It was all subtext, and they both knew it. Nobody saw through or created bullshit better than cops. Richie rocked on his heels, glanced at his watch. "Well, I've got bad guys waiting to be caught," he said. "Good seeing you."
"Same here." Jessica wanted to add a great deal to that. She wanted to say something about Annemarie, about how sorry she was. She wanted to say how she understood that there was a hole in his heart that would never be filled, no matter how much time passes, no matter how a story ends.
Richie got out his car keys, turned to go. He hesitated for a moment, as if he had something to say, but had no idea how to say it. He glanced at the main building of the facility. When he looked back at Jessica, she thought she saw something in the man's eyes she had never seen before, not in a lifer, not in a man who had seen as much as Richie DiCillo had seen.
She saw peace.
"Sometimes," Richie began, "justice is done."
Jessica understood. And the understanding was a cold dagger in her chest. She probably should have let it lie, but she was her father's daughter. "Didn't someone once say that we get justice in the next world, but in this world we have the law?"
Richie smiled. Before he turned and walked across the parking lot, Jessica glanced at his overshoes. They looked new.
Sometimes justice is done.
A minute later Jessica saw Richie pull out of the parking lot. He waved one last time. She waved back.
As he drove away, Jessica found she was not all that surprised to find that Detective Richard DiCillo drove a large green SUV, an SUV with yellow fog lamps and extensive detailing.
Jessica looked at the main building. On the second floor were a series of small windows. In the window she spotted two people watching her. It was too far away to make out their features, but there was something about the tilt of their heads, the set of the shoulders, that told her she was being observed.
Jessica thought about StoryBook River, about that heart of madness.
Had Richie DiCillo been the one who tied Marius Damgaard's hands behind him and hanged him? Had Richie driven Charles Waite back to Philadelphia?
Jessica decided that she just might take another ride to Berks County. Maybe justice had not yet been done.
Four hours later she found herself in her kitchen. Vincent was in the basement with two of his brothers watching a Flyers game. Dishes were in the dishwasher. Leftovers were put away. She had a glass of Montepulciano working. Sophie sat in the living room, watching a DVD of The Little Mermaid.
Jessica walked into the living room, sat next to her daughter. "Tired, sweetie?"
Sophie shook her head and yawned. "No."
Jessica held Sophie close. Her daughter had that little-girl bubble- bath smell. Her hair was a bouquet of flowers. "Time for bed anyway."
"Okay."
Later, with her daughter snuggled under the covers, Jessica kissed Sophie on the forehead, reached over to turn out the light.
"Mom?"
"What, sweetie?"
Sophie rummaged under the quilt. She pulled out a book by Hans Christian Andersen, one of the tomes Jessica had checked out of the library.
"Read me a story?" Sophie asked.
Jessica took the book from her daughter, opened it, glanced at the illustration on the title page. It was a woodcut illustration of the moon.
Jessica closed the book, flipped off the light.
"Not tonight, honey."
Two Am.
Jessica sat on the edge of the bed. She had felt the stirrings inside her for a few days. Not the certainty, but the possibility of the possibility, a feeling once removed from hope, twice from disappointment.
She turned to look at Vincent. Dead to the world. God only knew what galaxies he conquered in his dreams.
Jessica glanced out the window, at the full moon high in the night sky.
Just moments later she heard the egg timer ding in the bathroom. Poetic, she thought. Egg timer. She got up, scuffed her way across the bedroom.
She flipped on the light, looked at the two ounces of white plastic sitting on the vanity. She was scared of the yes. Scared of the no.
Babies.
Detective Jessica Balzano-a woman who strapped on a weapon and faced danger every day of her life-trembled slightly as she stepped into the bathroom, and closed the door.
EPILOGUE
There was music. A piano song. Bright yellow daffodils smiled from the window boxes. The common room was nearly empty. It would soon fill up.
The decorations on the walls were bunnies and ducks and Easter eggs.
At five thirty they brought dinner. Tonight it was Salisbury steak and mashed potatoes. There was also a cup of applesauce.
Charles looked out the window, at the long shadows growing in the forest. It was springtime, the air was fresh. The world smelled like green apples. Soon it would be April. April meant danger.
Charles knew there was still peril in the forest, a darkness that swallowed the light. He knew that girls should not venture into the woods. His twin sister Charlotte had ventured into the woods.
He took his mother's hand.
It was up to him, now that Roland was gone. There was so much evil out there. Ever since he had come to live at Devonshire Acres he had watched the shadows take human form. And at night he heard their whispers. He heard the rustling of leaves, the swirling of the wind.
He put his arm around his mother. She smiled. They would be safe now. As long as they stayed together, they would be safe from the bad things in the forest. Safe from those who would do them harm.
Safe, Charles Waite thought.
Ever after. ix