Amy was holidaying with friends in Darwin, so Moss had the house to herself. She unpacked, opened a few windows, threw some clothes into the washing machine, and made herself a cup of tea, smiling as she replaced the hand-knitted tea cosy over the pot. She flicked through a three-day-old newspaper, took out her notebook, closed it again and went to check on the washing. It was only halfway through its cycle.
When Amy had finally agreed that she was old enough to stay alone in the house, Moss had revelled in the sense of freedom and ownership of her space. Now the house seemed vast, its outer walls retreating until she was a mere speck in the midst of the vastness. At that moment she understood Mrs Pargetter’s sense of absence as a presence. Linsey, wherever she was, was not here.
Moss tried to dismiss these thoughts. Mustn’t become morbid, she told herself sternly. I need some company. Hamish, she thought. I wonder if Hamish is home?
As she dialled his number, she had the grace to feel guilty. She always seemed to contact Hamish when she needed something. And he always responded. He was like a big brother, and she treated him with the careless affection characteristic of such a relationship.
Hamish was delighted to hear from her. ‘We thought you’d dropped off the edge of the earth,’ he said, then recollected himself. ‘I mean, I’m so sorry to hear about Linsey. I would’ve come to the memorial service, but I didn’t even know about it until I spoke to Magda. I was in Sydney at the time.’
‘No need to apologise. Linsey hated a fuss. Now, what are you doing for dinner?’
‘Beans on toast, I should think. Or perhaps pizza, if I can’t be bothered cooking.’
‘How about coming over here? We can order pizza and open a bottle of Amy’s red.’
Hamish arrived promptly at seven with the pizzas, his grey eyes smiling behind thick-lensed glasses. He stooped to kiss Moss’s cheek as she took the pizza boxes.
‘Come on through. We’ll eat in the kitchen. It’s cosier. The dining room’s a bit grand for pizza.’
As they chatted amiably over pizza and wine, Hamish looked across at Moss and wondered where all this was going. They’d known each other since high school, where they’d both been involved in the annual musical productions. He grinned to himself as he remembered their performance in Jesus Christ Superstar. Moss had played Mary Magdalene, and he was cast as an unlikely Judas. They’d gone their separate ways at university, she to continue her music, and he to study landscape architecture, but they had remained friends.
I wonder why she asked me over? he thought. It’s usually me who makes contact. He’d had a futile crush on her at school, but his temperament was phlegmatic, and when he received no encouragement, he moved on without rancour. An only child, he cheerfully took on the big brother role into which he was cast. Now, sitting in her kitchen eating pizza, he began to wonder, to hope that they might move on from ‘just mates’ to something more. He watched closely as Moss absently ran her fingers through her hair. She wasn’t actually pretty, but her features were regular and those dark blue eyes-they got to him every time…
‘Dessert,’ she said, embarrassed by his appraising look.
He did a mock double-take when she brought out a homemade ginger fluff sponge. ‘Don’t tell me you made that. What happened to our vow to never make a recipe that had more than two steps? That looks like a six-or seven-stepper to me.’
Moss had to confess. ‘An old lady I’ve been staying with- Mrs Pargetter-she made it for me. We can have it with our coffee.’
The sponge was a bit rich after the pizza, but Hamish wolfed down a second slice while Moss told him about Amber-Lee. She didn’t tell him about her relationship to Finn, just that she was making some enquiries for a friend.
‘The truth is,’ she said, ‘I don’t know where to start. I thought we could, you know, toss around a few ideas.’
Hamish sighed. So she did just want his help with something. The story of my life, he thought ruefully, but he accepted it with good grace and put his mind to the problem at hand.
‘As far as I can see, your best bet is to start with the police officer-what’s his name?-Graham Patterson. You may have some problems with the privacy legislation, though. And he might have moved on by now. Almost certainly, when you think about it.’
‘He was a senior constable at the Fitzroy police station. Finn, my friend, said he was quite nice. That’s all I know.’
‘Not much to go on. Tell you what. Mum’s friend, Judy- her daughter’s married to a copper-she might be able to help us. If we can’t trace your man through Fitzroy police, I’ll ask her.’
‘Sorry to bother you with all this, Hamish.’
‘No worries. Nothing like a mystery to put a bit of spice into life.’ He leaned over and kissed her lightly on the cheek. ‘Two heads are better than one, I always say.’
They finished their coffee, and Moss made some more. She enjoyed the uncomplicated company of someone her own age-someone she could laugh with. It was two am before Hamish left, promising to contact Judy’s daughter if Moss had no luck at the Fitzroy police station.
She went there the next day. There was no Graham Patterson and no-one was telling her where to find him. ‘They probably thought I was out to get him-that he’d arrested my lover or something,’ she said plaintively to Hamish. ‘Do I look like a gangster’s moll?’
‘Yep. It’s that big handbag you carry. Could hide a concealed weapon.’
Judy’s daughter proved to be a useful contact, however, and provided a phone number for Patterson-now a senior sergeant who was stationed at the large police complex in St Kilda Road. Moss rang him and arranged a meeting. The constable behind the desk was expecting them, and ushered them through a maze of corridors into the senior sergeant’s office. Moss noticed the overflowing intray and guiltily thanked him for taking the time to see them.
‘I remember the case quite well,’ Graham Patterson told them. ‘It was one of the first of its kind I’d dealt with. I’d seen plenty of road trauma and death, of course, but we’d always been able to identify the victim. I felt I’d failed her, you know?’ He looked uncomfortable. ‘Then there was your father. He wouldn’t let it go. Used to come to the station all the time, asking if we’d found anything. Drove us mad, to be honest.’
Hamish looked up sharply. So this so-called friend was her father. Why hadn’t she trusted him with that information? Surely he was entitled. He suddenly became aware that Moss was speaking again.
‘He still hasn’t let go,’ said Moss. ‘That’s why we’re here.’ She was embarrassed to ask the next question. ‘I’m not suggesting you didn’t do all you could at the time, but…’
‘But I did do all I could. We all did. Have you seen the coroner’s finding? There was never any suggestion of negligence on our part.’ Moss began to apologise again but he cut her off. ‘The problem is, my investigation was hampered by the very fact that I was a police officer. I always felt that Brenda knew more than she let on at the time. But she didn’t trust the police. For instance, when we searched her room, there were so few of Amber-Lee’s belongings that we believe Brenda probably stole the rest.’
‘Did you ask her about them?’
‘Of course we did. She said that Amber-Lee was just a roommate: someone to share the rent. She had no idea what might have been missing. Brenda was a very aggressive witness, and she’d been beaten up badly by the time we spoke to her. I’m not even sure that I trust the description she gave us.’