She wasn’t about to spare him any blushes. As he slouched towards her across the back green, she grinned. ‘Running away from the police, eh? What’ve you got to hide?’
‘Nuthin’.’
‘You should be careful,’ she warned. ‘A stunt like that could open those stitches in your side.’
‘Do you want everyone to hear? Get inside.’ He almost pushed her through the kitchen door. It was exactly the invitation Siobhan wanted.
Rebus got the call at six-fifteen and arranged the meeting for ten. At eight, Patience called him. He knew he wouldn’t sound right to her, would sound like his thoughts were elsewhere (which they were), but he wanted to keep her talking. He was filling the time till ten o’clock and didn’t want any of it left vacant. He might start to think about it otherwise, might change his mind.
Eventually, for want of other topics, he told Patience all about Michael (who was asleep in the box room). At last they were on the same wavelength. Patience suggested counselling, and was amazed no one at the hospital had mentioned the possibility. She would look into it and get back to Rebus. Meantime, he’d have to watch Michael didn’t go into clinical depression. The problem with those drugs was that they not only killed your fears, they could kill your emotions stone dead.
‘He was so lively when he moved in,’ Rebus said. ‘The students are wondering what the hell’s happened to him. I think they’re as worried as I am.’
Michael’s self-proclaimed ‘girlfriend’ had spent time trying to talk to him, coaxing him out to pubs and clubs. But Michael had fought against it, and she hadn’t shown her face for at least a day. One of the male students had approached Rebus in the kitchen and asked, in tones of deepest sympathy, if a bit of ‘blaw’ might help Mickey. Rebus had shaken his head. Christ, it might not be a bad idea, though.
But Patience was against it. ‘Mix the stuff he’s on with cannabis and God knows what sort of reaction you’d get: paranoia or a complete downer would be my guess.’
She was anti-drugs anyway, and not just the proscribed kinds. She knew that the easy way out for doctors was to fill out a form for the pharmacy. Valium, moggies, whatever it took. People all over Scotland, and especially the people who needed most help, were eating tablets like they were nourishment. And the doctors pointed to their workloads and said, What else can we do?
‘Want me to come over?’ she was asking now. It was a big step. Yes, Rebus wanted her to come over, but it was nearly nine.
‘No, but I appreciate the thought.’
‘Well, try not to leave him too long on his own. He’s sleeping to escape something he needs to confront.’
‘Bye, Patience.’ Rebus put down the phone and made ready to leave the flat.
Why had he chosen the waterfront at North Queensferry for the meeting? Well, wasn’t it obvious? He stood near the same but they’d taken Michael to, and he got cold. He’d arrived early, and Deek naturally was late. Rebus didn’t really mind. It gave him time to stare up at the rail bridge, wondering how it would feel to be lowered over the side at the dead of night. Screaming dumbly into your gag as they took the bag from your face. Looking all the way down. That’s where Rebus was now, though he was at sea level. He was looking all the way down.
‘Cold though, eh?’ Deek Torrance rubbed his hands together.
‘Thanks for setting me up the other night.’
‘Eh?’
‘ “Sailor for trade or rent”.’
‘Oh aye, that.’ Torrance grinned. ’ “King of the Road”. That’s not the way it goes, thoug…’
‘You’ve got it?’
Deek patted his coat pocket. He was jittery, with good cause. It wasn’t every day you sold an illegal firearm to a policeman.
‘Let’s see it, then.’
‘What? Out here?’
Rebus looked around. ‘There’s nobody here.’
Deek bit his lip, then resigned himself to lifting the handgun out of his pocket and placing it in John Rebus’s palm.
The thing was a lifeless weight, but comfortable to hold. Rebus placed it in his own capacious pocket. ‘Ammo?’
The bullets shook in their box like a baby’s toy. Rebus pocketed them too, then reached into the back pocket of his trousers for the cash. ‘Want to count it?’
Deek shook his head, then nodded across the road. ‘I’ll buy you a drink though, if you like.’
A drink sounded good to Rebus. ‘I’ll just get rid of this first.’ He unlocked his car and slipped the gun and ammo underneath the driver’s seat. He noticed he was trembling and a little dizzy as he stood back up. A drink would be good. He was hungry, too, but the thought of food made him want to boak. He looked again at the bridge. ‘Come on, then,’ he said to Deek Torrance.
Minus gun and with money in its place, Torrance was more relaxed and loquacious. They sat in the Hawes Inn with their drinks. Torrance ’; was explaining how the guns came into the country.
‘See, it’s easy to buy a gun in France. They even come around the towns in vans and flog them off the back. Stick a catalogue through your door to let you know what they’ll have. I got to meet this French guy, not bad to say he’s French. He’s back and forth over the Channel, some sort of business he’s in. He brings the guns with him, and I buy them. He brings Mace too, if you’re interested.’
‘Why didn’t you say?’ Rebus muttered into his pint. ‘I wouldn’t have needed the gun.’
‘Eh?’ Deek saw he was making a joke and laughed.
‘So what have I got?’ asked Rebus. ‘It was a bit dark out there to see.’
‘Well, they’re all copies. Don’t worry, I file off any identifiers myself. Yours is a Colt 45. It’ll take ten rounds.’
‘Eight millimetre?’
Deek nodded. ‘There are twenty in the box. It’s not the most lethal weapon around. I can get replica Uzis too.’
‘Christ.’ Rebus finished his pint. He suddenly wanted to be out of there.
‘It’s a living,’ said Deek Torrance.
‘Aye, right, a living,’ said Rebus, getting up to go.
23
Next morning Rebus forced himself into the usual routine. He checked to see if there had been any sign of Andrew McPhail. There had not. Maclean hadn’t been too badly hurt by the boiled water, most of which he’d deflected with his arms. Nobody was yet treating McPhail like a dangerous criminal. His description had been issued to bus and train stations, motorway service areas, and the like. If the manpower were available, Rebus knew exactly where he would start looking for him.
A shadow fell over his desk. It was the Little Weed.
‘So,’ Flower said, ‘you lose a DS to a blow on the napper, and a DC to a gas explosion. What’s for an encore?’
Rebus saw that they had an audience. Half the station had been waiting for a confrontation between the two inspectors. Now more detectives than usual seemed interested in the filing cabinets near Rebus’s desk.
‘It’s easier if you do a handstand,’ commented Rebus.
‘What is?’
‘Talking out of your arse.’
There were a few covering coughs from the filing cabinets. ‘I’ve got some throat pastilles if you want them,’ Rebus called. The cabinet doors slid shut. The audience moved away.
‘You think you’re God’s gift, don’t you?’ Flower said. ‘You think you’re all it takes.’
‘I’m better than some.’
‘And a lot worse than others.’
Rebus picked up the previous evening’s arrest sheet and started to read it. ‘If you’re finishe…?’
Flower smiled. ‘Rebus, I thought your kind went out with the dinosaurs.’
‘Aye, but only because they turned you down when you asked them.’
Which made it two-nil as Alister Flower walked off the field. But Rebus knew there’d be another leg to the match, and another after that. He looked again at the arrest sheet, checking he’d seen the name right, then sighed and went down to the cells. A cluster of young constables stood outside cell one, taking turns at the peephole. ‘It’s that guy with the tattoos,’ one of them explained to Rebus.