they stepped aside. An object lay on it, almost at Piotr’s feet.
I froze. A longing rolled through me with an intensity that I would never again experience or be able to fully recall. My feet shuffled as I took a stunned step forward, and then another, and then two more quick steps before I snatched up my prize.
It was dull gray, smooth but not slick, and warm to the touch. The shaft was a cylinder a little over two feet long and two inches thick, and a third of the way down a shorter cylinder stuck out at a right angle. I gripped it, and it flexed in my hand with what felt like a muscular contraction against my palm, for all the world like gripping a snake or an eel in your fist and feeling it twist and squirm.
After the spasm, the dimensions and heft were different. The circumference had slimmed slightly and the handle sticking out of the body moved further down and shortened. It was now an exact copy of my baton in every respect except for the color and unnatural warmth.
I gripped it hard, reveling in the way it fit my hand, and savoring the sense of power and control I had when simply holding it.
“Interesting that you created this very weapon out of scraps after I helped you become reborn in blood,” said Piotr. “All this time you’ve yearned for something that you never knew existed. The human part of you, anyway. The part that belongs to the Devourer knew, of course, already shaping you, forcing your spirit to fit its container, like water in a cup. Your mind is only human, after all, so what chance does it stand against the body of a god? Even now, do you know where your anger comes from? Your lust to bash my skull open and scream your victory into the sky? Was it even your idea to come here in the first place? To get everyone captured, and moved docilely into this place where they could be used to rationalize your cooperation with me?”
I turned and looked at him, at the sly certainty on his face. I couldn’t have known that Piotr needed me to finish summoning his god. And I had to avenge Patrick’s death. I had to come here to end this, didn’t I? Some of my anger faded and I hesitated, thoughts chasing themselves in a circle.
“What matters, Abe, is that we’re here together now. The Avatar of the Devourer and his priest. And now there’s one last thing to do in order to throw wide the gates and let him inhabit the body that is rightfully his.”
He paused and looked me in the eyes, all signs of mirth draining out of his face. “In one minute, I’m going to kill this woman. She will die in agony, torn to pieces as I rip off her limbs, one by one. Unless you kill me first.”
And then a misty tendril whipped out and knocked me off the catwalk.
I barely registered the fall as terror clawed up from my belly and out of my mouth in a shriek. I would not go back into the blood. I couldn’t. The endless nights I spent over the last sixty years reliving that nightmare bloomed in my mind, forcing me to remember suffocating at the bottom of a black lake of thick, choking blood as fire burned away my skin and muscles and bones.
I hit the surface screaming. Every minute of the last sixty years vanished as I burned, the two experiences merging into one. The pool sucked me down into the dark as thick coppery blood forced its way into my nose and down my throat. My lungs spasmed as I choked, flooding them with heavy liquid. I drowned and burned until there was nothing left inside of me but pain and mindless terror as the blood finished what had been interrupted by Henry a lifetime ago.
When the last of me was burned away, the fire went out and the blood went cold. All of my fear vanished, swallowed by a rage so vast that I could scarcely contain it. No thought existed within me, save one, ripping the life from Piotr.
I swam to the surface and found the ladder. Clotting blood fell away from me in thick clumps as I climbed, the stench of the rapidly rotting fluid irrelevant and unnoticed. The baton, which I knew instinctively to be called Hunger, clunked dully against the rungs as I pulled myself upwards. I surged up and over the edge of the catwalk effortlessly, my eyes seeking only Piotr.
His shirt was open, revealing a gray-green lump on his chest thinly veiled in fog, directly over his heart. At his feet was Anne, slumped over, head bowed, bloody wrists still zip-cuffed together in front of her.
His face was exultant and his eyes blazed. He put one hand on the green lump. “It’s time to have your vengeance so that I can have mine. My death by your hand will power the altar and open the way! I give my life so that all others may die.”
With one convulsive yank, he tore the fist sized lump away from his chest, revealing irregularly spaced holes in the raw and decaying flesh beneath. The bottom of the lump was alive with dozens of legs, insectile and spiny, grasping frantically at the air, strings of flesh waving and snapping like pennants from their tips. He threw it to the ground, where it broke apart with a sickening crunch. The legs quivered and went still.
Piotr spread his arms wide, and I charged, raising Hunger over my head. In my hand it shifted again, the three ends becoming pointed and razor sharp. My grip changed from that of a man wielding a club to one holding a stake. Less than ten feet separated us as I blurred forward.
Anne was shouting something at me, but I wasn’t listening. Some tiny part of me woke at the sound of her voice, but it was lost in the haze of my need. My arms rose up over my head, both hands gripping the shaft of the razor-sharp weapon, and Piotr tilted his face upwards, a beatific smile on his lips.
Anne’s voice resolved into words and that tiny part of me that could hear her grew larger. I didn’t bring the point down through Piotr’s face yet. I had no intention of stopping, but I paused for a moment as meaning condensed in my brain. “I’ll die, Abe! You’ll kill me! You’ll kill all of us!”
And then it was time. My arms were moving, powering that deadly tip downward, driven by an all-consuming lust to feel it punch through flesh. I couldn’t hold it back, but I wasn’t completely out of control. Not anymore. As I pulled downward with everything I had, I managed to also pull inward, curving the tip away from Piotr’s face, just grazing his chin as it passed over him and down, into my own heart.
I felt it slide through my flesh until the fist that was closed around the shaft thumped into my chest. My heart fluttered around the spike like a butterfly on a pin, and then stopped. I couldn’t draw a breath. Piotr’s face went from blissful to outraged as he realized what I had done.
I stood, frozen in place, as Anne surged up from her crouch and whipped both of her fists up and around all the way from the ground to the underside of Piotr’s chin. His head snapped back and I could hear the crunch of his ancient neck bones breaking.
Piotr and I fell at the same time. I never felt my legs give out as I fell forward, but the agony when one end of Hunger hit the catwalk and the other one punched out through my back was immediate and overwhelming. I fell sideways, supported by the weapon, then over onto my back, leaving me to stare upwards at the sky. My life flowed up and out of the silver-gray spike, drawn out by the ritual, leaving me cold and uncaring on the floor.