‘We broke up another coup last night,’ I explained. ‘The guy who punched me was wearing a ring with a hidden spike.’ I kicked aside an empty lemonade bottle lying in my path. The white polystyrene lunch boxes littering the ground were irritatingly bright. The night before, a student had stormed onto the Monument’s upper terrace with a group of friends and declared himself commander-in-chief. We had to use force to get them to leave. During the fight, Chen Di’s binoculars fell on the ground and smashed into pieces.
Zhang Jie smirked awkwardly, uncertain how to respond. He was the kind of aloof, insecure guy that girls find least attractive.
Mou Sen had persuaded Tang Guoxian and Wu Bin to help set up his Democracy University. During the preparatory meeting the day before, he’d appointed himself chancellor, made Nuwa general secretary, Tang Guoxian admissions officer, Old Fu vice chancellor and Little Chan head of public relations.
We soon found ourselves crushed in the excited crowd that had gathered around the statue. The white goddess, constructed of styrofoam and papier mâché, towered above us, her hands raising a torch towards the blue sky. She was as tall as a three-storey building. Her face was still concealed beneath a sheet of red silk.
‘So they managed to put it up in the end!’ Mou Sen cried. ‘Those art students must have worked through the night. Many Beijing residents came to help after you left. They were amazing. When the students were building the pedestal, they called for some saws, and immediately four or five saws appeared from nowhere. A few hours later, they said they were tired and could do with some congee, and within minutes, the residents wheeled over a trolley with enough congee to feed an army.’ Mou Sen was very excited. Tian Yi’s camera was hanging around his neck.
The crowd grew impatient. Students were setting up microphones and speakers at the foot of the statue. I spotted Wu Bin over there, supervising the security cordon that circled the base. He allowed us through the cordon and let us sit with the journalists. Student representatives from eight Beijing art colleges sat nearby, waiting to take part in the unveiling ceremony.
A girl even more graceful and slender than Nuwa stood up and announced that the ceremony was about to begin. If she’d been wearing a white dress, she would have looked like a goddess herself. Mou Sen told me she was a film actress.
The art students stood up, and together with a few Beijing citizens pulled the red silk sheet from the statue’s face and released balloons into the air. All eyes in the Square gazed up at the Goddess.
‘She looks like Tian Yi,’ Zhang Jie said, craning his neck. ‘Her hair’s a bit shorter, that’s all.’
Although the features were a little coarse, she was a good replica of New York’s Statue of Liberty. She rose majestically from the middle of the Square, directly opposite Chairman Mao’s portrait, staring resolutely into the distance, her mouth tightly pursed. When I looked up at her, I felt a renewed sense of courage.
Students from the Academy of Music stood up and sang ‘The Blood-stained Spirit’ and Beethoven’s ‘Ode to Joy’. Bare-chested boys from the Dance Academy performed a Shaanxi Province folk-dance, beating drums tied to their waists. The jubilant ceremony then came to an end and the crowds began to scatter.
‘Today’s paper says the authorities have called the erecting of the Goddess of Democracy an illegal act, and an affront to China’s national pride and democratic image,’ Hai Feng said, walking up with a newspaper in his hand. He too had been going back to the campus every night, and usually only turned up at the Square in the afternoon.
‘Look, the peasant marchers from Daxing County have arrived!’ Zhang Jie said. The huge parade of marchers poured into the Square chanting ‘Support Li Peng!’ and ‘Down with Professor Fang Li!’
‘So they’re attacking the astrophysicist Fang Li,’ Hai Feng laughed. ‘I bet none of those peasants can even read.’
‘The Daxing County propaganda department bribed them into joining the march with the promise of free boxed lunches,’ I said, feeling a sudden wave of hunger.
You lie impatiently inside your seminal ducts, waiting for your chance to burst out.
‘Your mother’s gone to do her Falun Gong exercises in the yard outside,’ Wen Niao says. ‘Can you hear the music?’
She turns up the radio and starts to dance to the love song that’s playing. I hear her feet twisting, her bracelets clinking against her watch and her soft humming echoing in the back of her throat.
‘So, is it nice, having a woman dance for you? Are you happy now?’ She’s breathing faster.
The jasmine tea has cooled down, so now I can smell her hair and the feminine scent of her neck as she pulls off her muslin scarf.
‘You arrived in my life like a beautiful mistake. I still don’t know who you are. Your tenderness confuses me. I’m lost in a maze of mist…’ She swirls about as she sings. She’s very happy, and so am I. I’ve almost forgotten I’m in a coma.
‘I offered you my love, but you said you didn’t want it. Did I upset you in some way?’ She lies down on my bed, takes a deep breath, then moves on top of me. ‘Now you are mine, but I’m still not happy. If you love me, say it to my face…’ She leans down and whispers into my ear, ‘If only all men were like you. You’re wonderful. You never go out to nightclubs or play around with other women.’ She lets out a long sigh then continues, ‘What’s going through your mind, wooden man? I want to tell you a secret. I was a Living Buddha in my past life. Ever since I was a child, I’ve been looking out of my window, waiting for the Tibetan lamas to turn up and take me back to my old monastery…’
I can feel her eyes staring at me. She breathes over my face. The smell of tobacco and alcohol on her warm breath excites the nerve cells in my nose as I inhale. I sense my breath enter her nostrils then flow out again as she exhales. My breath smells different when it emerges from her body. I can smell us both in that single outbreath. The blend of male and female scents is as arousing to me as a kiss.
‘It’s a shame you couldn’t see me dance just now,’ she says quietly, then begins to sing to me again. ‘Don’t tell me you don’t understand. I’ve poured my heart out to you… Karaoke bars have sprung up all over the city. If you feel a bit low, you can get a group of friends together and sing the whole night away. It’s wonderful. Can you hear me?’ Wen Niao’s voice seems to have suddenly acquired a beautiful, angelic tone.
She takes off her watch and tucks it under my pillow.
Her hand is cooler than my skin. When it sweeps across my stomach, it feels like rain falling on a hot, dry field.
She lifts the quilt that’s draped over me. I sense her staring at my penis, then touching it with her fingers. ‘It’s as hard as an obelisk. You don’t mind if I touch it, do you, young man? You want me, don’t you?’
It must be sticking up in the air now, stiff and erect.
She turns the light out. I hear her unbuckle her belt and take off her trousers and shoes. Then she lies on top of me, holds my penis in one hand and strokes herself with the other. Moaning softly, she rises into a squat then sits down on me. I feel myself enter her soft flesh. She lets out a gasp, then swerves from side to side, squeezing me tightly between her warm, damp walls. I feel myself becoming hotter and hotter until at last my sperm spills out. Some of it drips down between her legs, the rest begins to slowly die inside her.