Home, she thought. Away from all this craziness.
But how could she escape the craziness inside her?
“I can’t run away,” she said. “And I’m not afraid.”
“I sure as hell am, Alex. Afraid for you.” He leaned toward her. “Look, babe, whoever’s doing this isn’t screwing around. Somebody’s dead. A house has been burned to the ground.”
“I can’t run away,” she said. “You know I can’t. If I don’t stay to find the truth, the truth will find me.”
His lips lifted. “Ever heard of therapy? A nice safe couch, a boring but intuitive counselor, two or three visits a week-”
“No. I’m not going.”
“Think about it. Please?”
She opened her mouth to refuse, then shut it as a series of images filled her head: the mutilated doll, the blood of the lamb, Max Cragan’s gentle countenance distorted in death.
She should be afraid. Terrified.
Why wasn’t she?
“Okay,” she said. “I’ll think about it.”
CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX
Monday, March 15
7:40 P.M.
Alex and Tim sat at a window table at the girl & the fig. She had slept most of the afternoon. For part of the time, he’d laid with her, holding her. He’d made her feel safe.
“How are you feeling?” he asked.
“Drained.”
“I’m glad you slept. You needed it.”
“Thanks for watching over me.” Emotion tightened her chest. “I’m a total screwup, aren’t I? A real head case.”
“Don’t say that, it’s not true. We’ll figure this out.”
“Alex?”
She looked up to find Rachel crossing to them. She got to her feet and hugged her. “This is Tim Clarkson. My ex-husband. Tim, my stepsister, Rachel.”
He stood and held out his hand. Rachel took it. “Tim of the chopsticks,” she said.
He glanced at Alex in question. “She admired the chopsticks you gave me.”
“Oh.” He smiled. “And you’re Rachel of the really red lipstick.”
“I guess I am. Although I prefer to think of myself as Rachel of the really wonderful red wine.”
“That’s right,” he murmured. “You’re one of the Sommer family.”
“Would you like to join us?” Alex asked. “Please do.”
“I’d love to, but I’ve got a date.” She motioned to a striking, silver-haired man at the bar. “It’s a first date, you know how tricky those can be. Nice meeting you, Tim. Call me,” she said to Alex. “We’ll have lunch.”
They returned to their seats. Although Tim didn’t comment, Alex could tell he hadn’t liked Rachel. She told him so.
“It was that obvious?”
“To me.”
He reached across the table and covered her hand with his. “You know me a little too well.”
“That I do.” She squeezed his hand, then slid hers away and reached for her glass of wine. “Why didn’t you like her?”
He pursed his lips. “Too pushy.”
“She is not. I asked her to join us, remember? Not the other way around.”
“Fact was, she didn’t like me. And she didn’t waste a moment telling me who she was and why she was important. That says something about a person, Alex.”
“The wine comment?” She rolled her eyes. “First off, here it’s all about wine. If you are the wine, you let people know. Second, if you think she didn’t like you, it’s probably your own guilty conscience making you feel that way.”
“My guilty conscience?”
“You’re worried about what I might have told her.”
She was teasing him, but he flushed. Obviously, she’d pushed a button. “She’s possessive of you. It’s not normal.”
“That’s not true.”
“An entitlement thing. Like all those children of the vine.”
“You’ve had too much to drink. Children of the vine, give me a brea-”
She bit the last back and brought a hand to her mouth. “Oh my God. I know what it means.”
“What’re you talking about?”
“What you just said. Children of the vine. Not children, boys. Boys of the Vine. That’s what BOV stands for.”
He reached for his wine. “I have no idea what you’re talking about.”
“My mother… the ring, its inscription…” Alex felt sick and got to her feet. “I have to leave. I need some air.”
“Alex, what… wait-”
She ignored his attempts to stop her and hurried from the restaurant out onto the street. Even though it was a Monday night, the square hummed with activity.
Blindly, she started to walk. Her thoughts whirled. Her mother. It was true. It couldn’t be, but it was.
It felt like losing her again. The few good memories, hopes and dreams that she had managed to cobble together, destroyed. She wanted to hate her. It would hurt so much less than this betrayal.
How could you, Mom? How could you be so low? So pathetic?
“Alex?”
She looked up, vision blurred with tears. Reed. With a woman. His partner, she recognized.
“Are you all right?” he asked.
“No, I’m-” She moved into his arms and clung to him.
His arms came around and she pressed her face into his chest. She tried not to imagine her mother with those young men, concentrating instead on the steady rise and fall of Reed’s chest and how safe she felt in his arms. How reassured.
Tim called her name. He’d caught sight of her, she realized. And in that same moment, she realized how crazy she must look to Reed, his partner and anybody else strolling by.
“Alex, what’s going on? Is that man bothering you?”
“No, it’s-” She tipped her head back to look up at him. “The inscription on the ring, I figured it out, Reed. BOV means Boys of the Vine. My mother’s boys. The story’s true.”
CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
Monday, March 15
8:20 P.M.
Reed watched Alex and her ex walk away. BOV. Boys of the Vine. It fit, that was for sure.
“What the hell are you doing?”
He looked at Tanner in question.
“You’re a stand-up guy, Reed. Rock solid. And I like you. Clarkson, on the other hand, seems to be operating from a place somewhere left of center. She worries me.”
She worried him as well. On several levels. Not the least of which was the way seeing her with her ex-husband made him feel.
The ex who hadn’t acted like an ex. He’d been protective. And possessive. When he’d introduced himself, there had been a tone in his voice, a look in his eyes. That man-to-man sizing up of the competition. A challenge issued.
Reed had recognized it because he’d had the same tone, the same look. Obviously, Tanner had picked up on it.
He turned to her. “Mind if I bag on dinner? I’m going to run this BOV thing by a couple of old-timers.”
“Want company?”
“Not this time.” He started off. She stopped him by calling his name.
“Got your cell?” He indicated that he did and she patted hers, clipped to her hip. “Use it, dude.”
He did, calling ahead to make certain his dad was at home. He was. Luckily, his brother Joe was there as well. He parked behind Joe’s big-ass Benz and climbed out.
His mom had seen the headlights and met him at the door. “This is such a lovely surprise, Dan.”
He kissed her cheek. “For me, too.”
“Your dad and Joe are in the library. Talking business, as always. Have you eaten?”
“No. And yes, I’d love to stay.”
Reed made his way to the library and tapped on the partially closed door before sticking his head inside. “Am I interrupting?”
“Not at all, Son.” His father waved him in. “Have a seat.”
From Joe’s expression, Reed suspected their father had been delivering news Joe hadn’t particularly cared for.
Every once in a while, Reed compared his brothers’ lifestyles to his own and wondered if he’d screwed up. The luxury vehicles and exotic trips, grand homes and designer clothing. Then he’d get a peek at what that lifestyle really cost his brothers and be thankful for his decision. He’d rather drive his battered SUV than be his dad’s punching bag or puppet.