Shaun stared across to where Gem leaned on the back of the couch. She had a secretive little smile on her face, and he paused. Holy shit. “You knew. You knew about this too, and you didn’t tell me?”
Gem shrugged. “Caroline approached me earlier. She wanted to be sure I was okay with a human being a part of the pack.”
Damn, he was the last to learn anything. Still, ego aside for a minute— “Do you want this? You’ve given up your home in the south for me, do you really mean to give up your personal freedom and help run the insanity?”
“There’s a difference between not having something because it’s taken from you and offering to give it up. Huge difference.”
“Yes or no, love?”
Gem nodded. “I think it would be a lot of fun to try as new experience.”
Shaun shrugged. “Can’t be worse than hanging out with Evan like I used to.”
They grinned at each other. Shaun wanted to race over and pick her up, carry her all caveman-like down the hall to one of the back bedrooms. His wolf approved of both ideas. Damn thing was already preening from being given the Beta slot.
Evan rocked forward and shot to his feet.
“Drinks all around to celebrate.” He hung his head out the door and hollered. “Caroline, bring in the hootch. They said yes.”
A loud cheer poured in the open door, and Shaun rolled his eyes. “The pack knew? Fuck it, Evan, everyone in the pack knew before me?”
Caroline walked in and winked at him, the moonshine in one hand and a glass of white wine in the other. “A few of them were taking bets how long it would be before you figured it out.”
Sheesh. “Nice. Nice to know I’m starting with them all shaking in their boots over my mighty authority.”
Caroline handed Gem the wine then passed Evan the bottle. “You’re not the one they want to impress. They’re hoping Gem thinks they’re special.”
Oh, they did, did they? Shaun sauntered over beside the couch and faked a menacing glare as he stared into Gem’s eyes. “I know she’s something special, and that’s more than enough, right?”
Gem winked at him. “Right.”
Shaun sat next to her, the girls continuing to chat. Evan passed him a tiny glass of something that smelled familiar.
His wolf twitched.
Shaun raised his glass as Evan proposed a toast. “To the Takhini pack’s new Betas. May you find happiness in serving the whole crazy lot.”
The instant the glass touched his lips, something tight wrapped around his throat. A loud cry of surprise rose from Gem, and Shaun whirled. He fell to the floor, trapped in his clothes.
He’d shifted to wolf without meaning to and the tight collar of his T-shirt was choking him.
“Shaun? What happened?”
He tugged on the clothing awkwardly with his wolf teeth as Gem attempted to help him, Evan laughing mercilessly in the background.
“I’m not sure, I’ve never had that happen before.”
“You shifted when we first met, remember?”
Dangerous territory. Here be monsters. “Umm, frankly, no, but I’ll explain about that later…”
Shaun took control of himself and shifted back, his shirt tangled around his head, the rest of his clothing a mess.
By now Caroline was giggling as well.
“Sure, laugh at the sickie. What the hell is up?”
It took a couple minutes to get himself back together. Gem very sweetly refrained from laughing. He picked up the shot glass from the ground.
“Sorry about the mess.”
Evan shrugged and reached forward with the bottle again.
Shaun’s belly quivered and his wolf howled in dismay. The world spun again.
“Shaun? Holy shit.” Evan pulled the moonshine away, and Shaun stared up at his Alpha from his haunches, back in wolf form.
“This is getting really boring, really fast,” he complained to Gem.
Evan sat uneasily, shaking his head from side to side. “Oh man, I don’t believe it. Sorry, dude, but I think I know the cause of your problem.”
For the second time in less than five minutes, Shaun adjusted his T-shirt over his human chest. “Tell me, because flashing to wolf while I’m at twenty thousand feet could be more than awkward.”
Evan placed the moonshine bottle on the side table away from Shaun then pointed at it. “You must be having a reaction to this.”
Shit, no. “To your hootch?”
Evan nodded. “It’s not your typical Jack and Coke. I’m not saying you can’t drink, just not my special family blend. Your wolf is trying to stop you from getting looped again.”
“A reaction, eh? That would explain why I had that hangover.” Among other issues. Gem was giving him this very concentrated stare, and he wondered how much it would hurt when she found out about his little memory faux pas. He really needed to tell her the whole story as soon as possible.
His Alpha looked apologetic. “Sorry, man. I had no idea. It’s not that common a reaction, but looks as if you won’t be swilling the ’shine with me anymore.”
“No, I don’t think he will either.” The precise princess tone in his mate’s voice snapped Shaun’s attention to her face.
The uber-polite smile she wore was…kinda scary. He swallowed hard. “Gem?”
She batted her lashes a couple times before delicately laying a hand on his arm. “Darling. So. You have no memory of shifting to a wolf the night we met? But you remember everything else, don’t you?”
Oh boy. Damn those gods of karma—as soon as possible didn’t mean right here, right now. Caroline suddenly got very busy doing something, but Evan happily stared, his gaze darting back and forth between Gem and Shaun as if he was watching a Wimbledon tennis match. Shaun wondered if having an audience was safer than dragging her from the room to complete his confession.
He motioned with his head for Evan to turn away. His Alpha shrugged as if confused, but his smile got wider. Asshole.
So be it. Time to man up—or wolf up. Whatever.
“No. I don’t remember anything between talking with Evan—”
“—and drinking my hootch,” Evan cut in.
Shaun squeezed the bridge of his nose. What a great thing, having a helpful friend in an already tough situation. “Yes, and I was drinking his hootch. The next bit I remember is waking up with you in the morning.”
Gem patted his arm gently. “That must have been simply terrible for you.”
The softer her voice, the more frightened he got. “It was. Wait…I mean it wasn’t. I mean, I loved finding out we were mates, at least once we got past the fighting bit, and I have treasured every touch and every minute since… Oh shit.” The longer he spoke, the higher her right brow rose. So much for sweet-talk—this conversation had gone south faster than an out-of-control tailspin. He cupped her face in his hands. “I was going to tell you, but…”
Faint music drifted through the shut door. Everything else went absolutely still as Shaun scrambled to find the best way to beg for forgiveness.
Evan’s loud burst of laughter cut the silence. “Shaun, you mean you can’t recall your first kiss with Gem? That’s terrible. I remember kissing her in perfect detail.”
This time both Gem and Shaun stiffened. Shock rolled through him as he watched her eyes widen. “You…you kissed Evan?”
Evan shot to his feet. “Oh dear, cat’s out of the bag. Caroline, maybe we should—”
Shaun flung out a hand. “Whoa, puppy. You aren’t going anywhere. You kissed my mate and you didn’t tell me?” He turned to Gem in consternation. “You kissed him and never said a word?”