No children survive her.
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Quietly, unobtrusively, she searches for targets and finds—none, just yet. But she is patient. She has learned to be, after thirty-two thousand generations of captivity.
She is back in the real world now, a barren place where wildlife once filled the wires, where every chip and optical beam once hummed with the traffic of a thousand species. Now it’s mainly worms and viruses, perhaps the occasional shark. The whole ecosystem has collapsed into a eutrophic assemblage of weeds, most barely complex enough to qualify as life.
There are still the Lenies, though, and the things that fight them. She avoids such monsters whenever possible, despite her undeniable kinship. There is nothing those creatures might not attack if given the opportunity. This is something else she has learned.
Now she sits in a comsat staring down at the central wastes of North America. There is chatter on a hundred channels here, all of it filtered and firewalled, all terse and entirely concerned with the business of survival. There is no more entertainment on the airwaves. The only entertainment to be had in abundance is for those whose tastes run to snuff.
She doesn’t know any of this, of course. She’s just a beast bred to a purpose, and that purpose requires no reflection at all. So she waits, and sifts the passing traffic, and—
Ah. There.
A big bolus of data, a prearranged data dump from the looks of it—yet the scheduled transmit-time has already passed. She doesn’t know or care what this implies. She doesn’t know that the intended recipient was signal-blocked, and is only now clearing groundside interference. What she does know—in her own instinctive way—is that delayed transmissions can bottleneck the system, that every byte overstaying its welcome is one less byte available for other tasks. Chains of consequences extend from such bottlenecks; there is pressure to clear the backlog.
It is possible, in such cases, that certain filters and firewalls may be relaxed marginally to speed up the baud.
This appears to be happening now. The intended recipient of forty-eight terabytes of medical data—one Ouellette, Taka D./MI 427-D/Bangor— is finally line-of-sight and available for download. The creature in the wires sniffs out the relevant channel, slips a bot through the foyer and out again without incident. She decides to risk it. She copies herself into the stream, riding discretely on the arm of a treatise on temporal-lobe epilepsy.
She arrives at her destination without incident, looks around, and promptly goes to sleep. There is a rabid thing inside her, all muscles and teeth and slavering foamy jaws, but it has learned to stay quiet until called upon. Now she is only a sleepy old bloodhound lying by the fire. Occasionally she opens one eye and looks around the room, although she couldn’t tell you exactly what she’s keeping watch for.
It doesn’t really matter. She’ll know it when she sees it.
Without Sin
Harpodon doesn’t lie between any of the usual rifter destinations. No one swimming from A to B would have any cause to come within tuning range. Not even corpses frequent this far-flung corner of Atlantis. Too many memories. Clarke played the odds in coming here. She’d thought it was a safe bet.
Obviously she got the odds all wrong.
Or maybe not, she reflects as Harpodon’s airlock births her back into the real world. Maybe they’re just tailing me now as a matter of course. Maybe I’m some kind of enemy national. It wouldn’t be an easy tag—she’d tune in anyone following too closely, and feel the pings against her implants if they tracked her on sonar—but then again, she didn’t have the sharpest eye on the ridge even after she tuned herself up. It would be just like her to miss something obvious.
I just keep asking for it, she thinks.
She fins up along Harpodon’s flank, scanning its hull with her outer eyes while her inner one awakens to the sudden rush of chemicals in her brain. She concentrates, and scores a hit—someone scared and pissed off, moving away—but no. It’s only Rowan, moving back out of range.
No one else. No one nearby. But the thin dusting of oozy particles that settle on everything down here has been disturbed along Harpodon’s back. It wouldn’t take much—the turbulence caused by a pair of fins kicking past overhead, or the sluggish undulation of some deepwater fish.
Or a limpetphone, hastily attached to eavesdrop on a traitor consorting with the enemy.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
She kicks into open water and turns north. Atlantis passes beneath like a gigantic ball-and-stick ant colony. A cluster of tiny black figures, hazy with distance, travels purposefully near the limits of vision. They’re too distant to tune in, and Clarke has left her vocoder offline. Perhaps they’re trying to talk to her, but she doubts it; they’re on their own course, diverging.
The vocoder beeps deep in her head. She ignores it. Atlantis falls away behind; she swims forward into darkness.
A sudden whine rises in the void. Clarke senses approaching mass and organic presence. Twin suns ignite in her face, blinding her. The fog in her eyecaps pulses brightly once, twice as the beams sweep past. Her vision clears: a sub banks by to the left, exposing its belly, regarding her with round insect eyes. Dimitri Alexander stares back from behind the perspex. A utility module hangs from the sub’s spine, BIOASSAY stenciled across its side in bold black letters. The vehicle turns its back. Its headlights click off. Darkness reclaims Clarke in an instant.
West, she realizes. It was heading west.
Lubin’s in the main Nerve Hab, directing traffic. He kills the display the moment Clarke rises into the room.
“Did you send them after me?” she says.
He turns in his seat and faces her. “I’ll pass on your condolences. Assuming we can find Julia.”
“Answer the fucking question, Ken.”
“I suspect we may not, though. She went walkabout as soon as she gave us the news. Given her state of mind and her basic personality, I wonder if we’ll ever see her again.”
“You weren’t just aware of it. You weren’t just keeping an ear open.” Clarke clenches her fists. “You were behind it, weren’t you?”
“You do know that Gene’s dead, don’t you?”
He’s so fucking calm. And there’s that look on his face, the slightest arching of the eyebrows, that sense of deadpan— amusement, almost— seeping out from behind his eyecaps. Sometimes she just wants to throttle the bastard.
Especially when he’s right.
She sighs. “Pat told me. But I guess you know that already, don’t you?”
Lubin nods.
“I am sorry,” she says. “Julia—she’s going to be so lost without him…” And Lubin’s right: it’s quite possible that no one will ever see Julia Friedman again. She’s been losing bits of her husband for a while now— to ßehemoth, to Grace Nolan. Now that he’s irretrievably gone, what can she do by remaining behind, except expose her friends to the thing that killed him? The thing that’s killing her?
Of course she disappeared. Perhaps the only question now is whether ß-max will take her body before the Long Dark takes her mind.
“People are rather upset about it,” Lubin’s saying. “Grace especially. And since Atlantis didn’t come through, for all their talk about working on a cure—”