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ly barren. At the great oaken table around which they all

sat, there were three Medicorps officers m addition to Major

Grey.

Helen did not speak to Bill when they brought him in.

He was placed on the same side of the table with an offi-

cer between them. Two orderlies stood behind Bill's chair.

Other than these people, there was no one in the room.

The great windows were high above the floor and displayed

only the blissful sky. Now and then Bill saw a flock of pi-

geons waft aloft on silver-turning wings. Everyone at the ta-

ble except himself had a copy of his case report and they

discussed it with clipped sentences. Between the stone floor

and the vaulted ceiling, a subtle echolalia babbled about

Bill's problem behind their human talk.

The discussion of the report lulled when Major Grey

rapped on the table. He glanced unsmiling from face to face,

and his voice hurried the ritualized words: "This is a court

of medicine, co-joining the results of medical science and con-

sidered lay judgment to arrive at a decision in the case

of patient Bill Walden. The patient is hospitalized for a his-

tory of drug refusal and communication breaks. We have

before us the medical case record of patient Walden. Has ev-

eryone present studied this record?"

All at the table nodded.

"Do all present feel competent to pass judgment in this

case?"

Again there came the agreement.

Major Grey continued, "It is my duty to advise you, in

the presence of the patient, of the profound difference be-

tween a trial for simple drug refusal and one in which that

aberration is compounded with communication breaks.

"It is true that no other aberration is possible when the

drugs are taken as prescribed. After all, the drugs are the

basis for our schizophrenic society. Nevertheless, simple drug

refusal often is a mere matter of physiology, which is easy

enough to remedy.

"A far more profound threat to our society is the break

in communication. This generally is more deeply motivated

in the patient, and is often inaccessible to therapy. Such a pa-

tient is driven to emotive explorations which place the various

ancient passions, and the infamous art of historical gesture,

such as 'give me liberty or give me death', above the wel-

fare of society."

_ Bill watched the birds flash down the sky, a handful of

""Heavenly coin. Never had it seemed to him so good to look

at the sky. // they hospitalize me, he thought, I will be

content forever to sit and look from windows.

"Our schizophrenic society," Major Grey was saying, "holds

together and runs smoothly because, in each individual, the

" personality conflicts have been compartmentalized between

hyperalter and hypoalter. On the social level, conflicting per-

sonalities are kept on opposite shifts and never contact each

other. Or they are kept on shifts where contact is possible no

more than one or two days out of ten. Bill Walden's break

of shift is the type of behaviour designed to reactivate these

conflicts, and to generate the destructive passions on which

an undrugged mind feeds. Already illness and disrupted lives

have resulted."

Major Grey paused and looked directly at Bill. "Exhaus-

tive tests have demonstrated that your entire personality is

involved. I might also say that the aberration to live without

the drugs and to break communication codes is your person-

ality. All these Medicorps oflicers are agreed on that diagno-

sis. It remains now for us of the Medicorps to sit with the

laymen intimately involved and decide on the action to be

taken. The only possible alternatives after that diagnosis are

permanent hospitalization or. . . total removal of the per-

sonality by mnemonic erasure."

Bill could not speak. He saw Major Grey nod to one of the

orderlies and felt the man pushing up his sleeve and inject-

ing his nerveless arm. They were forcing him to shift, he

knew, so that Conrad Manz could sit in on the trial and

participate.

Helplessly, he watched the great sky blacken and the room

dim and disappear.

Major Grey did not avert his face, as did the others, while

the shift was in progress. Helen Walden, he saw, was drama-

tizing her shame at being present during a shift, but the Medi-

corps officers simply stared at the table. Major Grey watched

the face of Conrad Manz take form while the man who was

going to be tried faded.

Bill Walden had been without make-up, and as soon as

he was sure Manz could hear him. Major Grey apologized.

"I hope you won't object to this brief interlude in public

without make-up. You are present at the trial of Bill Wal-

den."

Conrad Manz nodded and Major Grey waited another full

minute for the shift to complete itself before he continued.

"Mr. Manz, during the two days you waited in the hospital

for us to catch Walden in shift, I discussed this case quite

thoroughly with you, especially as it applied to the case of

Clara Manz, on which we were already working.

"You will recall that in the case of your wife, the Modi-

corps diagnosis was one of a clearly localized aberration.

It was quite simple to apply the mnemonic eraser to that

small section without disturbing in any way her basic per-

sonality. Medicorps agreement was for this procedure and

the case did not come to trial, but simply went to opera-

tion, because lay agreement was obtained. First yourself and

eventually" Major Grey paused and let the memory of

Helen's stubborn insistence that Clara die stir in Conrad's

mind"Mrs. Walden agreed with the Medicorps."

Major Grey let the room wait in silence for awhile. "The

case of Bill Walden is quite different. The aberration in-

volves the whole personality, and the alternative actions

to be taken are permanent hospitalization or total erasure.

In this case, I believe that Medicorps opinion will be divided

as to proper action and" Major Grey paused again and

looked levelly at Conrad Manz"this may be true, also, of the

lay opinion."

"How's that, Major?" demanded the highest ranking Medi-

corps officer present, a colonel named Hart, a tall, handsome

man on whom the military air was a becoming skin. "What

do you mean about Medicorps opinion being divided?"

Major Grey answered quietly, "I'm holding out for hospitali-

zation."

Colonel Hart's face reddened. He thrust it forward and

straightened his back. "That's preposterous! This is a clear-

cut case of a dangerous threat to our society, and we, let me

remind you, are sworn to protect that society."

Major Grey felt very tired. It was, after all, difficult to un-

derstand why he always fought so hard against erasure of

these aberrant cases. But he began with quiet determination.

"The threat to society is effectively removed by either of the

alternatives, hospitalization or total erasure. I think you can

all see from Bill Walden's medical record that his is a well-

rounded personality with a remarkable mind. In the environ-

ment of the 20th Century, he would have been an outstanding