Why?
Because this is what you get. Scars and all.
Jase wasn’t like Leyton in that regard. Ashlynn got the feeling Leyton couldn’t give up that control, the same control she craved. Jase appeased her, gave her what she needed, let her maintain that control even when she knew he wanted to take it from her.
So why couldn’t she stop thinking about Leyton? Why, if Jase gave her everything she needed, did she still want Leyton to be there with them?
As she sucked Jase’s thick cock into her mouth, she thought back to the morning she’d stumbled upon Leyton and Jase… As she’d told Jase, it had been so beautiful to watch. A battle of wills had taken place right before her eyes, and in the end, they’d both come out on top, both gotten what they’d wanted. Ashlynn wished she could be that flexible. Wished she could lay it all on the line the way Leyton had.
Contrary to popular belief, control isn’t somethin’ I’m willin’ to give up.
So does that mean instead of begging for my cock, you’re gonna order me to give it to you?
It means I’m gonna fuck your ass, and you’re gonna beg me to let you come.
If you’re man enough to take it.
I’m definitely man enough. Are you?
I guess we’ll find out.
Ashlynn had watched the interaction between the two of them, watched the way Leyton had taken what he wanted from Jase while giving a part of himself in return. It had been a little strange at the time. Not only had it been about sex, but she’d sensed that something else had been taking place there in that room with them. Emotions had been running high, more so than she’d expected.
Was that how it was with her and Jase?
“Ash. God, baby,” Jase groaned, his hand caressing her head but not gripping her.
She continued to control the encounter, her hand clutching the steely length of his cock while her lips wrapped around the swollen head. She wondered whether or not Jase was thinking about Leyton right then.
The doorknob turned, and Ashlynn’s eyes slid to the other side of the room in time to see Leyton stroll in as though he owned the place.
Jase’s body hardened, his cock pulsing in her mouth, his hand fisting in her hair, but he didn’t stop her.
“Keep going,” Leyton ordered as he closed the door behind him, then flipped the lock. She wasn’t sure why he’d done that. No one was stupid enough to come into her room.
No one other than Leyton, apparently.
Trying her best to ignore Leyton, Ashlynn continued to torment Jase with her lips and tongue. She pulled his dick free from her mouth, then slid her tongue down the underside, laving his balls and stroking his shaft with her hand.
“Fuck, baby,” Jase growled. “Take ’em in your mouth. Ah, yes. Just like that.”
Jase widened his legs while Ashlynn wrapped her lips around his balls, one at a time, then both. Teasing his sac with her tongue, she listened to the way his breathing increased, his hand tightening in her hair, though she wasn’t sure he even realized he was doing it.
She felt Leyton move behind her, and that was when she realized he’d shed his shoes, his jacket, and his shirt. When he knelt beside her, he didn’t hesitate before pulling her back against him, her ass resting on his thighs.
“Suck him,” Leyton commanded softly. “Wrap your lips around his dick.”
As she took the bulbous head of Jase’s dick into her mouth again, Leyton offered a hand, placing his over hers, which was still wrapped around the base of Jase’s thick cock.
“Fuck,” Jase growled when Leyton’s hand fisted tightly. “Yes.”
Ashlynn pulled back, freeing Jase from her mouth. Turning to look at Leyton, she waited to see what he would do. His eyes had slid up to Jase’s face, and when Jase’s hand fisted in Leyton’s hair, pulling him forward, Leyton didn’t refuse him.
Up close, Ashlynn watched in awe as Leyton wrapped his lips around Jase’s dick, sucking him slowly, easily. He wasn’t in a rush, didn’t seem to be ready to hurry this along. He simply glided his mouth over Jase’s smooth length, hollowing his cheeks briefly, then pulling back.
“Don’t stop,” Jase pleaded.
Rather than continue, though, Leyton released Jase, then cupped Ashlynn’s head, turning her so that his mouth was over hers in an instant, his tongue delving into her mouth. And in that moment, her entire body went liquid. She melted against him, gave in to the kiss even though every cell in her body rioted, her brain telling her this couldn’t happen.
He wanted too much.
Yet she couldn’t push him away.
He was gentle but firm, taking from her while giving in return.
For a brief instant, she forgot Jase was there. Her arms went around Leyton as she twisted around to face him. While he plundered her mouth, she slipped her fingers into the cool silk of his hair, holding tightly to him, afraid to let him go.
She had no idea what he’d done to her earlier, how, in a matter of minutes, he’d managed to disrupt everything she thought she knew, but she wasn’t willing to question it. Not right now. He was here with them, and he seemed willing. That was all that mattered.
Jase moved, shedding his clothes in a hurry. But before he could join them on the floor, Leyton picked her up and deposited her on the bed, coming down over her, his mouth still fused to hers.
“You can’t run from me that easily,” Leyton whispered, his rough stubble abrading her cheek as his lips trailed along her jaw. “I’ve waited too damn long for this. For you.”
When Jase joined them on the bed, she found herself reaching for him. He was her lifeline, her constant in this new ocean of sensation she wasn’t familiar with. Although she knew what to expect, it still took her by surprise.
Leyton wasn’t the only one who’d been waiting for this day, dreamed about having both of them there with her.
With one arm around Jase, her fingers kneading his muscular back, and her other arm around Leyton, she felt the differences in their bodies, but the strange part was that touching them both, having them both there, it seemed as though she was complete for the first time in her life. Their time together in the garage last night had rocked her, shaken her up, but still, it didn’t compare to this.
Unsure what to do with that knowledge, Ashlynn decided it was time to stop thinking. It would only get her in trouble if she did.
Leyton lifted his head, and when he turned to Jase, Ashlynn peered up at the two of them, tingles igniting in her core when their lips touched. Leyton wasn’t as gentle with Jase as he’d been with her, but she understood that. Jase had explained so many things to her when they’d hashed out their fantasies. How being with a man was different from being with a woman. How he craved that rougher touch, the ability to let loose without fear of hurting her.
Jase had been waiting for this for a long damn time. And though she knew they’d both gotten a taste of Leyton already, this still felt different.
Much, much different.
Chapter Thirty-Nine
God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change...
Leyton hadn’t known exactly how things would play out when he returned to Ashlynn’s, but he’d known what he wanted. Granted, he hadn’t quite expected what had happened in her kitchen, but he wouldn’t change the outcome for anything. Fucking her on that island… It had been the closest thing to perfection he’d ever experienced.
Still, he’d managed to piss her off to the point she’d left him standing there, staring after her. He’d wanted to chase her down, to demand she come to terms with what she was feeling, but he’d known that would only push her further away. So he’d settled on slipping into Jase’s room and taking a quick shower, then getting dressed again, unsure of how things would go.
When he’d emerged, he had heard voices coming from her bedroom. It’d taken him a few minutes to commit to going inside, but he’d finally given in. It had worked out in his favor when he’d walked in to find her already on her knees, sucking Jase off. It was clear they’d just been getting started, and Leyton hadn’t wasted a second.