"No, not paper," I said.
Pak stuck his head into my office. "What then? Are we installing gas grills in the desks and opening a restaurant?"
I had emptied the leather pouch Jeno had given me onto my desk. There were five pieces of wood, each one cut to show off the grain. They were all different, all perfectly sanded, perfectly stained. Each had a small, perfect initial on it-J, A, D, S, B.
"What kind of wood is sweet Dilara?" he asked.
"Tree of Heaven." I held it up for him to see. "Very pretty tree, but it can give you a headache."
I fed them slowly into the fire, one after the other. Each piece of wood burned differently, each according to its nature, but in the end, they all turned to ash. Pak watched the small flames without speaking. The last piece, I supposed, was M. Beret. His was a beautiful oval scrap of horse chestnut, the huge tree that sheltered the bench where we'd first met. I hesitated, gave M. Beret a swirl, and then committed him to the flames.
"No." I looked up at Pak. "Not papers. Bridges, that's all. I'm burning my bridges. You ever burn a bridge, Pak?"
He seemed surprised and thoughtful all at once, though his face was now so thin it was hard to be sure. "The gingko trees in the courtyard are thinking about spring," he said, filling the space around that moment when everything hangs in the balance. "I can always tell. Something about the way they reach for the light."
Lausanne
October 2007
May 24, 1998
To: The Files
From: Jeno M.
Subject: Operation Quince
I admit that these things rarely work out as planned. In this case, though, there is an argument to be made that we salvaged something, or that we may have salvaged something. In the end, it might not all have been a total waste of resources, though that will be the judgment of many. Much depends on how you do the tally.
On the negative side, we have lost Sohn. That is a terrible blow. He was a man of conscience, but in the end, conscience was fatal. It made him impatient. In truth, it is difficult to know how much longer we would have been able to work together. My instincts tell me that the cooperation could have continued if events had not gone so badly awry.
Less negatively, Mun is again under our protection. His knowledge is admittedly limited, but the psychological lessons we might learn through careful handling may prove valuable. My advice is not to leave him to the normal interrogators. He was never utilized fully in the first go-around, though his chess game improved considerably. What to do with him once the questioning is over cannot be settled yet. Perhaps we can send him to Canada or Japan. The story that he died under suspicious and embarrassing circumstances took hold quickly enough, so there was never an effort to press for an explanation. Whatever the Swiss know they will keep to themselves.
As for O, he might bear watching, though I feel sure we will never develop him. His brother has already been assigned a Yam Suph file. That will require considerable effort to maintain, but it must, at all costs, be kept current.
Ahmet's death should cause us no regret. I always thought he should have been vetted more thoroughly. If nothing else, his false teeth were too good. Where did he get the money? Moreover, it should never have come as a rude shock to learn that he had such a pathological hatred for Koreans. There was a note in his file that he fought in the Korean War, and none of us bothered to give that a second thought. It turns out his unit was overrun and suffered rough treatment, which Ahmet never forget. His daughter has been given a small stipend that should keep her in dancing shoes. An appropriate foreign service will keep an eye on her, and she will undoubtedly get frequent visits.
Most important, the effort to stop cooperation between the North and the Americans will have to be abandoned. There is no political stomach for it here any longer. The Americans say their own talks will succeed. This I doubt.
The surgeon's daughter has decided to stay where she is, driving cabs. Her father is not happy, but then, who is?
In the meantime, we have gained access to site BAMBOO. It is not the world's best piece of real estate, but it may yield some returns worth having. Work has been under way for several months. Moving dirt around can accomplish a lot if you know how to do it. The activity will no doubt eventually be noticed, especially because we have started putting the information in the usual channels, where it will find its way to where it will do us the most good. Once this seed is planted, it will grow, thanks to the fertile ground along the Potomac.