Emma slips into the bathroom, out of view. I can hear the assiduous brushing of teeth. "Fink a bow id," she gurgles.
"I've heard of careers being murdered," I say, "but never a whole band."
When Emma returns, she smells like a mint. "Well, who's left?"
"The lead guitarist died a few years ago, so there's really just the two bass players."
"What about a drummer?"
"Jimmy went through a dozen of 'em," I say.
The apartment is dark except for a light on the nightstand in Emma's bedroom.
"Maybe you should talk to them. The bass players," she suggests.
"When—between dead rabbis?"
"Hey, didn't I give you a week to crack the case."
"'Crack the case'?" All of a sudden I'm Angela Lansbury.
Emma rolls her eyes and heads for the sack. Moments later, her room goes black. I swallow the aspirins dry, and blink exhaustedly. Bedsprings squeak as Emma arranges herself beneath the covers. In the darkness I hear myself saying, "Hey, I never answered your snoopy question."
"What's that?" Emma calls back, testily.
"You asked if I was sleeping with anybody. Well, I'm not."
"I know." She replies so quietly I can barely hear it. "Get some rest, Jack." And I obey ...
Later I awake to a rhythm of breathing that's not my own. The ice has been removed from my brow, and my cheeks have been patted dry. Emma is pulling the blanket down to cover my feet.
When I stir, she whispers, "It's just me."
"You missed your calling."
"Close your eyes."
"How old are you, Emma?"
"I'm twenty-seven."
Oh Christ oh Christ oh Christ oh Christ
"Why do you ask?" she says.
Hendrix Joplin Jones Morrison Cobain—I could scream out their names. But instead all I say is: "Twenty-seven. Wow."
"Wow yourself. It's not as great as you remember."
"Are you kidding? It's beautiful."
"I threw away those Valiums," she says. "After lunch I went back to my desk and tossed them in the garbage, every damn pill."
Silence in the darkness. Has she returned to the bedroom?
"Emma?"
"What?"
Good. She's still here.
"Thanks for taking care of me tonight."
"Thanks for the adventure, Jack." She leans down and kisses me as lightly as a butterfly brushing my lips. Then I'm alone again, tumbling into a fine dreamless sleep.
16
There's nothing wrong with me, not even a mild concussion. That's the word from my doctor, Susan, who is six years younger than I am and works the rookie shift, Saturdays, for a downtown medical group. Susan isn't impressed by my swollen nose, the knots on my jaw or the knuckle-shaped welt on my ribs. However, the tale of how I came by these scrapes and bruises intrigues her, especially the business about the frozen lizard. I feel pressure to be entertaining, knowing she believes my monthly physical examinations are a waste of time. I always insist on the works, of course, including a full spectrum of blood-gas analysis and the ever-popular prostate excursion, upon which Dr. Susan is preparing to embark.
"No offense, Jack," she's saying, "but I'm damn tired of looking up your ass every four weeks. It's totally unnecessary, as the nice folks at your HMO have pointed out."
"Humor me, okay? And don't I always pay cash?"
"There's nothing wrong with you," Susan says again. "You're a completely healthy specimen—physically, at least."
"You married yet?"
"No, but if I was," says Susan, from behind, "I'd keep a three-carat diamond ring on this finger"—the dreaded snap of latex!—"just for you, buddy."
The death of John Dillinger Burns rates two paragraphs on page three of the Union-Register'sMetro section. Police are investigating the circumstances ... Alcohol and drugs are believed to be involved ... Burns, 40, formerly had been the keyboard player for a popular rock band, Jimmy and the Slut Puppies. Ironically, the group's lead singer, Jimmy Stoma, recently died in a diving accident in the Bahamas ...
And that's that. Onward to the Sports page, where Juan has a story about a college basketball star who became a gambling addict by the age of twenty—another superb piece, unsparing and poignant at the same time. What I'd give to have Juan's touch!
"Hey, handsome."
It's Carla Candilla. Her hair is now ... I want to say turquoise.
"Close enough," she allows. "Sorry I'm late. Is this Pellegrino for me? You're such a sweetheart."
We're meeting at her favorite cafe, Iggy Cheyenne's, which overlooks the beach and the old wooden fishing pier. Seagulls are a menace at lunchtime, but today they're wheeling clear of our table. For this I credit Carla's vivid dye job.
She wants to hear all about the break-in at my apartment, enthralled at the thought of me fighting back and drawing blood. I purposely don't mention the handy role of the late Colonel Tom, whom Carla believes to be alive and running free with other lizards.
A bleary-eyed waiter materializes. Carla and I order a calamari appetizer and two Greek salads. Afterwards she sets down her glass, glances around and says: "Well. You're not the only one who had a big Friday night—guess who I saw at Jizz."
"The singing widow!"
"Nope. Her boyfriend."
"You're sure?"
"My sources are primo," Carla says, "but I would've pegged him anyway, on account of the hair. What's up with that?"
"I told you it was amazing."
"From behind we all thought it was Mariah Carey. I swear he must do it in a fucking laundry press, that hair."
"What's his name? Who is he?"
I pull out my notebook and fumble for a pen. Carla grins. "Black Jack in action!"
"Did you get his name or not?"
"What do you think? Course I got his name. It's Loreal."
"First name first."
"He doesn't have one," she says.
"Of course he does."
"No, that's his whole name. Loreal."
"Like Sting or Bono—"
"Very good, Jack."
"Except this chowderhead named himself after a shampoo."
"Can you believe it?" Carla squeaks.
"So what does Messr. Loreal do for a living?"
"He's a record producer, is what I heard. Very hot." Carla's watching me scribble in my notebook. "I asked who he's produced and somebody said the Wallflowers but then somebody else said no, it was Beck. I never really got it straight, but everybody says he's hot."
"And they say he's bonking Jimmy's wife?"
"More like she's bonking him."
I drum my pen on the table.
"See, the difference is," Carla says, "like, Cleo's in total charge of the program. She calls, he comes running. The sex is at her convenience, not his. He's the boy toy, just like you said."
I prod Carla for more dope about Loreal and she says he's twenty-nine or thirty, has recently moved here from Los Angeles, drives a motorcycle and, based on firsthand observation, has a fondness for Ecstasy. He tells everyone within earshot that he's producing Cleo's new album.
"I want to meet this guy," I tell Carla.
She beams. "You gonna kick his ass? Jack, I'd pay good money to see you punch somebody."
"What's so funny?"
"I can't picture it, that's all. I just can't!" She pops a batter-fried squid into her mouth. "This dickbrain who busted into your apartment—was he bigger than you? God, what if he had a gun! You ever think a that, Jack?"
"Hook me up with Loreal. But please don't tell your mother you're helping me out."
Carla snaps her fingers. "That reminds me!" She hoists a voluminous crotcheted handbag onto her lap and takes out a thick shiny book. With a flourish she passes it across the table, annoying the waiter who is attempting to deliver our salads.