It came out more brutally than he had intended.
‘Oh God,’ said Bella, feeling suddenly defeated. ‘So it was all my fault.’
‘Of course it wasn’t,’ said Lazlo irritably.
There was a knock and a policeman’s head came round the door. ‘You’re going to miss that plane Mr Henriques, unless you hurry.’
‘Just coming,’ said Lazlo. ‘Give me a few seconds more.’
The head retreated. Bella was staring listlessly at her hands. For a moment it seemed even Lazlo was at a loss for words.
The tension between them was unbearable. She felt an appalling urge to collapse, sobbing in his arms, pleading with him not to go, but she just went on gazing at her bitten nails.
‘Bella,’ he said gently, ‘please look at me.’
‘I can’t,’ she said in a stifled voice. There was another agonizing pause. He sighed and stood up.
‘All right, I suppose it’s no good trying to sort anything out at the moment. You’re all in. Roger’ll look after you. Get as much rest as you can. I’ll ring you from B.A. as soon as I’ve got anything to report.’
‘You will be careful, won’t you?’ she said, still not looking up.
‘I’ll try,’ he said wearily, and was gone. And Bella was overwhelmed with a terrible sense of anticlimax.
Chapter Twenty-four
They released her after forty-eight hours in hospital. The doctors said she must have an extremely strong constitution. Apart from the fact that at night she was continually woken by nightmares about guns pointing at her, and by day she thought obsessively about Lazlo, she seemed to have made an excellent recovery. Roger steered her through a gruelling press conference when she came out.
The questions about the actual kidnapping and living with the gunmen were bad enough, but soon they moved on to her private life.
‘You were engaged to Rupert Henriques,’ said the gossip writer from the Daily Mail.
‘Yes,’ said Bella.
‘But you broke it off,’ he persisted.
‘Yes.’
‘Why?’
‘Because we weren’t suited.’
‘Or because you were more suited to his cousin, Lazlo?’
‘No!’ said Bella, going scarlet.
‘Lazlo tried to cut his cousin out with you, didn’t he?’
‘This is not a court of law,’ said Roger Field, firmly. ‘So will you stop pestering Bella with irrelevant questions.’
But throughout the press conference, journalist after journalist harked back to the question of her and Lazlo, until suddenly she lost her temper.
‘Will you stop hounding me,’ she screamed. ‘There is absolutely nothing between Lazlo Henriques and me, and I’m not answering any more of your bloody questions.’
It took all Roger Field’s tact to calm everyone down.
‘In considerable distress,’ wrote down the journalists in their shorthand notebooks, as a minute later Bella suddenly stood up, burst into tears and fled out of the room.
‘I can’t stand any more,’ she sobbed to Roger.
‘You won’t have to,’ said Roger.
Five minutes later she and Roger were smuggled out of a side door and into a waiting police car.
‘Where are we going?’ said Bella.
‘To a bolt hole of Lazlo’s in Maida Vale,’ said Roger. ‘He’s been hiding out there since you and Chrissie were kidnapped. Too many people, including the Press, know the address of his own flat.’
They were welcomed at the flat by Roger’s wife, Sabina. She was a tall, slim brunette and her beauty in the flesh and in the photograph on Roger’s desk at the theatre had blighted the hopes of many a young actress who would otherwise have set her cap at Roger. She gathered Bella into a voluptuous scented hug.
‘Welcome home, darling. This flat has to be seen to be believed. I’m sure it’s where Lazlo keeps his first eleven mistresses, all that peach-coloured satin and mirrors in the bedroom.’
‘Nonsense,’ said Roger sharply. ‘Lazlo bought it as a base for visiting clients. It merely happens to be empty at the moment because no-one’s over here. The Arabs go wild about that bedroom.’
‘Business must be disintegrating,’ said Sabina. ‘He hasn’t been near the office for days. A huge pile of mail arrived this morning that hadn’t been opened since before you were kidnapped. I’ve put it all in his bedroom. I’ve put you in there, too, Bella, so you can lie in bed all night and admire your reflection against peach-coloured satin, in the mirror on the ceiling,’ she added, carrying Bella’s suitcase into the room on the right. Several of Lazlo’s sweaters lay on an armchair and on the dressing table were jumbled together cuff-links, nail scissors, bottles of aftershave, ivory hair brushes, ties, cheque books, a wallet, several race cards, a fountain pen, a huge stack of mail and a pile of five pound notes.
Bella sniffed one of the bottles of aftershave — it had strong overtones of lavender and musk, and immediately conjured up the old smooth, opulent, mocking, self-assured Lazlo she knew before the kidnapping, not the pale, trembling, shattered man who’d greeted her on her escape.
It was almost as though Sabina read her thoughts.
‘I don’t know how Lazlo survived the last ten days,’ she said. ‘He never went to bed, working flat out trying to trace you — and not getting a lead from anyone. Just those damn telephone calls at twenty-four hour intervals, getting more and more threatening. Then those absurd tapes they sent to prove that you were still alive, that might have been made any time.’
She took off the fur counterpane from the bed and began folding it up.
‘Then your hair arrived through the post. That was the last straw. He was convinced you were both dead. He completely broke down. It’s always much worse when someone you never think will, does. Roger thought he was finished. Then, just as he was trying to cheer him up, the telephone rang and it was Diego. After that he was all right.’
Bella felt herself going scarlet. More than anything in the world she wanted to ask Sabina what Lazlo felt about her — but she was too frightened of getting a negative answer.
‘I wish he’d ring,’ she said for the hundredth time.
‘Oh, he’ll be all right,’ said Sabina. ‘He’s a cat with ninety-nine lives. I’ll leave you to get yourself sorted out. I’m going to cook supper. Come and have a drink when you’re ready.’
After she’d gone, Bella looked at herself in the mirror. God, she hated her hair. She wondered if it would be worth getting a wig. She sniffed the aftershave again and felt a sudden spasm of lust and longing. Then, with a beating heart, she started to leaf through the unopened mail. Halfway down she found what she was dreading — a letter from France in a blue airmail envelope with the address written in violet ink in a flowing, expansive hand.
The name on the back was, of course, Angora’s. Trust the silly bitch to use violet ink. Bella was itching to open it. It was dated nine days ago, so, probably, Angora didn’t even know of the kidnapping when she’d written it. Firmly, Bella put it at the bottom of the pile. Then she changed into a green and black dress. It was in the style of a cheongsam with a high neck — and a slit skirt.
‘That’s more like the old Bella,’ said Roger appreciatively when she went into the drawing room.
‘I feel very un-Gaysha,’ she said, ‘and what the hell am I going to do about my bloody hair?’
‘I rather like it,’ said Roger. ‘It brings out the latent fag in me. I’ve decided the next thing you’re going to do is Viola.’
‘“She never told her love, but let concealment, like a worm i’ the bud, feed on her damask cheek”,’ quoted Bella. ‘Sounds just like me.’