“What, you miss the snows of New York?”
“I miss the theater.”
Sid laughed. “You miss eight shows a week, rain or shine?” Al had a reputation for being lazy.
“Sometimes, I actually do,” James replied.
“Come on, Al, I remember when you hated going to rehearsals, and we practically had to root you out of Sardi’s to get you to matinees on time. You were made for the movies.”
The actor lifted his handsome head a little and smiled, revealing his beautiful Hollywood dental work. “You have a point. We wrapped on Dark Promise earlier this week. I saw a rough cut this morning, and it’s going to be really, really good. The studio says I’ll get nominated.”
“Please accept my premature congratulations,” Sid said.
“My agent, Max Wyler, says I’m up for something even better: a Faulkner script. There’s a chance of back-to-back nominations.”
“Faulkner and who else?” Sid asked, laughing. “I don’t think Bill has ever written a whole draft that anybody could shoot.”
“There’ll be some good lines of his in it, though; I haven’t seen the script yet. The rumor is Kazan is going to direct.”
“Sounds like a nice package, so why are you so depressed?”
“Let’s order,” James said. They both opted for the steak, which was Benny’s claim to fame. James didn’t answer the question.
“How did Alice like Jackson Hole?”
“She loves it. In fact, she’s going to stay up there and keep an eye on how they handle the dialogue for me while I go to Washington.”
“Alice in Wyoming for a month? I don’t believe it. There can’t be any shopping up there.”
“She doesn’t want to be here,” Sid said.
James nodded. “I’m glad I’m not married,” he said.
“I thought you and that actress were headed that way.”
“Not any more; she ran for the hills.”
“The hearings?”
“Oh, it’s not her; it’s her agent. He’s warned her off me, told her she could become tainted by the association, ruin her promising career.”
“Oh.”
“Have you noticed that some people don’t want to be seen with you any more? Don’t even want to talk to you?”
“No, I can’t say that I have.”
“People at the studio?”
“Eddie Harris and, especially, Rick Barron have been just great. They paid me up front for the script, so I’ve got a cushion now.”
“I wish I could say that.”
“Didn’t you get the rest of your money when you wrapped your picture?”
“Yeah, but there’s the mortage and the cars.” Al lived very well but paycheck to paycheck.
“Well, I’m a little flush; if you need a loan I can come up with a few grand.”
“Thanks, Sid, but I don’t think you’re going to want to loan me money.”
Sid wanted to ask what he meant by that, but their steaks arrived, and they began eating. He remained silent. He would let Al spit out whatever it was in his own time.
“What are you writing next?” Al asked.
“I’m going to option an old novel that I think would make a great romantic comedy.”
“What’s it called?”
“I’ll tell you when I’ve got the option in my pocket.”
Al grinned. “Smart.”
Finally, Sid couldn’t take it any more. “Come on, Al, what’s eating you?”
Al put down his knife and fork and signaled for another Scotch. “I met with the HUAC investigator this week, my lawyer and I.”
Sid looked at him askance. “Al, is that a good idea? We all agreed not to talk to them until we’re in Washington.”
“He wasn’t a bad guy, really. He’s kind of in the same bind we are, getting a lot of pressure from the committee.”
“Go on.”
“He wants me to name names.”
Sid stopped eating and swallowed hard. “Whose names?”
“He started with everybody I ever saw at a meeting.”
“And you agreed to that?” Sid was becoming alarmed.
Al shook his head. “No, I held my ground.”
Sid relaxed a little. “That’s good. You shouldn’t even have met with him.”
“Sort of, I mean.”
“Sort of?”
“After a lot of talking he finally said I didn’t have to name anybody the committee doesn’t already know about.”
“Why would they want you to name names they already know? That doesn’t make any sense.”
“It makes sense to them. They don’t think the way you and I think. They want witnesses to name names in the hearings.”
“Al, you didn’t agree to this, surely.”
“Sid, my career is taking off. I have the prospect of two nominations in successive years, maybe even two Oscars. I’d be made for life. I could write my own ticket. Should I give up all that for a bunch of people, most of whom I never even liked? I haven’t paid any dues or been to a party meeting in four years, not until I got subpoenaed. I thought they’d forgotten about me, that I was out.”
“The party tends to have a long memory,” Sid agreed.
“So do the studios,” Al said. “If I make the wrong move here, I’m done in pictures; I’ll never work again.”
“There’s always New York and the theater. You said you miss it.” Sid said.
“Sid, you have a bigger reputation there than I do. What reputation I have is out here. And I can’t live on the few hundred a week I’d get for a play.”
“Al, what are you going to do?” There, he had asked the question, and he tensed for the answer.
“They’ve asked me to name six people, all of them known to the committee.”
Sid didn’t speak; he just stared at his friend, whose jaw was working, but nothing was coming out.
Finally Alan James spoke. “You’re one of them,” he said.
19
Sid Brooks got Alan James into his car and drove him home. Al, he knew, would never have made it without crashing his car; he had probably consumed half a bottle of Scotch at Benny’s.
Al mumbled unintelligibly during the ten-minute drive. At his place in the Hollywood Hills, Sid got him out of the car and over his shoulder in a fireman’s carry he had learned in the Boy Scouts. The front door was unlocked, and Sid struggled up the stairs with the nearly unconscious actor and dumped him on his bed. He sat him up, stripped off his coat, loosened his tie and belt and let him fall back on the bed. He pulled off his shoes, spread a blanket over him and positioned a wastebasket where he could vomit into it. “Good-bye, Al,” he said. “I don’t think we’ll be seeing each other any more.” He walked out of the house, putting the door on the latch, and drove home to Beverly Hills.
Sid let himself into the house and turned on some lights. He walked around the place, inspecting it as if he had never seen it. They had bought the house two years before, but they had only just finished the renovations and decorations. He walked into his beautifully paneled study, poured himself a Scotch and sank into his comfortable leather chair, the one where he did most of his thinking. His typewriter sat, waiting, on his desk, a stack of foolscap next to it, a coffee mug of sharpened pencils nearby.
A place to work and everything he needed to do it — that had been his dream when he was younger. If this were New York, he and Alice would be crammed into a three-room apartment, bursting at the seams with their stuff. He had told himself that he was coming out here for the weather and the paycheck, but this house was what he had come for. This was the first time in their lives that he and Alice had been ahead of the game: money in the bank, the cars paid for, an investment in a small, six-unit apartment building in Santa Monica. They had made it. He dozed.
The doorbell woke him. Sunlight was streaming through the study windows, reflecting off the walnut paneling. He looked at the clock on his desk: just after ten o’clock. His Scotch glass was on the floor next to the chair in the middle of a wet spot. He struggled to his feet, slapped himself to wake up. The doorbell rang again, more insistently.